On Saturday night, Quinn walked in on her own surprise party. She blamed herself really. For one thing she’d been trying not to remember today was the day she turned thirty. And for another, she’d forgotten what her mom was up to and she’d been tricky enough to call Quinn at the last minute and ask to borrow her blender.
Quinn tried to be gracious as she made the rounds, tried not to look into the faces of her parents’ friends and wonder how many of them knew she’d been adopted. It wasn’t healthy, but that didn’t stop her. She finally managed to escape to the kitchen, where she went straight to the fridge but . . . no cookie dough.
Damn.
Skye—who moonlighted as a most excellent caterer—came into the room carrying trays. “Hey, birthday girl. How’s it going?” She slapped Quinn’s hand from rearranging the serving platters of hors d’oeuvres. “And stop that. You’re not working tonight. Where’s Brock?”
“London.”
“And Mick?” Skye asked. “Anything more from sexy Mick?”
When Quinn didn’t answer, Skye bumped her hip to hers. “Oh, come on. I’ve got zero men and zero prospects. I’ve gotta live vicariously through your thrilling life with two hot men.”
Quinn let out a long breath. “You’d be vastly disappointed to know I’ve messed everything up.”
“Okay, I get that, but you know what? You can also un-mess it up.”
Quinn nodded and then shook her head.
Skye nodded. “You can, Q.”
“It’s not that easy.”
“Well of course not,” Skye said. “Or I’d have two hot men too.”
Quinn sighed. “I need outta here.”
“Not going to happen. Your mom’s got eyes on the exits.”
“Please let me help you,” Quinn begged. “I desperately need something to do other than think.”
Skye looked around them dramatically, like she was about to reveal a state secret. “Okay, listen. I’m going back out there, but I didn’t plate the smoked-paprika deviled eggs yet. So if they were to be magically done by the egg fairy while I was gone, I’d be ever so grateful.”
Quinn was the grateful one and she jumped on the chance to work alone in the kitchen. She messed around with her plating technique, popped a deviled egg into her mouth, and let Skye’s words of wisdom replay in her head.
You can un-mess it up . . .
Skye was right, so she ate another egg, pulled out her phone, and texted Mick.
QUINN:
So what do you do when you’re not rescuing crazy women in a B & B?
MICK:
Right now I’m doing some research on purchasing a B & B before it goes under.
QUINN:
Because . . .?
MICK:
Because it’s a cool old building, and also it’s rumored there’s a really great ghost living there.
QUINN:
You’re buying the Wild West B & B?
MICK:
Thinking about it. Now you.
QUINN:
Aren’t you supposed to ask what I’m wearing, not what I’m doing?
MICK:
I stand corrected. What are you wearing? In detail, please.
QUINN:
Subject change. Tell me something else about you.
MICK:
I’m wearing a T-shirt and jeans, that’s it.
QUINN:
Commando?
MICK:
It’s laundry day.
She was laughing when her phone buzzed again, a call this time, just as her mom came into the kitchen.
“Quinn, honey, get off your phone. Come enjoy the party, people are expecting to see you.”
But Quinn was looking at her screen. Cliff. Why was Cliff calling?
“Sorry to bother you,” he said when she answered, “but we’ve got a problem. Tilly’s run away.”
Chapter 18
There are people my age competing at the Olympics and I still try to enter Walmart through the exit-only door.
—from “The Mixed-Up Files of Tilly Adams’s Journal”
Quinn’s first reaction at Cliff’s phone call was guilt. Leaving Wildstone was one thing. But leaving Tilly in a situation she hadn’t felt good about was another.
And she’d left anyway.
Try as she might, Quinn couldn’t shake the image of the defiant look Tilly had flashed her the last time she’d seen her.
She’d been letting her emotions rule. That’s what fifteen-year-olds did.
Quinn should’ve ignored the bad attitude and stood her ground. Instead she’d thought only of her comfortable, easy life here, where she had people who loved and cared about her and no real difficult decisions to face.
Having no idea how she could possibly help, only knowing that she had to try, she grabbed her purse to head out.
“Where are you going?” her mom asked.
“Tilly’s run away. I have to go see if I can help.”
“Oh no,” her mom breathed. “Have you tried calling her?”
“For days. She’s not really on the Quinn train right now.”
Her mom nodded. “Teenagers aren’t ever on the adulting train.”
Quinn met her gaze, remembering all the times she’d freaked out and worried her parents when she’d been fifteen. “I have the sudden urge to say I’m sorry to you. For everything.”
Her mom smiled and patted her on the cheek. “And someday Tilly will do the same. But you won’t need to hear it because you’ll already know she’s sorry.”
Quinn felt her heart squeeze with love, regret . . . “Mom.”
She smiled. “Go. Drive safe, it’s late and you’ve got three hours on the road ahead of you.”
“I’ll be okay.” She wasn’t happy with some of the decisions she’d made. She couldn’t change that, but she sure as hell could change how she did things going forward. Staying here and letting other people worry about Tilly would add a layer of shame she didn’t want to face. It was time to grow up, without the safety net.
Chef Wade came into the kitchen behind her mom, who’d invited him. “What’s wrong?” he asked.
“I’m sorry,” Quinn said. “I know I just asked for time off but I have to go back to Wildstone.”
Wade looked torn. He exchanged a look with her mom before saying, “It’s okay, Quinn. It’s not a problem.”
Quinn hesitated, dividing a glance between them. “Okay, what am I missing?”
“Nothing,” her mom said.
Quinn looked at Wade.
Who sighed. “Your mother and I disagree on employee management.”
Quinn blinked. “No disrespect intended, but what does it matter what my mom thinks on this subject?”
“Because she and your dad are my silent partners. They own half the restaurant.” He looked at Quinn, whose mouth had fallen open in shock. “You didn’t know?” He watched as she turned to her mom in shock. “You didn’t know,” he murmured. “Christ. I’m sorry.”
“No,” Quinn said with what she hoped was admirable patience. “Don’t be sorry. This is something I should’ve known, say back when I clearly got the job because of it.” Mortified, and too emotional to even ask if she had any real cooking talent at all, she turned to go.
“Quinn,” her mom said.
Quinn whipped back around. Wade had slipped out to give them privacy and her mom stood there wringing her hands. “Are you kidding me?” Quinn asked.
“I didn’t know how to tell you.”
Quinn tossed up her hands and headed to the door.
“Please don’t go like this. We need to talk about it.”
“This problem is going to have to get in line,” Quinn said grimly and walked out. She went straight to her condo, quickly packed a bag, and then hit the highway.
ON A WHIM, Tilly went to Dylan’s mom’s house first. When she answered the door, she told Tilly that Dylan had just left.
Tilly’s gaze strayed to the woman’s fat lip.