“I insist!” he demanded. “I insist! She is my mother!” He was shouting now, and passersby were turning to watch.
Bertha had been relatively quiet since her previous attack on him. And she was his mother. Still, I refused, not feeling inclined to humor him for the absurd, ungentlemanly scene he was making.
Gerald’s face grew dark and, angry beyond words, he spewed out a torrent of invective at me, and I again saw that familiar dark fury in his eyes. In a moment, I understood too clearly: He is going to become like her, I thought. He will become her. I feared he might try fisticuffs, right there on the street, but he did not. Instead, he continued to yell at me: “She is not my mother! What have you done with my mother?”
“She is your mother if your mother was Bertha Antoinetta Mason,” I said as calmly as I could manage. “I have had her in my care for fifteen years.”
“Then you are a madman yourself! No one in his right mind keeps an animal like that in his home.”
“It was her wish. And her father’s. I made promises.”
“Then you are a fool. When you leave, you may take her with you, you who are so ready to make promises. You take care of her, or I will put her where she belongs.”
I stared at him in horror. I, whose life had been ruined for the sake of my family reputation, for the sake of my brother—I had given years to this woman, whose own son, at first so anxious to see her, was now just as anxious to throw her away. A son who, as I was seeing before my very eyes, would no doubt grow to be as mad as she was. I turned and walked swiftly away from him, and he chased me and struck me from behind. I was tempted to respond in kind, but I ignored his provocations and left the scene. He did not follow.
I stewed over that for a night and a day, barely able to contain myself, even in Jane’s presence. She noticed my mood but I told her it was nothing, just a troublesome cottager on my land. But it was not nothing; it was a madman set to take control of Thornfield, and I could not bear it. I knew that when Jane discovered the truth—for at some point she would—she would hate that I had done such a thing. It was six and two threes: whatever I did would be wrong. But I knew what Jane would want me to do.
*
The next day I told her I would be gone for some time, perhaps overnight, but not to worry, and I rode back to Millcote and told Everson of my business. He sat at his desk in silence until I almost thought he had not understood, until he said to me, “They are examining the letters tomorrow morning, I believe.”
With that, I rose, but Everson stayed me. “I will accompany you, but we must let Ramsdell and Gerald Rochester know, for they have a legal right to be there.” After that, I could not wait, and I was off, trailing Everson, and I am sure Ramsdell and Gerald as well, behind me.
I slept poorly at an inn that night, and in the morning the magistrates were angry when I barged into their session, demanding a hearing, pulling out my proof while the chief magistrate pounded his gavel. I emptied onto their tables the letters I had found in the desk in the library: a total of nineteen of them. I straightened each one so they could see it well, the judges sitting in dour and mystified silence all this time. “Look at the letters you hold in your hands, and look at these that come from my father’s desk. A guinea for the man who sees the difference first.” Two of the three almost smiled, and they set to their task.
Everson stepped in just at that moment and stood in amazement, not knowing whether to upbraid me or praise me. The judges took longer than my patience lasted, and so I gave them a hint: “Notice the dates.” As these letters made clear, my father, for whatever reason, was in the habit of including only the day and the month—in all of the letters I had provided, but not the two that Gerald had presented as evidence. “What say you?” I asked, pulling out a guinea coin.
“Forgery,” said one judge.
“He took the genuine letters and added a date,” admitted another.
“Indeed,” I said.
“Indeed, he did,” Everson said. “But when—”
“Never mind,” I silenced him. “The annulment cannot stand.”
“It cannot indeed,” said Everson. “We withdraw our petition.”
I walked out of there in a flurry of emotion, encountering Gerald and Ramsdell on the street.
“It’s over,” I said. “It was clever, Gerald, but it didn’t work. Perhaps you didn’t know, but the letters were regarding me, not my brother. Whoever falsified the letters perhaps did not know that I was the Rochester son who married your mother.”
Ramsdell, confused, began to stammer a response, but I saw that fury rise again in Gerald—his eyes darken, his hands clench—and I mounted Mesrour and rode away before Gerald could strike out. I knew the law would hold Gerald for at least a short time for presenting forgeries to the court. Jane and I would be married and gone by the time he was free to bother anyone again.
*
It was late when I left, and I did not need to put my heels to Mesrour, for he knew we were bound for home, and he galloped those many miles as if I were a highwayman escaping arrest. I knew full well what I was doing, but I didn’t care. Man’s laws can be manipulated to dishonest ends. God’s laws can be used in ways I was sure God had not intended. I would marry Jane; Everson would find a place where I could move Bertha, where she would be safe, and no one would know. I could have it done while Jane and I were on our honeymoon.
It warmed my heart more than I can admit when I spied the first lights of Thornfield-Hall in the distance—home at last, and marriage tomorrow and Bertha to be removed. It was as if every care in the world had suddenly vanished as we sped homeward in rain and driving wind.
Then the moon, which had been passing in and out of rain clouds all evening, revealed to me a figure standing in the lane outside the gates of Thornfield, and I knew immediately it was Jane. Jane? Out so late at night? What could have happened? God, not Bertha, I thought. Please, not Bertha!
As I came closer, she ran to meet me, and I stretched out my hand to her and pulled her up to join me in the saddle. Holding her close, I asked if anything was wrong that she should come to meet me at such an hour, but she insisted it was nothing.
I did not believe her, for I felt a strong foreboding beyond the emotion that had that day occurred, but Jane would say nothing more until after I dined. As nighttime drew on, I tried to cheer her with a reminder that she had promised to sit up with me the night before my wedding, but she smiled only a wan smile.