Lucy began to sense things she could not name. That Roland did not want to hurt her but to make some kind of mark. That if he outright hit her, he would give up some of his power. That his pinches were not unrelated to his being a man without a leg and her being a girl with two growing ones. A new heaviness had begun to gather in her legs, along with a fear that soon she would not be able to climb as nimbly, or run as fast.
It was a comfort to wear her brothers’ clothes. She changed in the perry shack—Janie and Anne inspected, adjusted, nodded—then darted out and down through the woods, and she was as fast as ever, her feet finding the right rocks, her toes digging into roots, launching herself like a bird-boy toward the quarry.
It was her haven. The beating hammers, the filth, the men barely noticing her as they thanked her for a drill or laid a broken bit in her palm. On breaks she sat with Liam and Jeffrey on a pallet and watched the men hammering in the pit. She admired their strength but more so the steady, thoughtful way they worked—in her mind the care they took stood for a variety of kindness. Each man had his own system for hammering, depending on his size. A left-handed man and a right-handed man would stand together to bang in an especially large set. On the shallowest shelves they moved around each other as gently as deer.
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The only risks the men took that summer they took in the sheds. Once the foreman had passed—and sometimes when he hadn’t—they rested their tools and talked about Sacco and Vanzetti. They brought the papers and folded them ingeniously so they could pinch them between their thighs and spread a given article open in their lap, peering down between jobs as if to stretch their necks. A juror’s house had been bombed. The IWW was calling for strikes. Lucy began listening to their talk as she went in and out. She walked slowly to hear more. They talked about the Mendosa, too, which was connected, it seemed, to Sacco and Vanzetti, in that there were rich people to blame on both counts. They called Beatrice Cohn a mad bitch, and they called her a kike. One called her a cunt. One said he hoped she would marry Governor Fuller, and that the next bomb sent to Fuller’s house would be a great success. One said if he was one of the men who got hurt (not noticing one of Roland Murphy’s boys, listening, or not knowing he belonged to Roland Murphy) he would hitch a ride to her house and shoot her.
As Sacco and Vanzetti’s day neared, as more facts came out about Beatrice Cohn and her factory-owning father, not to mention her conniving mother, the men’s breaks grew longer, their courage greater. Lucy walked more slowly. The papers were not allowed in the Murphy house since the wreck. Who were these anarchists? Who was this woman Emma had worked for, and why had she dared work for the family they stole the pears from? One afternoon Gap Palazola, rushing for the outhouse, left his paper on the floor next to his bench. It was folded open to advertisements for garage doors and piano lessons and an adding machine and Lydia E. Pinkham’s Vegetable Compound and there, in the far-right column, the second part of an article about Beatrice Cohn. Above the article was a small photograph of the woman. It was so small Lucy had to squat, then squint, then bring the paper to her face, to make sure she was seeing it clearly. She was. She ripped it out and stuffed it into her pocket. “Whatchyou doin’?” chuckled one of the blacksmiths. But Lucy was already walking toward the next shed, her carry bag clanking, so he muttered, “Crazy kid,” repaired Gap’s paper the best he could, and got back to work.
Twenty-five
Bea drank Templeton Rye, two bottles of which Oakes had left in the pantry. She had begun by rationing it into a jigger and sipping slowly, then had moved on to Vera’s crystal lowballs, which provided room for an ice cube, which allowed Bea to imagine herself drinking less even as she drank more, because by the end of a glass the stuff tasted mostly of water.
She wasn’t at the end of a glass. It was nearly midnight and she had just poured herself another, plopped in an ice cube, plopped herself down on the edge of Ira’s bed, and taken a large, stinging swallow. Before he fell asleep, they had argued again, Ira saying the people were right to hate her, which wasn’t the same, he pointed out, as her deserving their hatred, and Bea saying if there was a difference then it had no effect on the hated, and why, anyway, couldn’t he put aside his politics and see that she was suffering? “I can’t even begin to parse that question,” Ira had said, laughing in a way that might have seemed gentle to Bea if she weren’t in such a grave mood, but she was and so she took it as admonishment.
He had drifted off. Again she had forgotten to change his sheets while he was out of the bed.