I stand aside and chuckle to myself. Guilt purchases. That’s what she’s doing. She’s buying a bunch of shit because she feels guilty. I wouldn’t expect anything less.
Annoyed and wanting to get us out of the store as soon as possible, the owner leaves the collapsed display and starts checking-out Emma. When the total comes into view, Emma pulls out her wallet but I hand the owner my card before Emma can. I wrap an arm around her and kiss the side of her cheek. “I got it, babe. Consider it a little thank you for spending the day with me.”
Still slightly embarrassed, she mouths a thank you and puts away her wallet.
Disgruntled, the owner packs us up and sends us on our way. I hold on to Emma’s hand tightly, while I carry our goodies with the other and lead her outside into the chilly air.
“She was pleasant.”
“We destroyed her store. I feel so bad,” Emma replies.
“Don’t; we just spent over one hundred dollars in her little store. I’m not even sure what the hell we bought.”
“Me either,” Emma deadpans before looking at me and chuckling. “I was so nervous, I grabbed whatever I saw and blacked out in the process. Shall we look in the bag?”
Two lobster claw oven mitts, an Earthly Embrace soybean candle, garden-patterned cocktail napkins, eleven-bean soup mix, hummingbird feeder mix, and two “wine glasses” made of solo cups and plastic stems later, we’re in my truck, hands linked, laughing about the big night we have planned ahead of us with all our new goods.
***
“This soup really isn’t that bad,” Emma says while plugging her nose and bringing her spoon to her mouth. “You just have to avoid breathing when you eat it.” It should have a warning label saying, “Rancid. Do not smell while consuming.”
My bowl of the eleven-bean soup Emma snagged while at the kitchen store rests a foot in front of me, barely touched.
“Yeah, I’ve heard food critics talk about how NOT smelling the aroma of your food is the way to really enjoy a meal. The more pungent, the better.” I grab my very white trash-esque solo cup wine glass and bring it to my lips, trying to get past the Angry Orchard that’s inside it. It was, unfortunately, the only booze in the house, and I needed booze to make it through this soup, therefore I had no choice.
Emma sits back in her chair, grabs one of the cocktail napkins we bought, and dabs at her face. “It really is unpleasant soup, isn’t it? And what’s the crunchy thing in there? I’m all for texture in a meal, but I’m not quite sure what that crunchiness is.”
“No fucking clue. I took two bites and was done.”
She sighs and then smiles while she lifts up her hand, which is covered in red. “At least we got these bitchin’ oven mitts.” Lifting up my hand as well, the one that’s donning the other oven mitt—she made me—we high-five across the table.
“I can’t imagine ever topping such a prestigious buy. Not everyone can be as lucky as us,” I say, playing into her delusional purchases. I look over at the soybean candle we have lit and say, “I will admit, that candle smells damn good. It was a risky purchase, buying a candle without taking a sniff test, but your spontaneous purchase paid off.”
“So would we say I only had one dud for the day?” She nods at the soup.
I hold up my fingers. “Two, babe. Hummingbird mixer?” It’s the “centerpiece” of our weird dinner she threw together for us. In her words, she didn’t want it to feel left out.
“But it looks so pretty sitting in the middle of this ornate card table.” She pulls a Vanna White and shows off the table, motioning her arms around our mishmash of a dinner table.
“So ornate. I really enjoyed seeing warning signs of human digestion on the mixer container while I tried to suck down that soup. Made for an appealing atmosphere.”
She chuckles, turns the hummingbird mix to see the warning labels and cringes. “Maybe not the best, but,” she holds up her finger and says, “I have an idea. Take your drink and oven mitt over to the sofa and I’ll meet you there.”
“Are things about to get kinky?” I wiggle my eyebrows at her.
“You wish.”
She clears the table, which I feel guilty about. There is a need inside me to take care of her, and clearing the dishes, although simple, seems like something I should help out with, but knowing Emma, she would snip at me if I didn’t do what I was told. Therefore, I pick my drink up off the table and head over to the sofa. The only light in the room is from the small chandelier in the dining room, but it makes for some great mood lighting.
I press my body against the armrest and lift my legs on the cushions so I’m spanning the length of the entire sofa. I place my oven mitt hand behind my head and wait. When Emma returns, she saunters over to me in her cute heart-covered pajama set with a spoon and a gallon of ice cream.
“Up for a different kind of dinner?”
“I’m always up for dessert for dinner. What flavor?”
“Chocolate chip cookie dough, the best kind.”
“Can’t argue with you there.” I pat my lap. “Have a seat, beautiful.”
She raises an eyebrow at me. “You expect me to just sit on your crotch?”
“Normal people call it sitting on a lap, but if you prefer to say crotch, we can lean that way.”
“It’s your crotch,” she replies with indignation before letting out a heavy breath, as if my request is borderline torture. Regardless, she straddles my lap before sitting down, and I didn’t miss the little smirk on her face as she did so.
She places the ice cream in front of us and holds out the spoon for me. Not wanting to prolong my dinner much longer, I remove the oven mitt despite her protest, snag the spoon, and take a big scoop and plop it in my mouth.
“Hey, I thought we were wearing the oven mitts.”
“It’s getting in my way of ice cream time.”
I take another bite and relish in the cold, creamy taste of the vanilla base. When I swallow, I notice Emma’s eyes trained on my throat, her lips wet from her tongue, and I can’t help wondering what’s going through that pretty head of hers.
“Want a bite?” I ask her.
She nods and licks her lips again. Despite her sitting on my lap, she’s still at eye level with me, which I enjoy because it’s like I can see straight into her soul, into her desires. Right now, without a doubt in my mind, Emma isn’t just thinking about ice cream.
I scoop some ice cream out with the spoon and feed her a bite. I watch in fascination as her mouth closes around the spoon and sucks the ice cream off with a more powerful force than I was expecting. Hell, this woman surprises me every single day.