Kingfisher

The words haunted him when he woke again at dawn. He didn’t recall

where he had heard them, or why they might be in any way important. He threw

on some clothes, fended off the usual meaningless questions and conversations,

and rode back in time to the one place left that made any sense to him.

This time, he found himself at Vivien’s door. As always, she opened it before

he knocked. He entered wordlessly. She put her arms around him and took him

nowhere and everywhere at once. Memories his own and not his own drifted like

richly colored dying leaves through his head; he did not know, any longer, who

he was except in her enchanting eyes.

He asked his mother about his vanishing past. She had put on a hundred masks

to watch him grow; she would remember.

But she did not seem interested in it, either. “That was the wyvern king’s

world. The place I couldn’t enter unless I was disguised. I juggled colored

cloth balls at your fourth birthday party; I measured you for your first

formal suit. I watched you in your first tournament from a concession stand.

Glimpses of you were all my life, then.” She gave him a lovely, bittersweet

smile that touched his heart. “Now I can stand here looking at your face.”

She cupped it lightly with her hands. “And showing you mine. Why should I

want to remember that past?”

They were in the tiny village called Ravensley, sitting at a sturdy wooden

table in the cottage that Vivien’s apartment sometimes mysteriously became.

She was out in one world or the other. Ana had poured tea in the pot on the

table; neither of them drank it. The village was a place of shallow

dimensions, Daimon sensed, like its photograph. He had never seen another

cottage door open or anyone walking on the street. In a place beyond eyesight,

it held villagers, tourists, traffic of every kind. In this moment, this

memory, it held only an open door, a table, a teapot, no voices but their own.

Morrig entered then, glanced around for another chair, and there it was, along

with another teacup. Daimon watched her guardedly, aware now of the power she

hid behind her dithering ways.

“Tea,” she remarked, gazing into the cup. “Why never brandy? What is

Chimera Bay?”

She looked questioningly at Daimon; he tried to grasp a slippery recollection,

not easy in a place that seemed to be somebody else’s fraying memory. For

some reason the queen’s lover, Leith Duresse, surfaced.

“I woke last night,” he explained, “and the words were in my head.”

“I know,” Morrig said. “I heard them, and I wondered.” She linked her

fingers, clad in lacy, fingerless gloves, beneath her chin and regarded him

out of mist-colored eyes older than Wyvernhold. “Try,” she suggested gently,

and it came: supper on the day of the Assembly, Leith sitting beside his

newfound son, Pierce Oliver, who was explaining something to the king, and to

Sylvester Skelton.

“A fish fry?” Daimon said. “Can that be right?”

“Chimera Bay is a fish fry?”

“The fish fry is in Chimera Bay.” She nodded encouragingly, looking baffled,

while his thoughts blundered about in the mists of her gaze, trying to see. “

Friday fish fry,” he amended, then glimpsed another piece. “A ritual. Lord

Skelton called it a ritual. Yes. Pierce Oliver had taken something from a

ritual in Chimera Bay, involving fish. A knife, I think it was.” He

hesitated, hearing fragments he had been paying little attention to, until

now. “Lord Skelton seemed to make a connection between the knife, the fish

fry, and Severen’s sacred artifact.”

He felt wind stir through the door of the cottage, smelling of asphalt and

brine. Somewhere, in the past or future, brakes screeched, then an owl. Morrig

’s attention had withdrawn so far from him or anyone, she might have been one

of the cottage’s memories: the old woman sitting over her tea, motionless,

shrouded in shadow.

Then she raised her cup, took a sip of tea, and made a face.

“Where is Chimera Bay?”

Ana shook her head. “Somewhere north?”

“I have no idea,” Vivien said. Daimon started, and she smiled, sitting among

them unexpectedly, holding her own flowered cup. “Daimon, my love, do you?”

“Not a clue.”

“What might be there,” she persisted, “to make it at all important? To us,

that is? A shrine? A well?”

“A place,” Ana said more clearly, “that might hold our past? Anything of

Calluna’s?”

“I don’t know,” he said helplessly, and added, “I could ask Lord Skelton.



“You could,” Morrig said, “just go there and see what you see. Be a

questing knight. Take a look. You know yourself well enough by now to

recognize what might be important to us.” He looked mutely at Vivien,

appalled at the idea, wondering how she could expect him to leave her and go

off searching for a fish fry in the nether regions of Wyvernhold.

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