I want to say something, but her eyes are pleading with me to keep quiet, so I do. I don’t know if it’s because she doesn’t want to talk about it or that she doesn’t want me to say something in front of Eli.
Memories from the last few months flip through my mind, signs I should have seen but didn’t. I was so wrapped up in missing Eli, and then my dad went missing. God, I’ve been a shitty friend to her. I must have made her feel like she couldn’t tell me what was going on. I was so consumed with my own life and what was happening to me that I couldn’t see my friend had gotten pregnant.
I nod, her letting her know I’m not going to say anything. At least in this moment. But I’ll be cornering her soon when it’s just the two of us.
“He’s alive,” Alice says, and she gives a small smile, even though her eyes are filled with tears.
“They told you?” I ask, wanting any information as fast as I can get it. She pauses for a moment before grabbing my hand.
“Come and talk to them.” She pulls me into the living room, where my laptop is sitting on the coffee table. It’s already open. Eli sits down next to me on the sofa as I start typing to make the call.
“Come sit,” I tell Alice, motioning to the space next to me on the sofa. She’s still standing on the other side of us. She shakes her head, and my eyebrows pull together. “Alice, come sit,” I try again, not understanding.
“I think this is a family moment,” she finally says.
“You’re like my sister. What are you talking about? Major loves you like a daughter. Now get over here.” The tears that filled her eyes start to fall.
“Sweetheart,” I hear my father say, and I gasp. His face fills the screen, immediately capturing all my attention. I feel Eli pull me close and then kiss the top of my head.
“Dad.” My hand goes for the screen as I reach out to try and touch him. “Come home!” I snap, much crankier than I mean to sound. The command makes him smile.
“I love you, too,” he says with a little chuckle.
“I love you, Dad, but please tell me you’re okay and that you’re coming home.”
“I’m a little banged up, but I’m coming as fast as I can. I promise.”
Anxiety leaves my body at those simple words. I have so many questions, but I know now isn’t the time. And I also know there might be things he can’t tell me.
My dad’s gaze trails over to Eli, who’s holding me close. “You been keeping her safe?”
“Always, sir,” Eli replies.
“You better,” he tosses back, and I smile. “Where’s Alice?”
I look up at where she was standing moments ago, but she’s gone.
“She left.” I say the words more to myself, confused.
“What?” my dad asks.
“I don’t know. She was standing here a moment ago,” I inform him. “She’s taken this really hard. Not that we all haven’t, but you know Alice. She’s soft with stuff, and she’s already lost so much. To think she almost lost you has been a lot for her.”
I try to reassure my dad so he’s not worried something is wrong. Since she has come to stay with us, he has treated her like she’s family, like she belongs with us, and she does.
Pain is etched on my dad’s face, and he nods his understanding.
“All right. I’ll be home soon. I love you guys.”
“We love you, too, Dad.”
“Keep my girls safe, Eli. Or else.”
“Promise you that, sir,” he confirms. My dad nods, and the call ends. I throw myself at Eli, climbing in his lap and wrapping myself around him. He holds me tight, and we both share in this moment.
“We’re going to be a family,” he whispers into my ear. His words are filled with so much emotion. I lean back to look down at him, knowing he never really had a family before.
“We’re going to be the best damn family you ever thought you could have, Eli,” I tell him with confidence. I know it to be true. I lean down and kiss him soft and sweet before pulling back and resting my forehead against his.
“I have to go talk to Alice.” Eli nods. He knew I was going to say that. “Something is really up with her, and I’m worried.”
Eli cups my face with his big hand, his thumbs brushing my cheeks. “If anyone can get through to her, it’s you, sunshine.”
I wish that were true, but I love that he believes it. I think I’ve done something wrong with Alice, and I’m not sure what that is. She was there with me through this whole last year when I thought I’d lost Eli. Now she’s going through something, and I want to be there for her in any way I can be.
I slowly pull myself from him and head to her room. When I get there she’s walking out with a bag over her shoulder. She has on yoga pants and a baggy sweatshirt, trying to hide the baby bump. But now that I’ve seen it, there’s no missing it.
“Alice,” I say quietly, and she stops in her tracks. Her eyes widen a little. I know she’s trying to sneak out on me in an effort to avoid this conversation.
“I can’t do this anymore. It’s too much, and the doctor says it’s stressing me and the baby out.”
“Oh God.” I grab her and pull her in for a hug. So many questions flood my mind, but I don’t want to push. I’m worried I’ll stress her out or something. “But Dad is coming home,” I try to reassure her. He’ll murder whoever left her alone and pregnant.
“I know. It’s what I’ve been waiting for. I wanted to make sure he was okay before I left. I needed that.”
I pull back and plead with her. “Don’t go, Alice. Please.”
“I need to be alone for a little while and get myself together. I have this little one to think about now.”
I glance down at her belly. I don’t want her to leave, but I know I can’t stop her. She’s an adult, and it’s not like I can lock her up here.
I open my mouth, but she stops me. “Please don’t ask.” She says it softly in a voice laced with sadness.
I want her to open up, but I think about how maybe I’ve been a crappy friend for not seeing this long ago. I want to give her some kind of support, so I’ll give her this. I step out of her way. She takes a step and pauses to lean in and kiss me on my cheek.
“Love you.”
“Love you, too,” I tell her. “You better call me every day, and I want to be at the next checkup,” I challenge, unable to help myself.
“Deal,” she says, then turns to leave.
Chapter 24
Eli
“He’ll be home by morning,” I tell Maggie when she comes back into the living room. She comes straight to me and into my arms. I hold her close and kiss the top of her head. “Everything okay with Alice?”
She nods, but I have a sense something isn’t right. I don’t want to push, because she has a special relationship with Alice. She was able to lean on her when she thought I wasn’t coming back, and I know they developed a bond in that grief. As well as how upset Alice has been since Major went missing.
“Can we stay here tonight?” Maggie asks, looking up at me.
I’d never deny her anything, and definitely not this. I knew logistics of buying us a house would be problematic with Maggie still in school. But now that Major is on his way back, maybe we can talk man to man and work things out.