“It can also ruin them,” he replied. “It can maim and kill. You burned those soldiers savagely.”
I sat forward. “Frost can be just as dangerous! Who are you, so perfect and beyond reproach? You haven’t even told me what you expect me to do.”
He paused. “Brother Thistle thought it best to wait before telling you.”
“Why? He thinks I’m weak like you do?”
He shook his head. “I knew it the moment I saw that”—he gestured to the tree—“cloud of fire. Your power is wild. Dangerous. Before we can trust you to know more, you need proper training.”
“And who, pray tell, is going to do that? I’m sure the king has killed all the Fireblood masters by now.”
I had never met a Fireblood master, of course, but when I was little, Grandmother had told me there was a small handful left in Tempesia. Masters train for years until they have complete control over their gift, and only a Fireblood or Frostblood council of masters can decide if that person has truly done so.
Arcus stood and brushed off his robes. “You’re right. There are no Fireblood masters left. But there are Frostblood masters. One of them lives in this very abbey and is willing to teach you.”
“Not you.”
“No. Brother Thistle. Surely you’ve noticed the magnitude of his gift?”
I had. In the prison, frost had grown wherever he stepped. Even the carriage had crackled with it. And he’d wielded his power with great precision when he’d unlocked my cell.
I wanted to learn that kind of control.
“Supposing I agree,” I said, “how would he teach me?”
“You’ve already agreed or you wouldn’t be here. And I’m no teacher. You’ll have to ask Brother Thistle about his methods.”
“I will.”
Fatigue pulled at my bones. I pushed myself up and started back to the abbey.
Arcus caught up with two long strides. “Perhaps with some control, you’ll be an asset to our plans instead of a danger to yourself.”
“I’m no danger to anyone but the people who hurt me.”
“And not much danger to them right now.”
“I suppose you’re an expert in rigid self-control,” I said. “It must be easy when you’re frozen inside.”
“Those who can’t control themselves will find themselves under the control of others. It’s a lesson you’d do well to learn.”
“If you try to control me, it’s you who will be taught a lesson.”
My foot hit a clod of earth and I stumbled, the ground coming up to meet me. Arcus grabbed the back of my robe and hauled me upright, his derisive snort bringing more heat to my cheeks.
“If you wish to threaten me, best wait until you’re steadier on your pins.” Before I could protest, he swung me into his arms with ease. “I’m growing accustomed to carrying this bundle of crackling firewood.”
Crackling firewood, indeed. No doubt that meant I was skinny and unpleasantly warm. Well, he was intolerably cold. I shuddered against the chill from his chest, resisting the urge to push my way free. That would only reinforce his opinion of my wildness.
He took me to the infirmary. I told him to put me on the floor, as I didn’t want to soak my pallet with my dripping clothes. He set me down quickly, my hip again meeting the floor with a thump.
I glared. “Perhaps Brother Gamut could teach you how to be gentle while Brother Thistle teaches me control.”
“Listen carefully.” He towered over me, his steely tone making me wonder if I had pushed him too far. “There are rules to your stay here. You may move about freely in the abbey with the exception of the dormers, where the monks sleep.”
I snorted. “Not somewhere I’m likely to frequent, is it?”
“In fact,” he continued, “it would be better if you stayed away from the monks altogether, with the exception of Brother Thistle and Brother Gamut. The rest would just as soon turn you in to the soldiers rather than risk bringing them to the abbey. Or risk being burned in their beds.”
“Only if they give me good reason,” I replied with sweet poison.
“Pay attention because I’ll only say this once. The river is your boundary to the north, the stables to the east, the road to the south, and the edge of the woods to the west. If you pass these boundaries, you’ll receive a sound thrashing from me, and you will lose all freedoms and privileges.”
“You lay one finger on me and I’ll—”
“Burn me so badly my mistress will run in terror. I’m afraid that threat holds little weight with me, Lady Firebrand. Get yourself dried off before you take ill. You’re weak enough as it is.”
He walked out and closed the door with a quiet thud, leaving me steaming in my wet robes.
FIVE