Ghosted

Maybe it’s something else that sets her apart.

Your gaze, it’s not easy to ignore, although the girl tries. Her skin prickles as if you’re touching her. A shiver flows down her spine. She’s fidgeting, toying with a cheap black ink pen on top of a notebook that she hasn’t yet written in.

Nervous, she lets go of the pen and balls her hands into fists as she shoves them beneath the desk. Your gaze lifts, blue eyes meeting hers for a moment before she looks away, acting as if she’s paying close attention to the lesson, but nobody cares that much about the formation of the first cabinet.

The class drags on for forever and a day. The teacher starts asking questions, and nearly everyone raises their hands. She keeps hers hidden beneath the desk, while you continue to rock your chair without a care.

Despite not volunteering, the teacher calls on you. Over and over. Cunningham. You rattle off answers, rather bored with it all. The others stumble, but you don’t even have to pause. You know your stuff. It feels a bit like a circus act, like a lion jumping through hoops.

If they poke you too much, making you perform, might you start ripping heads off? Hmm…

When class is over, everyone packs up their things. You drop your chair down, making a loud screech, as you shove to your feet. You didn’t bring anything with you. No books. No paper. Not even a pencil. You stall between the desks, leaning closer to the new girl.

“I like your nail polish,” you say, your voice playful, as she picks up her yet untouched notebook.

She looks up, meeting your eyes. You’re amused, the first hint of anything beyond boredom. Her gaze shifts to her nails then, to the chipped blue glittery polish coating them.

You walk away.

“Be on time tomorrow, Cunningham,” the teacher calls out.

You don’t even look at him when you say, “No promises.”

The day drags on and on and on. You sleep through most of Literature and don’t do a single Math problem. Comparative Politics is repetitious as you again spew out answers to questions. The girl sits near you in every class, close enough that your attention drifts to her whenever there’s a lull. You watch her as she fidgets. You watch her as she struggles. You watch her fumble her way through wrong answers. Others watch, too, whispering to each other, like they’re trying to figure out how a commoner weaseled her way onto their court, but you watch her like she’s the least boring thing you’ve encountered.

When P.E. arrives at the end of the day, you’re more interested. It’s mindless, running lap after lap, and you’re fast—so fast it annoys the others. They don’t like you being better than them. On top of ruining their image, you’re putting a dent in their self-confidence.

When class is over, everyone heads to the locker rooms. You’re soaked with sweat but don’t bother to change, standing right outside when the girl exits, but she barely makes it a step before an administrator’s voice calls out. “Garfield.”

She stalls, turning to look at the man as he lurks in the hallway. “Sir?”

“I know you’re new to the school,” he says. “Have you had the opportunity to read the handbook?”

“Yes, sir,” she says.

“Then you know you’re in violation of school policy,” he says. “Nails are to be natural, which means no polish. Rectify that by tomorrow.”

He walks away.

She looks at her nails.

You laugh.

You, who have been in violation of that policy all day long without anybody saying a word about it.

There’s a small parking lot beside the school for the students who drive, but you head around to the front, to a circular driveway for pick-up. She goes that way, too, lingering in the back of the crowd, sitting down on the ground and leaning against the building, pulling out her notebook.

Opening it, she starts writing.

Black sedan after black sedan swings through, the crowd whittling down. After a half hour, only a handful of kids remain.

After forty-five minutes, it’s just you and her.

You’re pacing around, your gaze flickering to her. “Guess I’m not the only one stranded.”

“My dad works until four,” she says, pausing her writing to look up. “He should be here soon.”

“Yeah, well, my father’s an asshole,” you say. “He enjoys making me suffer.”

“Why don’t you drive?”

“I could ask you the same thing.”

“I don’t have a car.”

“I do,” you say, “but my father’s an asshole. He thinks if I have my car, I’ll skip my classes.”

“Would you?”

“Yes.”

She laughs, and you give her a smile, as a black car approaches the school—a limo.

“So, Garfield, huh?” you say. “Like the cat?”

“More like the former president.”

“You got a first name to go with it?”

“Kennedy.”

You give her the strangest look. “You’re kidding.”

“My middle name’s Reagan, you know, to bring it all full circle.”

“Ah, man, that’s fucking rough. Here I thought I had it bad being a Cunningham.”

“Like the current Speaker of the House?”

“Also known as the asshole who took my car keys,” you say. “You can call me Jonathan.”

“Jonathan.”

You smile when she says your name.

The limo pulls up, and you look at it, hesitating, like maybe some part of you doesn’t want to leave her alone there.

Or maybe your reluctance has more to do with who awaits you.

Speaker Grant Cunningham.

The back window rolls down, and there the man is, his attention on something in his hands as he says, “Get in the car, John. I have things to do.”

His voice carries not an ounce of warmth. He doesn’t even look at you.

You glance back at the girl before getting in the limo, while she turns back to her notebook.

And you don’t know this, but that girl? The one left outside of that school alone? She’s sitting there writing about you. You have all the makings of a modern-day tragic hero, and she’s never felt so compelled to explore somebody’s story before… even if that’s kind of creepy, ugh.





Chapter 3





KENNEDY





“Kennedy, oh my god, you won’t believe the night I had!”

Those are the first words Bethany says when she strolls in the store twenty minutes late Saturday morning, as I scan somebody’s groceries on her register, doing her job instead of my own. I stopped by on my day off to finish up some paperwork for Marcus and want nothing more than to get the heck back out, but no such luck.

“What happened?” I ask. “Did you sneak on set?”

“No,” she says. “Got close to it, though. Real close. I even got to see him in the suit!”

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