Rest was a luxury I couldn’t afford. “Is there are any version of this that doesn’t end with Atlanta burning and my son or Curran dying?”
“No,” Sienna said. “I’m so sorry.”
“How long have you been seeing this?”
“Over the past month.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
Sienna sighed. “I hoped I was wrong.”
“Could you be wrong?” Roman asked. “These are only possibilities, not certainties.”
“Predicting the future is like looking into the narrow end of a funnel,” Sienna said. “The further in the future the events are, the more possibilities you see. The closer we get to the event itself, the clearer and more specific the most likely future becomes. These visions are too detailed. They are almost a certainty. As of now, one or the other will come to pass. The son or the father gives his life, Atlanta burns, and the rest of us suffer. I can’t see any other possibilities. Believe me, I tried.”
She turned her head and looked at me. “I tried, Kate. If Atlanta burns in that battle, I die.”
“We all die,” Evdokia said. “Everyone in this cave, except Kate.”
“I can’t see you in this battle,” Sienna said. “It’s hidden from me.”
If she was seeing it in that much detail, these visions had to come from the very near future. “How long do we have?”
“A year at the longest if you don’t marry Curran,” Sienna said.
That meant sentencing our son to death. “And if I do?”
“Two weeks.”
Two weeks? What do I do? How do I fix this?
“You’re the wild card,” Evdokia said. “She can’t see you.”
“It means one of two things,” Sienna said. “Either you are irrelevant to what happens or you are the pin on which this future hinges. If it’s the latter, then you have the power to alter it.”
If only I knew how.
“This is just typical.” Roman raised his eyes upward. “The one time I try to do something good, like join two people who are long overdue in holy matrimony. The one time! And it all goes to hell, doomsday prophecies and death. I’ve served you for ten years. Would it kill you to have my back one damn time?”
“Yes, of course, make it all about you.” Evdokia sighed.
“Wait, you’re marrying them?” Sienna asked.
Maria chortled. “He’ll anoint them in blood. Should’ve asked Vasiliy.”
Evdokia turned to her. “There is nothing wrong with my son marrying them. It will be the best wedding and he will be the best priest.”
Maria opened her mouth.
“You better be careful what you say next,” Evdokia said.
I raised my voice. “This isn’t helping.”
“You have to defeat him,” Sienna said.
Nice how she avoided the word “kill.”
An odd anxiety claimed me. I didn’t want to kill my father.
It made no sense. He was a monster and a tyrant. If it was a choice between my life and his, he would take mine. I’d wanted to hurt him this morning. But he was my father. What the hell was wrong with me?
Thinking about it was too complicated so I shoved it aside. There would be time to puzzle over this later.
“Have you made any progress with the ifrit’s box?” Evdokia asked. “You’ve been talking to Bahir and his people. Did you learn anything?”
“I can’t figure out how it works. I talked to some very smart, educated people about it. They can’t figure out how it works either. We don’t have the box itself anymore, so we can’t examine it. All we have are the incantations, which are a variant of a typical ward, infused with divine power. I don’t know where to go from here.”
“None of us have as much power over the future as you,” Sienna said.
“She means you have to do something,” Maria snapped.
“Do what?” I looked at her. She had been powerful for too long to flinch, but a hint of uncertainty showed in her eyes. “Well? I’m waiting for your wisdom.”
“Do anything,” the crone said. “We gave you this city—”
“No. I took the city. I took it by myself and I protected it from my father’s claiming. You didn’t help. You weren’t there.”
Maria’s eyes blazed. “Remember who you’re talking to!”
“You should take your own advice.”
The cave fell completely silent. The witches stared at me. Sienna rubbed her throat, as if something was choking off her air.
The storm I’d had to contain this morning simmered under my skin. My father would kill Curran or our son. There was nothing I could do to stop him.
The magic inside me boiled. I had to vent or it would tear me apart. I looked up to the patch of light and sky above me and let it go.
The magic burst from me, surging upward, into the sky. The water of the basin rose in the air, stretching into a thousand glittering strands, revealing the rocky bottom of the pool. Power and fury poured out of me, flowing like a raging river.
The pressure eased. I shut off the current. The water crashed back into the basin.
“Oh, Katenka,” Evdokia whispered.
Maria made a small choking noise. Sienna scrambled over to her. “Roman, help me. She needs some fresh air.”
Together they lifted the old witch off her seat and led her outside.
“I saw my father this morning,” I told Evdokia. The sky above me was so blue. If only I could sprout wings and fly far away from all my problems. “He kidnapped Saiman. He’s refusing to release him and I can’t ignore it. There will be war. I’ve signed my husband’s and my child’s death warrants.”
Evdokia looked at me, her face at once sad and kind. “No. You didn’t. We foresaw this days ago. One way or the other, it would’ve come to pass.”
I came and sat by her. She reached out and stroked my hair. It felt so familiar. She must’ve done it when I was little, before Voron took me away.
“Help me.” My voice came out quiet and ragged.
“Anything in my power,” she promised. “All my magic is yours. I wish I knew what to do.”
Sienna came back into the cave and sat by me.
“Why haven’t the three of you left?” I asked.
“Because this is our city,” Evdokia said. “Our home. We can’t all leave, Katenka. The future will find us.”
“Roman is right,” Sienna said. “The future is fluid. But when it’s this close and this certain, you have to do something really big to change it. Something that will alter everything. Something nobody would expect.”
“I don’t have any Rubicons to cross,” I told her.
“Find one,” Sienna said. “If anybody can do it, you can.”
CHAPTER
4
THE MAGIC WAVE ended on our way back to the city and technology once again reasserted itself. When we got back to the office, it was early afternoon and nobody was there. Ascanio must have bailed early. My mammoth donkey was also MIA, probably back at our home, in the stables. I dropped Roman off, went into the office, and pulled a legal pad to me. I always thought better with a pen in hand.
I wrote Choices on the piece of paper and stared at it.
Fight my father now, before he expects a direct assault.
Wait until my father attacks.
Play ball.