I’m dangerous too. So if Jordan thinks I’ll cower because he feels I’m getting in over my head… well. He doesn’t know me very well.
I like a challenge. That affirmation is practically my mantra. I say it over, and over, and over again. Every time things get hard, those words run through my mind. When Jordan has me tied to the bed and my face is stinging from his slaps. Or my ass is hot and red from his heavy hand. Or my pussy is raw from being fucked.
I repeat it.
I like a challenge.
I like a challenge.
I like a challenge.
“You’re very quiet tonight,” Bric says, pulling into the Mountain View Country Club valet area. There’s a car ahead of us, so we have a moment to wait.
“I’m just enjoying the ride.”
“Listen carefully, darling,” Bric says. “The ride hasn’t started yet. So don’t get too excited.”
Before I can snap a reply back at him, we’re moving forward and several young men are pulling our doors open in haste.
I smile at the one helping me, as he takes my hand and pulls me from the car. “Thank you,” I say. But I’m fuming inside.
I don’t like this Bric guy. I don’t like the way he talks to me. Like I’m a child. You’re so young, Nadia. What do you know about anything?
Asshole.
I know plenty. So much more than I should.
Let me take you to school, Mr. Bricman. You listen carefully.
I’m the one with the power here.
Don’t you forget it.
Chapter Seven - Bric
It’s a good thing Jordan is here. He’s lively. A conversationalist. And he’s very interested in this Nadia girl, so he’s trying his best to keep the conversation going after we order drinks. Nadia looks… pretty, but professional. Like this is a business meeting. I’m wearing the same suit I put on this morning. I didn’t see Jordan this morning, so I’m not sure if this suit he’s wearing is special or not. I don’t pay much attention to what he wears from day to day.
But all of it together makes this… not a date.
I sigh as I take a sip of brandy.
“Am I boring you already, Mr. Bricman?”
“Not in the least, Nadia. And please,” I say, setting my glass back down on the white linen tablecloth. “It’s Elias.” I glance at Jordan, who is shooting me a confused look. “What?” I ask him.
“Elias, huh?” He tries to hide a smirk when he takes a sip of his whiskey.
“I’m trying to pick up the mood. Why am I getting the feeling none of us want to be here?”
“I want to be here,” Jordan says. “How about you, Nadia? Is Elias”—he stresses my name with a sneer—“someone you see yourself with?”
Nadia shrugs. She’s drinking wine. They carded her and she produced an ID. So I guess she’s at least twenty-one. “I don’t do anything I’m not interested in.”
“How do you manage that?” I ask her. I’m genuinely curious. “Surely you must do lots of things you’re not really interested in.”
“No,” she says. She carries herself with confidence. Not quite arrogant, but definitely on the edge of it. Stuck-up. Snooty. Too good. All words a casual acquaintance might use to describe Nadia Wolfe. “I made a promise to myself when I was a child. I would never cower to the demands of others. Unless, of course,” she says, winking at Jordan, “I enjoy cowering.”
“You don’t cower, Nadia. You always put up a good fight.”
“Like now,” I mumble.
“You didn’t answer my question. Am I disappointing you, Elias?”
“Not yet,” I say, taking another sip of brandy. “But I think you have the potential.”
Jordan laughs. I try not to, because I’m being a dick and I know it. But fuck it. She’s being a bitch.
“Should we call it a night then?” Nadia actually stands up like she’s gonna walk out.
“Come on, Nadia,” Jordan says. “He’s just fucking with you.”
I look her in the eye. Meet her gaze. Hold it prisoner. “I’m just trying to lighten the mood, Miss Wolfe. But by all means, you’re free to walk out. Just know that you can’t ever come back.”
“Is that a rule?” she asks, taking her seat once more. People are looking at us. I don’t like to be stared at. But if she wants to make a scene, that’s on her. I’m not gonna let it be a reflection on me.
“Yes,” I say. “That is a rule. You stay, we’re together. You walk out, we’re not. Take it or leave it.”
“Can I get this in writing?” she asks.
I pull the contract out of my suit coat pocket and place the thick envelope on the table. “Of course you can.”
She glances at Jordan. Maybe nervous. Maybe not. He nods to her. “Sign it,” he says. “It’s all standard language.”
Nadia reaches for the envelope, pulls out the stack of folded papers, and begins to read. She looks up after a few seconds. Stares at me. “I told you I’m already playing games with several other men.”
“So quit,” Jordan says.
I say nothing. I just stare her down and slowly sip my drink.
Nadia redirects her gaze to Jordan. “I like them. I’m winning. Why should I quit?”
“Then why are you here?” Jordan asks.
I’m still silent. Letting Jordan field this one.
“Because I was intrigued. But Elias has already written me off as a poor loser. I don’t know if the two of you deserve my full attention.”
“So walk out,” I say. “If you’re waiting for me to beg you to stay, well”—I laugh—“you’re gonna grow old waiting for that to happen.”
“It’s just fun, Nadia,” Jordan says, shooting me a let-me-do-the-talking look. I suddenly feel like I’m playing the game as someone else. As Smith, actually. I’m usually the one in control and he’s the one being a dick.
And that’s a little bit sad. I miss that old game.
“We’re just here for the fun. Just ignore Bric’s bad mood, OK? He’s getting over some shit.”
She lifts one eyebrow at me. I roll my eyes in return. “Now that is interesting,” she says. “What is it you’re getting over, Elias?” She sips her wine and waits.
“Nothing that concerns you.” I don’t bother shooting Jordan a chastising look for bringing my personal life into this little meeting. He’ll get an earful later. I won’t put on a show for this stranger.
“OK,” she says, dropping it and refocusing on the papers in her hand. “This says payment. We’ve already discussed this. I don’t want it, you’re insisting on it, so I am scratching this out.” She actually has a pen too. Where she just pulled that from, I have no idea. She draws a line through the section about money. And then begins to write something in.
I don’t want to crane my neck to get a better look. I don’t want to show her that I’m intrigued. But I can’t help it. She’s renegotiating my fucking contract.
“Do you want to know what I wrote?” she says, still writing.
“Yes,” Jordan says. God, this guy. Sometimes I think he has no game at all. He’s way too eager for this girl. What makes her so special?