Kate turned on him. “Did you know?”
He could have deflected the question. After all, it hadn’t been explicit, but he knew exactly what she was asking about.
“Did you know?”
August let the truth rise up. “Yes. About a week after Sloan took control. We were on a rescue mission . . .”
“All this time,” she whispered, “you knew she was here and you didn’t tell me.”
His eyes flicked to Kate’s shadow, the thin shape twitching like a tail behind her. “All actions have costs. On some level, you had to know.”
“No.” She shook her head. “I knew what would happen, but I thought—I hoped—whatever it was—it was somewhere out there, haunting the Waste. It wasn’t supposed to be here.”
“Well, it is,” said August. “It came back. With Sloan.”
Kate wrapped her arms around her ribs. “It—it looks like me, August. That thing—”
“Alice is nothing like you.”
Kate’s head shot up. “Alice?”
“That’s what she calls herself.”
Something gave way inside Kate. He could feel it. “Of course.” She looked up at the sky in a way that said she simply couldn’t look at him. “My father told me that Malchai take their names from our shadows. Our ghosts. Whatever haunts us most. Sloan was his right-hand man—not his first kill, but the first one to leave a mark.”
“And Alice?”
Kate closed her eyes. “Alice was my mother. I pulled the trigger in that house, I shot that stranger, but Alice Harker was my first murder. I’m the reason we ran away. I’m the reason Callum sent his monster after us. I’m the reason she’s dead.”
Two tears escaped down Kate’s face, but before August could reach out, she was scrubbing them away. “I’m the reason that monster is here.”
August swallowed. He couldn’t lie, but the truth was cruel. He took a careful step toward Kate, and when she didn’t pull away, he wrapped his arms around her. She didn’t soften against him but held on tight.
“We’ll stop her,” said August.
“She’s my shadow,” said Kate, pressing her face into his collar.
And when she spoke again, the words were so quiet, a human would never have heard them.
“I’ll stop her myself.”
Sloan peeled off the gloves and examined his hands, the blistered, oozing surface of his palms.
“Sacrifice,” he mused to the shrouded cage. “Callum used to say that sacrifice is a cornerstone of success. Of course, Callum preferred sacrificing others. . . .”
He trailed off when he heard Alice coming.
That in and of itself was odd—she usually had an uncanny ability to appear and disappear without warning, but tonight her steps echoed through the basement. They came not from the stairs but from the subway tunnel on the other side. During Harker’s reign, the Malchai had been forced to come and go that way, so as not to frighten the building’s human tenants.
In the months since Sloan’s ascent, and until his newest project, the tunnel had become the realm of the Corsai, and the Corsai alone. But here she was, dusted with ash.
“How was our little diversion?” he asked. “I heard the blasts from—”
“She’s here,” cut in Alice.
“Who?”
“Kate Harker,” she said, eyes burning bright. “She’s here.”
The words sent a perfect shiver down Sloan’s spine. Not fear, oh no, but something sweet. The taste of fresh blood spilling over his tongue, the tang of hate, and the thought of life going out of those blue eyes. Callum’s eyes set into his daughter’s face. Eyes that no stand-in, no surrogate, no sacrifice could replace.
“You saw her?”
“She looks like me, but wrong, all squishy and human, and she’s with the Sunai. When did she get here? Did you know?” Alice couldn’t contain her excitement. She began to pace. “I wanted to tear her throat out right then and there, but there would have been nothing to savor, and I was caught off guard, but next time—”
“You will not kill her,” said Sloan.
Alice’s red eyes widened. “But she’s mine.”
“She was mine first.”
“You can have whoever you want—”
“I know.”
Alice let out a low snarl before his fingers wrapped around her narrow throat. Pain flared across his ruined palms, and Alice bared her teeth and drove her nails into his arm, but he didn’t let go.
Alice had obviously forgotten. Forgotten what she was, what he was, forgotten that she was not predator to him, but prey.
Drops of black blood slid down her neck where his fingers cut in. He lifted her thin body off the ground.
“Listen to me,” he said smoothly, “and listen well. We are not equals, you and I. We are not family. We are not blood. You are a whelp. A shadow. Your strength is the barest echo of my strength. You continue to exist because I let you. But the scales of my favor are delicate, and if you tip them any more, I will rip your fangs out with my bare hands one by one, and leave you to starve. Do you understand?”
Alice let out a low feral sound before answering.
“Yes—”
He saw her start to form the word Father and tightened his grip.
And then he let go, and Alice slumped to her knees, breathing heavily. When she brought her hand to her throat, Sloan was pleased to see her fingers tremble.
He knelt before her. “Now, now,” he cooed, drawing his gloves back on. “Katherine belongs to me, but if you’re useful, I will share.”
Slowly Alice looked up, her red eyes blazing and her voice hoarse.
“What do you want me to do?”
“How are you feeling?”
Kate peeled her head up from August’s shoulder. She knew from his tone—so cautious, so careful—that he wasn’t talking about Alice anymore.
“I’m still me,” she said, because that was as close to the truth as she could get.
“If Sloan has the Chaos Eater—”
“He does.”
“Then we know where to find it. We’ll get a team together and—”
August’s comm went off in a short shower of static. Kate pulled away as Henry’s voice came over the line.
“I could use some steady hands down here.”
She took a step toward the edge of the roof. Months ago, the city had blazed with light. Now it sprawled in varying degrees of shadow, dotted by patches of solid black.
“I’m on my way,” August said into the comm, starting toward the rooftop door.
“I thought you hated blood,” said Kate.
“I do,” said August. “But life can’t always be pleasant.” He hesitated by the door, obviously waiting for her to follow, but Kate couldn’t bear the claustrophobic Compound. Not yet.
“If it’s all right, I’ll stay up here a little longer.”
August looked uncertain, but she waved her hand at the vast expanse of nothing. “Where am I going to go?” she teased. “Besides”—she cracked a tired smile—“Soro’s less likely to find me up here.”
And I’m less likely to hurt someone.
August relented. “Okay,” he said. “Just—don’t get too close to the edge.”