One week later, Josiah Story and Emma Murphy were fully clothed in his Duesenberg, blearing past Annisquam, Riverdale, Bayview, winding toward Eastern Point. In the backseat, Emma might have been a statue. Josiah, as he drove, noted the skyward point of her posture, the carved ridges of her neck muscles, the bone of her jaw, and told himself that if she appeared a little distant today, a little haughty, it was only proof that she was not too common or too old for him, that he was allowed to want her in the way he did. That morning, over coffee, he had told Susannah his plan to win Beatrice Cohn’s endorsement with a nurse and she smiled. “You look embarrassed,” she said. “I think it’s smart. It’s a smart gesture, Joe.” He had left out his familiarity with the nurse, of course, so her words gutted him, made him take her hands and kiss them, hiding his face. Now the pain had thinned to a chafing in his throat, a disturbance in his groin that wasn’t altogether unpleasant. Susannah’s smile grated on him: the confidence a lifetime of money granted her even when she was being conned. He watched Emma in the rearview mirror and fantasized that her stiffness was part of a game they were playing, the game of emerging together into broad daylight, visible to passing drivers and loitering men, to the children playing along the road. Here was the munificent Josiah Story, delivering a nurse to someone in need. No one would see Emma’s secret litheness, the way she gave under him, her soft stomach, her strong hands, the calluses on her feet that brushed against him like sandpaper. Josiah saw all this. The straighter Emma sat, the harder her gaze as she refused to meet his eye, the more naked she became for him. She was like an animal he’d caught. He caressed the wheel and squirmed.
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Emma had never been to Eastern Point by land. Past downtown, the car turned sharply, hugging the shore, and for a mile or so she recognized nothing of the boatyards or artists’ cottages that clung barnacle-like to the high-tide line above Smith’s Cove. All this had been sheltered from the Murphy family as they rowed darkly past on the other side of Rocky Neck.
Beyond the cove, the road grew narrow and great privets sprang up, towering walls of green that briefly distracted Emma: could they be as soft as they appeared? One saw nothing through their denseness. Then a curve swung the car and the Dog Bar Breakwater came into view, a half-mile bed of flint against the horizon. This Emma knew well, for even at night it hung in front of their boats, the harbor’s limit, their silent guide: other markings might change over the course of a year, but the breakwater stood still, telling them by its distance when they had reached the Hirsch rocks.
Emma’s stomach fisted again, a hot knot. All night she had lain awake. Three times in the past week she had walked down to the coffee shop and asked Mrs. Sven if she could use the telephone. She had picked up the earpiece and heard the operator’s voice. She would tell Josiah Story she had changed her mind. “Hello?” The earpiece was heavy and cold. Emma stood against the wall in the back of the shop but the men at the counter watched her anyway, baldly curious. “Can I help you?” She hung up. She would take the bus to the quarry, tell him in person. But even as she tripped out of Sven’s she knew she could not do that, knew she could not walk into Josiah Story’s office again with a straight face. His wife might be there—she was often there, he’d said. A good Company Wife.
Hedges on one side, a stone wall on the other, not plopped together like Lanesville’s walls but tall and mortared, solid, the car moving too fast for Emma to track where they were—she could no longer see the breakwater. She heard Roland’s voice: Slow it down! His admonishment when the oars rubbed too hastily in their locks. Slower! You’re making a hullabaloo!