She had no idea what to do with that, but damn . . .
Max muttered something to himself about bad timing and idiocy before leading her to his truck, parked at the curb.
Which brought up the question—-just how badly did she want to get home? Bad, she could admit. She needed to make amends. She needed forgiveness for being such a horrible, unhappy, terrible teenager, even if it meant swallowing her pride and taking the ride from Max.
She got into the truck in tune to a growing wind and a clap of thunder in the far distance. Max settled Carl in the backseat and then leaned in to buckle him in, giving the big dog an ’ol kiss on the snout as he did. The unexpected action was such a sweet, gentle thing to do, and such a dichotomy from his usual stoic badassery that Rory found herself smiling.
Max caught her expression as he slid in behind the wheel. “What?” he asked.
“What what?” she asked.
“You’re smiling.”
“Is there a law against that?”
He put his truck in gear and pulled out into the street. “No, but you don’t usually aim it at me.”
“You’ve got that backward, don’t you?” she asked, deciding not to mention that she’d been aiming the smile at Carl.
Max slid her a look that sizzled her nerve endings and then redirected his attention to the streets. San Francisco was looking pretty gorgeous in her Christmaswear, a myriad of lights decorating the buildings, light poles wrapped in garlands. As they made their way through the busy district and got on the freeway, it began to rain. Hard.
The sound of the rain pinging off the truck was loud, echoing in the interior. Max didn’t speak and she blew out a breath. It was going to be a long ride home. Home. Just the word brought more than a few nerves. And nerves made her babble. “So what’s your problem with me?”
Nothing from Max but a slight tightening of his scruffy jaw.
“Can’t decide on one thing?” she asked.
“I don’t have a problem.”
Okaaaay. She searched for something to else say, anything at all to draw him out because the silence was going to drive her batty. “Heard you guys had to jump off the roof of a building to catch some bad guys for the good guys yesterday.”
He smiled at the memory as if it’d been fun. “Can’t talk about work,” he said.
Right. “So who’s the chick who tried to swallow your tongue?”
He choked out a laugh but didn’t speak, which just plain old pissed her off. She knew damn well he could talk; she’d seen him do it plenty. But he absolutely wasn’t interested in conversation with her. Fine. Point served, silence it was. She went with it for all of three minutes, but in the end she couldn’t do it. Turning in her seat, she studied her driver.
Tall, hard, and lean, he’d definitely changed since they’d gone to high school together. She’d left home immediately after her junior year. She’d eventually gotten a job and taken her GED but she hadn’t kept up with anyone from Tahoe. Mostly because she’d had such a crap time growing up. She’d needed to get away with a clean slate, badly, and frankly there’d been no one she’d wanted to stay in touch with.
Except maybe . . . secretly . . . Max himself, a fact she’d take to her grave, thank you very much. They’d had a science class together, that was it; nothing memorable for him, she was certain. But he’d been kind to her, twice taking her on as a lab partner when no one else had wanted the shy, bad--at--science wallflower, and she’d never been able to forget it. Or him. “So what college did you end up at?” she asked.
Surprisingly enough, this got her a reaction. He looked at her across the dark console, rain and wind and city lights slashing as harshly across his features as his voice sounded when he asked, “Are you kidding me?”
Chapter Two
MAX HADN’T MEANT to respond to Rory’s questions at all but that last one—-where had he gone to college?—-cut through all his good intentions and lit the fuse of his rare temper.
She couldn’t be serious. She knew damn well what she’d done to him, what she’d cost him.
She had to.
Didn’t she?
He glanced at her, and the intensity that was always between them ratcheted up a notch, something he’d have sworn wasn’t possible.
“Why would I be kidding you?” she asked.
Like he was going to go there with her, but at whatever was in his expression along with the tone of his voice, Carl whined.
Rory narrowed her eyes at Max, clearly blaming him for upsetting the dog, before she twisted, going up on her knees to reach over the back of her seat for Carl.
His dog, hampered by his seatbelt, whined again and leaned into her touch.
Rory made a soft sound in her throat and clicked out of her seatbelt to wrap her arms around the big oaf—-a fact Max knew only because he could see her both in his rearview mirror and over his shoulder. He watched as she loved up on his big, slobbery dog, not seeming to care one little bit when Carl smiled and drooled all over her pretty sweater.