“She was young.”
“An’ sick.” Delores lowers herself into a chair. “Yuh sistah was sick. Possessed. Did she tell yuh ’bout dat? Ah bet she neva mention dat. Ask har ’bout Verdene Moore. She was di cause ah har sickness. Dat Verdene did something to dat chile. Put di devil in har. Mek she tell ’bout dat.”
So it’s true after all. All of it. And Verdene Moore is a part of this? Margot never mentioned the girl’s name. Thandi pushes her bowl away. It repulses her to look at it. She fed out of Delores’s hands, licking the lifelines in her dirtied palms. Thandi breathes calmly, hoping that this will appease her unsettled stomach.
“Yuh sistah did need straightening out. She did need fixing. So I fix har.”
“But why?” Thandi hears her voice come out small, like a baby chicken hatching out of an egg.
“Me was sixteen years old when ah had Margot. I was a young girl who neva know me lef’ foot from me right. Margot father was a man who all di children in di community used to call Uncle. Him took special interest in me. Maybe because me was fat. I was big for a young girl an’ him did like dat. When me get pregnant, my mother ask me is who’fa pickney. I tell her dat di pickney belongs to Uncle. She get so mad dat she beat me terrible. Everyt’ing aftah dat hurt. Margot come, an’ jus’ di sight of har hurt. Then yuh father came along. A good-looking coolie man wid hair down to him shoulders. Him did come to visit him cousin who was living in River Bank at di time. Nice, nice man. Me an’ him was together for a couple months. An’ two months lata ah was pregnant. When him found out about it, him neva like it. I neva like how him look at Margot either. She was fifteen at di time. Is she him did want. Ah couldn’t do nuttin’ ’bout dat. Him was helping me a likkle wid money. But it wasn’t much. As long as him could have Margot. One day ah come home an’ see yuh father gone. All him t’ings dem pack up an’ gone. Ah ask Margot where him gone an’ she tell me dat she refuse him, an’ him neva like dat. So him disappear. Raising two children on yuh own is not easy. Yuh hear wha’ me tellin’ you? Not easy a’tall, a’tall.”
Thandi wraps her arms around herself, because suddenly she is cold. She thinks of the man with the oblong face—the beautiful man she imagines as her father. He never wanted her. He wanted her sister. “It was him putting food in di cupboard dem,” Delores says. “Margot already did owe me fah everyt’ing ah went through wid har. Di least she could do was—”
There’s a knock on the door. Delores moves to open it. A man dressed in a white shirt and black pants greets her when she goes out on the veranda where Grandma Merle sits. Thandi can see his silhouette through the curtain. She can also see the silhouettes of the other men that accompany him. They hold narrow cylindrical tubes across their shoulders. As the main man talks, the other men survey the yard and the field where Mr. Melon ties his goat. The main man is American. Thandi can tell. “Good day, miss. We’re giving these out to all the residents who don’t own property here, but are renting. We’ve gotten the green light from the property owners.” He hands Delores a letter, then leaves. The other men go with him to the next shack.
Delores hands the letter to Thandi for her to read it out loud. Thandi looks at the piece of paper before taking it.
Dear Resident,
We are officially informing you of the development of a brand-new hotel resort on this property and hope that you will cooperate with us. We kindly ask that you vacate your premises by August 1st. The owner of this property, Mr. Donovan Sterling, has sold us the right to build our hotel resort here. Failure to vacate by the requested date will result in forceful evacuation. Thank you for your cooperation.
“But Jesus, lawd ’ave mercy, Missah Sterlin’ sell we out. Weh we aggo go?” Delores snatches the letter from Thandi and reads it herself, her eyes moving swiftly over the page. When she finishes, she blindly searches for a chair to sit down on and stares at the ceiling. Delores then lowers her head and looks at Thandi. “Is dis is punishment fah what I did? I’m not a bad mother,” she says, mostly to herself.
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