Joy Ride

“You have a playlist?” she asks, surprised.

As she shoots me a challenging stare, I pick up where she left off last night. “She wanted me then. She still wants me now,” I say, singing for her.

She laughs, then takes my hand and threads her fingers through mine. Like that, we drive through the rain. The tension in me unwinds. The worry about what’s happening between us fades away. I don’t entirely know what we are, but I know something is happening and it’s not stopping, and somehow we’ll figure it out.

Until I realize near Milford that her fingers are sliding out of mine. They’re slipping into her purse, and she’s checking her phone.

My chest tightens. I don’t know why this bothers me so much.

But it does.

It really fucking does, especially since she can’t stop checking her phone. The goblin rears its head again, roaring back to life. Only this time I’m jealous of something else.

I’m jealous of whoever it is that knows this woman better than I do. I want to know her. I want to understand her. I want to be the one she tells why she’s nervous, why she nearly nibbled on her nail, and what she’s waiting for.

But I’m not that guy.



We are mostly business as we stop at the supplier and pick up the emblem for the Lambo. The rain splashes in thick streams from the sky, and Henley pops open a white umbrella with lavender polka dots as we head into the supplier’s shop.

Small talk about the car and the show occupies us for several minutes. Then we say good-bye and return to my Triumph with the special-order emblem. As I back out of the lot, silence fills the small space between us again. It’s thick, like smoke you can barely see through.

As I shift the car in first, I glance at her, and she locks eyes with me. I swallow past the dryness in my throat. Someone needs to speak. Someone needs to fucking figure out what’s happening between us.

For a moment, as I plug Creswell’s address into the GPS on my phone, Patrick’s comment rings in my ears.

Tell Henley you want more than just sex.

With my hand on the knob of the shifter, that reality forces its way front and center. That’s the issue. That’s the rub. I want to be that guy for her. I want to know what’s going on in her life. I want to be more than her one-night, two-night, three-night stand. I want to be the guy she gets off to and the guy she goes out with.

I’ve got it bad for this girl.

As I signal onto the road to our client’s house, slowing my speed on the rain-slicked concrete, I noodle on what to say, and how the fuck to navigate being something more with her when she’s the competition. How I can make heads or tails of all the reasons why I shouldn’t spend one more night with her. We’d have to confront the prospect of trade secrets, shared clients, and more every day. We’d constantly be pursuing the same deals. We’d bump elbows and heads, and knock into each other all the time. Those phone calls and stolen moments away would only intensify. It’s a small world, maybe too small to be involved with my rival. To top it off, she distracts me to no end.

She makes me lose focus.

She makes me want to be with her.

She makes me fucking feel.

And that’s the problem. I feel something for her.

But I want her more than I don’t want all the fucking complications.

I curse out loud as I turn the corner.

“Are you okay?” she asks.

Shit.

That was supposed to be said in my head.

And she reminds me of me now. She reminds me of when I asked earlier on the ride if she was okay. Her comment makes me wonder if she feels the same pull. The same intensity. The same whatever this is.

The same.

I try to shake off the tempest of questions rattling my brain and dragging down my heart. The GPS lady tells us Creswell’s house is one mile away. Dusk is falling.

“Yeah. I’m fine,” I mutter, then the words tied up inside me unknot. “What’s going on in your life?” I ask at the same time as she blurts out, “What’s happening here?”

I keep going. “It drives me crazy not knowing. It drives me fucking insane.”

“Between us. Because there’s something happening.”

But the next thing that happens is my phone. It buzzes loudly in the holder. Creswell’s name flashes on the screen. I swipe and answer him on speaker.

“Hey! We’re almost there.”

“Thank God I caught you,” he says, his voice heavy with relief.

Henley’s eyes meet mine, and hers are full of concern.

“What’s going on?”

Creswell breathes out hard, as if he’s been running for miles. “I’m here with Cynthia, and she’s hurt, and I need to get her something.”

Henley makes a T with her hands. “Hey, Creswell,” she says. “Who’s Cynthia?”

“Cynthia is my girlfriend. I’m at her house. We just returned from the ER.”

“Oh my God,” Henley says, straightening her spine. “Is she okay?”

“She’ll be fine,” he says, and I can hear his shoes clicking against the floor. He must be pacing. “She was at her house earlier, making a salad to bring tonight, when she sliced off her finger.”

My eyes nearly pop from my head. “She sliced off her finger?”

“Yes, the tip. It was a bit bloody. The surgeon sewed it back on, but she’s quite shaken, as you can imagine.”

“Of course. What can we do to help?”

“Let us know if we can get you anything. We’ll help however we can.”

“You’re near my house?” He asks it as if that’s the answer to his prayers.

A quick check of the GPS tells me we’re five hundred feet away. “Almost there. What do you need?”

“My spare key is under a rock on the side porch,” he says, detailing exactly how to find it as I scan the mailboxes for his number. “Once you get it, plug in the code to the security system.”

He gives us the number, and Henley grabs a Sharpie from her purse and writes down the number on a pad of paper.

“I would go myself, but I can’t leave her.”

“Of course not,” Henley says, her voice all calm and concerned. “What does she need? A pillow? A change of clothes? Her eyeglasses?” she asks, rattling off the usual suspects.

“No. She needs Roger. He always calms her down.”

I pull into his driveway and cut the engine. “Who’s Roger?”

I had thought Roger was his partner. Hell, maybe Roger is his other partner, and they have some unusual threesome thing going on.

But the next words from Creswell clear up the Roger confusion completely.

“He’s my monkey.”





38





Henley’s To-Do List



* * *



—Duck if he throws something.



* * *



—Find nearest banana.



* * *



—Look away if his paw is between his legs.



* * *



—Get him.



* * *



—Scratch that.



* * *



—Make Max get him.





39





Roger is naked.