Leaving Lucy Pear

“It doesn’t happen for everyone. As I’m sure you’re aware.”


Admiral Seagrave wasn’t a dull or deaf man. He was sensitive, perhaps to a fault. He waited, thinking of Charlie Sayles, down in the storage compartment, as the USS Crain listed drastically to port. Under Seagrave’s command, the Crain had sunk more U-boats than any ship in the Atlantic, clearing the way for American supplies to reach France. He had done it nearly error free, the “nearly” by now forgotten. He had been made admiral at thirty-six.

“I didn’t call to flatter you, of course.”

“I wouldn’t expect it. How can I help you, Mrs. Haven?”

“I’m so glad you asked. My daughter, Lieutenant—Admiral—I presume you remember her, too? Bea-Bea? Well, now she’s called Beatrice, Beatrice Cohn. Married, you see. Happily married. Yet she suffers from a nervous condition, I’m afraid, and it’s been made worse by one of those buoys, what do they call them, the ones that scream like banshees?”

“Whistle buoys?”

“That’s right. A whistle buoy. This one is fairly new, off Gloucester, Massachusetts. Eastern Point, to be precise. I heard it myself. I promise you, it’s dreadful.”

“I see. I’m very sorry to hear about your troubles. But I’m afraid I don’t see how I can be of assistance, Mrs. Haven.”

“Lillian.”

“Inshore navigational devices aren’t my command. The Coast Guard . . .”

“But surely the Coast Guard and the navy have some kind of relationship? Surely a man in such a position as your own has some kind of . . . pull?”

All it took was that bit of coyness to remind him: she is the one who throws herself at him, almost as soon as he and the admiral arrive. She has heard, no doubt, about wunderkind Seagrave, the one who pulls the strings behind the admiral’s back. Everywhere he and the admiral go, the wives of men who want things flutter their eyelashes at him. Mrs. Haven can’t know that he’s already settled on Haven Boots for the contract, that there is nothing comparable in quality and price for hundreds of miles up or down the eastern seaboard. Her husband was smart to call himself Haven—if he were Havenstein it wouldn’t fly. But Haven it is, the decision is made, he and the admiral have come only to seal the deal. Even so, Lillian gets him by the bar and talks nonstop about value, also valor and vim and virtue—clearly she has stood in front of a mirror and watched herself utter the letter V. At one point, he is almost certain, she uses the word “virile” to describe the patented brass eyelets Haven uses in all its boots. She keeps her Negro maid refilling his glass, then, when she must gauge him sufficiently soused, she steers him toward the girl, who stands by a window in an odd, arresting manner: legs apart, hips even, arms at her sides—almost like a soldier. She stares unflinchingly at him, seeming to know either everything or nothing at all. When he suggests they go for a walk, she smiles, a sudden, wet opening that takes his breath away.

Thinking of it now, Seagrave felt an ache in his groin. He sat straighter, took a long sip of coffee, and sloshed it around in his mouth, trying to wake up. “Mine is not a pull I’m eager to abuse, Mrs. Haven.”

“Lillian. Please. But you see it wouldn’t be abuse, Admiral. It would be a very average act of self-protection.”

He swallowed the sweet, cool coffee. “I see.”

“Do you?”

He thought of the girl’s new breasts, her purple nipples standing—all he’d had to do was blow in her ear.

“Let’s make certain, shall we? The evening you visited us, admiral, back when you were merely a lieutenant, as I presume you’ll recall, you and Bea-Bea went for a stroll, as you’ll also recall? A breath of fresh air?”

“That was ten years ago, Mrs. Haven.” Was she trying to blackmail him? He’d done nothing extraordinary. He hadn’t been married. It wouldn’t work.

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