Lincoln in the Bardo

A happy confluence of wishes.

It seemed we must persuade the gentleman to return with us to the white stone home. Once there, we must encourage the lad into the gentleman, hoping that, while therein, having overheard his father’s wish, he would be convinced to— hans vollman

A fine idea, I said. But we have no method by which to accomplish it.

roger bevins iii

(There has historically been some confusion around this issue.) hans vollman

No confusion at all, friend.

It is simply not within our power to communicate with those of that ilk, much less persuade them to do anything.

And I think you know it.

roger bevins iii





LII.

I beg to differ.

We caused a wedding once, if you will recall.

hans vollman

Highly debatable.

roger bevins iii

A couple strolling here, on the brink of ending their engagement, reversed their decision, under our influence.

hans vollman

Almost certainly a coincidence.

roger bevins iii

Several of us—Hightower, the three of us, and—what was his name? The decapitated fellow?

hans vollman

Ellers.

roger bevins iii

Ellers, of course!

Bored, we swarmed and entered that couple and, through the combined force of our concentrated wishfulness, were able to effect— hans vollman

This much is true: They were overcome with sudden passion and retreated behind one of the stone homes.

roger bevins iii

To act upon said passion.

hans vollman

While we watched.

roger bevins iii

I have misgivings about that. The watching.

hans vollman

Well, you had no misgivings on that day, my dear fellow. Your member was swollen to an astonishing size. And even on a normal day, it is swollen to— roger bevins iii

I seem to remember you watching as well. I do not recall the slightest aversion of any of your many, many— hans vollman

Truly, it was invigorating to see such passion.

The fury of their embraces was remarkable.

roger bevins iii

Yes.

They sent birds winging from the trees with their terrific moans of pleasure.

hans vollman

After which they renewed their commitment and departed hand in hand, reconciled, betrothed again.

roger bevins iii

And we had done it.

hans vollman

Come now. They were young, lustful, alone in an isolated spot, on a beautiful spring night. They hardly needed any help from— roger bevins iii

Friend: We are here.

Already here.

Within.

A train approaches a wall at a fatal rate of speed. You hold a switch in your hand, that accomplishes you know not what: do you throw it? Disaster is otherwise assured.

It costs you nothing.

Why not try?

hans vollman





LIII.

There in the gentleman, Mr. Bevins reached for my hand.

hans vollman

And we began.

roger bevins iii

To persuade the gentleman.

hans vollman

To attempt to persuade him.

roger bevins iii

Together, the two of us began to think of the white stone home.

hans vollman

Of the boy.

roger bevins iii

His face, his hair, his voice.

hans vollman

His gray suit.

roger bevins iii

Turned-in feet.

hans vollman

Scuffed shoes.

roger bevins iii

Stand up, go back, we thought as one. Your boy requires your counsel.

hans vollman

He is in grave danger.

roger bevins iii

It is anathema for children to tarry here.

hans vollman

His headstrong nature, a virtue in that previous place, imperils him here, where the natural law, harsh and arbitrary, brooks no rebellion, and must be scrupulously obeyed.

roger bevins iii

We request, therefore, that you rise.

hans vollman

And return with us, to save your boy.

roger bevins iii

It did not seem to be working.

hans vollman

The gentleman just sat, combing the grass, rather blank-minded.

roger bevins iii

It seemed we must be more direct.

hans vollman

We turned our minds, by mutual assent, to a certain shared memory of Miss Traynor.

roger bevins iii

Christmas last, paying a holiday visit, we found that, under the peculiar strain of that blessed holiday, she had gone beyond the fallen bridge, the vulture, the large dog, the terrible hag gorging on black cake, the stand of flood-ravaged corn, the umbrella ripped open by a wind we could not feel—

hans vollman

And was manifesting as an ancient convent, containing fifteen bitter quarreling nuns, about to burn to the ground.

roger bevins iii

A girl-sized convent in the style of Agreda, the little nuns inside her just embarking on morning vespers.

hans vollman

Suddenly, the place (the girl) is ablaze: screams, shrieks, grunts, vows renounced if only one might be saved.

roger bevins iii

But none are saved, all are lost.

hans vollman

We willed ourselves to see it again, smell it again, hear it again: the incense; the fragrant wall-lining sage-bushes; the rose-scented breeze wafting down from the hill; the shrill nun-screams; the padding of the tiny nun-feet against the packed red clay of the town-bound trail— roger bevins iii

Nothing.

hans vollman

He just sat.

George Saunders's books