Jude is more into leather, so I imagine a saucy little leather underwear set that has some straps attached to the lace-trimmed thigh-highs I’m suddenly in.
He instantly grabs for me, cursing in frustration when his hand swipes right through me, and those tingles just tease me all over again.
“Something less alluring would be appreciated right now. If we get worked up, you’ll have to watch us with yet another girl tonight before we even finish this conversation,” Kai tells me flatly.
“I’m okay with watching,” I say with a shrug. “Once you get over the indecency of it, it’s actually pretty hot. Though I admit I won’t be okay with watching once I’m able to be a participant.”
Jude groans. “We have to figure out a way to make her whole.”
“Just because you want to fuck her that doesn’t mean we need to be focusing on her right now. That’s probably what they want,” Kai growls.
“She has nothing to do with them. Whatever she is, it’s linked to our own mystery of who we are. Something is going on, and you know it. Everyone knows it.”
“I don’t know it,” I decide to point out as a pair of flannel pants and a T-shirt appear on me. “I’m actually a little fuzzy on the details of what it is you guys do and what you are. I see the souls and stuff that you take—”
“You see the souls but they don’t see you?” Kai interrupts, sounding more curious than hostile for a second.
“Yes. It’s why I have no idea what I am. Clearly I’m not the same as them. And I know you go to this other place, but I have no idea where it is. I just hop a ride when you do your disappearing thing.”
“You can trail our siphons?” Jude asks, interested.
“You call it a siphon? Then yeah; I can trail that. I just have to be close enough when you do it.”
He moves toward me. “Then hold on. We can just ask someone who might know what’s going on.”
My fingers go to his body without hesitation, and Kai snaps at him not to do it just as we disappear.
The wind whirs in my ears much louder than before, and we appear in the back of an alleyway.
“We’re seeing your pawn shop friend, aren’t we?” I ask him.
He doesn’t even bother asking me how I know that.
“Yes,” is his only reply as the other three join us.
Kai stalks forward. “Until we figure out what’s going on, we can’t risk our very important friends by exposing them to a possible threat.”
Jude ignores him, leading the way, and Ezekiel trails me as we walk out of the alley.
I move through the wall of the pawn shop, causing Ezekiel to curse. “She’s going to draw attention. It’s not late enough for this,” he hisses.
Only a few people are on the street. I forgot I could be seen.
They, fortunately, seem too inebriated to notice an apparition passing through walls.
Jude doesn’t say a word, just walks to the back counter where the familiar older man with a broad grin greets him.
“Need another pint of the good stuff?” Harold asks, lifting a bottle of the clear liquid they buy a lot of from here.
Apparently it’s the only way they can get drunk.
“I’ll take two of those and some quick answers about what she might be. We’ll pay good,” Jude tells him.
Harold immediately looks around like he’s searching for something. His eyes pass right by me without so much as a second glance.
“Who?” he asks.
My heart stutters. Have I gone invisible again?
My four boys look at me, then at each other, then back at me.
“You can’t see her?” Jude asks, causing me to relax a little.
Wait, why can’t Harold see me if they can?
That man I crashed into certainly saw me. I swear he looked a little horrified. I must have had a seriously pissed-off expression on my face if he felt that threatened.
“See who?” Harold asks like he’s crazy.
Harold can see souls…
But he can’t see me?
“No one,” Jude says tightly. “Just had too much to drink, I suppose. But I’ll take two more,” he goes on.
The other three guys go along with it, even though I can see the way Kai is frowning at Jude and me.
Harold rolls his eyes, but sells him two bottles. We leave without a word, and Jude steps into me again. I feel the tingle of our electricity, and I breathe him in like I can touch him if I try hard enough.
Doesn’t work.
Next thing I know, we’re back in their monstrous home, and he’s stepping away from me. The other three appear behind him, and all four study me.
“The assassin who broke in saw her,” Gage, One, says. “He was so distracted by her that I was able to kill him before he even realized I was awake.”
“The assassin was a high-level royal mercenary. The crest was on his skin before the body vanished,” Kai says quietly, his eyes raking over me like he’s seeking answers in my appearance.
“She also hit him. Maybe that had something to do with it,” Ezekiel suggests.
“Maybe,” Jude answers, no one sounding too attached to any particular theory.
“I need more sleep tonight. I’m not sure how well I’ll sleep knowing we’re being haunted by a possible threat,” Kai says as he turns and walks out. “We have orientation for the trials tomorrow, and her as a distraction is going to get us killed,” he adds on his way out.
“I’ll stand watch while you all get some sleep,” I tell them, burying my own selfish desire to talk to them until I can’t possibly say anymore.
If the trials are that dangerous, I sure as hell don’t want them distracted. I’ll even wait until after they’re rested to ask what the hell these trials are and why they need to do them. But not tonight.
Ezekiel yawns, but he turns and walks out next.
Jude and Gage just stand there studying me.
“You’re able to follow us into purgatory?” Gage finally asks.
Frowning, I tilt my head. “Purgatory is where you go? It’s way nicer than I expected it to be. It has some seriously bad PR. But the people there seem horrible, so that much now makes sense.”
Jude’s lips twitch, and even Gage appears amused.
“Purgatory is a little bigger than the section we’ve visited. That’s for special events. The inhabitants of purgatory who are forced there against their will wouldn’t agree that it’s just bad PR.”
I swallow down the lump in my throat. It didn’t seem as real before as it suddenly does now.
I have no idea what they even are.
“Tomorrow, you can explain what that means. It’s always very hard to focus there for me. But tonight, you need to sleep. I don’t want anyone getting hurt because I kept them awake to talk.”
Jude steps forward as Gage slowly starts walking backwards, moving toward the door, but holding my gaze for a moment longer. As soon as he’s finally out, Jude reaches for me.
His fingers pass right through me, but that strong tingle has me close my eyes as the pleasure washes over me. He moves in closer, lowering his head until his face is near mine, and I sway a little.
“There’s something about you that feels far too comfortable. But if you hurt my brothers, I’ll end you, somehow or another. And it’ll be painful.”