The voice did not answer. Somewhere beneath her feet, the moon smiled.
She had a fresh change of clothes in her locker, and as she put it on she convinced herself she felt clean.
*
She was halfway through the paperwork on the morning’s raid when a duty officer—Cramden, she thought, beneath the Suit—came to tell her Tara Abernathy was looking for her. “Send her back,” Cat said, and watched him go, smooth and assured, rippling silver.
She hadn’t made progress on the paperwork when the door opened again. She looked up from the form, exasperated. “How do you spell ‘ceiling’?”
Tara wrote the glyphs in air with her fingertip and shut the door behind her. “Long day?”
“Two long days,” she said, “and it’s only one thirty. It’ll be four long days before I’m done.”
“I need you at a meeting tonight.”
“Can’t. I have an operation. And this.” She fanned the forms.
“Paperwork,” Tara said, skeptical. She paced the confines of Cat’s office, and “confines” was the right word: a cubbyhole of the Temple of Justice intended for solitary monastics meditating on their Lady. A bas-relief of a robed woman occupied one wall, its eyes notched out with a clean chisel strike. What light there was shafted through high slit windows; there had been more direct sun before they built the bank next door. “Why do you need after-action reports? Justice is in your head.”
“Paperwork makes us more than just another gang. In the year since Seril came back, it’s grown more important than ever. She has opinions—Justice didn’t.”
“Justice claimed she didn’t. Study her arrest record and you’ll see patterns emerge. Not nice patterns, either.”
“At least she was fair.”
“She arrested me for treason. You’ll excuse me if I don’t share your estimation of her impartiality.”
“Slow down, college girl. You broke a lot of laws, even if you stopped bad people from doing worse.”
“You, and your Blacksuits, almost got us all killed. Or enslaved.”
“You hypnotized me and sent me into a vampire’s sickroom, knowing I’d shove my arm in his mouth. I’m only here at all because he has more self-control than either of us.”
“You—” Tara’s voice went sharp and hot, and she wheeled on Cat with one hand raised. But she stopped herself, and closed her mouth, and sat at last in the chair across from Cat’s desk. “You were telling me about the paperwork.”
Cat assembled the sheets into a pile. “Seril’s bound by the same rules as Justice—but she’s conscious, and her perspective warps things. We’ve stepped up the plainclothes officer program as a result. Used to be intelligence gathering only, moles and vice, but now it’s expanded to a double role, intelligence and oversight. The guys with families don’t like it—if they show their faces, they’re exposed to revenge and old-fashioned blackmail. Those of us who don’t have as much to lose, step up.” She dropped the papers into a wire tray. “So, much as I miss our pleasant chats, I’ll pass on the meeting.”
“The gargoyles are exposed,” Tara said.
“I heard. You talked to Gabby Jones down at the guild?”
“She won’t pull the story. She’s right not to. It is the truth, even if it’s the wrong truth.” Tara scraped one fingernail down her chair’s leather armrest. “We need to regulate the damage, which means keeping Seril and Aev’s people under wraps. I got most of them to promise to cut out the vigilantism, but Shale won’t, and Aev won’t let me stop him. So Alt Coulumb has to be the safest city in the world, starting tonight.”
“I’m beginning to get the impression this isn’t just about me coming to your meeting,” Cat said.
“You have a lot of Blacksuits booked for an operation tonight. Cancel the op. Put them on the street instead.”
“No.”
“This is a big deal, Cat. We need the city safe tonight.”
“This morning Raz helped us catch an indenture-trader in a drug bust. That gives us grounds to seize and search her ship, to save those people. If we don’t take them tonight, her crew has standing orders to sail out of reach. You want that on your conscience?”
Cat wasn’t good at reading people, but even she could see the yes in the set of Tara’s shoulders, in the angle of her head and the tension at the corners of her mouth. And even she could see the woman recoil from that yes. “No,” she said.
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s the right thing to do,” Tara told Cat, and herself.
Neither of them spoke for a while.
“Tara,” she said at last, “is it normal to hear gods in your head?”
“I’m not a person of faith,” Tara replied. “Sort of the opposite.”
“You know how these things work, though.”
“From the outside. But no, it’s not usual.”