We only said things like “Can you straighten out that drop cloth?” and “Do you have one of those stirrer sticks?” and “Does this look runny to you?”—but whenever our eyes met across the empty room . . . tingly tingles. The tension was so thick that when Leo broke the silence, I jumped a little.
“So your mom said you’re a private chef in California, right? She told me you cook fancy food for fancy people,” he replied, dabbing paint along the windowsill. “She seemed pretty proud of you.”
“Really? She used the word proud?”
“No, but she seemed proud.”
“Huh,” I said.
“You’re just home for the summer, right? Then back to the fancy?” he asked.
I nodded slowly. Ooh, perfect opening to tell him yeah, I’m here for the summer, I’ll be heading back out to California in the fall so, you know, if you want to be my company. . . . Guys usually loved this conversation. No strings, just pure fun. I opened my mouth to say this, but he continued before I had a chance.
“LA is great and all, but I’ll take Bailey Falls any day of the week.” He saw me frown. “You don’t agree?”
“I’m not big on small towns,” I replied. “Everyone knows each other’s business. Everyone knows each other’s history.”
“They watch out for each other,” he insisted.
“They gossip about each other,” I corrected.
“Some people would call that charming.”
“Some people would call that infuriating.” I laughed, shaking my head. “Listen, I totally understand the appeal of a small town; it’s just not for me.”
“Bright lights, big city?” he asked, suddenly right next to me. His paint roller had been getting increasingly closer to my paintbrush.
“Something like that,” I replied, feeling my heart thud in my chest. “Sometimes it’s nice to be just a face in a crowd.”
“Not possible,” he murmured, and I looked up into his eyes. Thud. “Just a face? Not possible.” Thud thud.
My pulse was racing, and it would be so easy to lift up onto my tippytoes and surprise him with a kiss. Instead, I fumbled, I blinked. This guy was exactly the kind of guy I normally went for—easygoing, good-looking, funny. But he made me . . . nervous. In a way that I hadn’t been in a long time. If I was going to turn this into anything but a painting party, I needed to get back the upper hand.
But before that happened, I needed to clear something up first. “I’m sorry again about that crack I made about your family, at the market the other day,” I said sheepishly. “I didn’t really mean it; I don’t even know your family. I only know what the rest of the town knows.” He blinked, his face taking on an edge I hadn’t seen before.
I hurriedly pressed on, my racing pulse making my words come out a little jumbled. “Obviously you’ve got tons of cash and old New York family and all that, and you’ve got all that land. And now you’re working the land, and you seem as passionate about growing food as I am about cooking it, and you’re all hot farmer guy, and I’m sure that’s a helluva story—and holy shit, I need to shut my mouth right now.”
“Roxie?”
“Uh-huh?” I responded, mortified.
“You seem very strange. But definitely . . . ” There was a grin in his voice.
“Definitely . . . what?” I looked up at him.
I have never in my life wanted to ravish someone. Kiss? Sure. See naked? Sure. But when my eyes met his, I felt a powerful urge to ravish. His mouth, his neck, his chest, his stomach, and everything beneath those frayed blue jeans. And the funny thing is, I felt like he was thinking the same thing.
And if Logan hadn’t come up the stairs at that moment to announce a snack break, it might’ve happened.
“Definitely,” he repeated with a grin.
I started tidying up my work space as Logan admired the room. “You guys are speedy. You want to work on that giant sunroom on the main floor next?”
“Actually, I’ve got to take a pass. Got a long day tomorrow,” Leo said, wiping a little bit of paint onto his shirt.