“Thanks, Mom,” Kimber said with an eye-roll. “No running in the house,” she shouted after her son.
They convened in and around the kitchen, the grandkids catching up the grandparents on school and social activities. She found it telling that neither of her parents asked Kimber where Kyle was. She also noted that her father didn’t feel the need to tell her nephew that the stove was hot.
“Here are the sweet potatoes and the broccoli casserole,” Kimber announced, placing the dishes next to the oven.
“You guys could have told me to bring a pie or something,” Remi said, feeling a little guilty that she hadn’t contributed anything other than her wobbly presence to the meal.
“Don’t be silly,” Gilbert said. “You’re the guest of honor.”
“Yeah. Besides, we want food that’s editable.” Ian smirked.
“Edible, you little jerk,” Remi said, screwing up her face at the boy. “I’ll have you know I’m an excellent baker.” At least she was when she paid attention to the recipe and the oven timer.
Removed. It was how she’d always felt within the ranks of family. Her parents and sister had things in common. No one had much in common with the asthmatic synesthete who was always getting into trouble. Though thanks to the aforementioned reasons, she’d been at the center of the circle. Not part of the ring, but the gravitational force they’d all had to orbit around. Doctor’s appointments. Schemes. Parent-teacher conferences. Trips to the emergency room.
Raising her must have been one long, exhausting battle, she realized with sympathy.
Now that they were all adults, the distance was all the more pronounced. They shared a day-to-day existence that she had no part in. Kimber was a parent. Her parents were grandparents and busy with island business. It was as if the circle had closed without her, leaving her on the outside. Just because she was the reason for the family meal didn’t make her feel more like a part of the family.
“I’ll put away the extra plate,” Remi volunteered, hooking a thumb toward the dining room, suddenly wanting to be in motion.
“It’s not extra,” Darlene told her, looking up from the stovetop where she was showing Hadley how to whisk gravy. “Brick’s coming. That boy has been living off beef stew for months now.”
“At least it’s homemade, Mom. You make it sound like he’s eating cold ravioli out of a can,” Kimber teased over the veggie tray she was arranging.
Well, shit.
“I didn’t know he was coming,” Remi said. Now she definitely needed to move, to burn off some of this nervous energy.
After this morning’s awkwardness, he wasn’t exactly someone she wanted to spend an evening making small talk with.
“It’s family dinner,” Gilbert said, as if that was a reasonable explanation for the invitation.
“Brick’s not family,” she insisted. If he was family, well, she was going to need to talk to a therapist about a lot of things STAT.
She’d been convinced the man was going to tell her no on the studio space when he’d opened the door. Then he’d asked most sincerely if she was okay, which had nearly undone her wobbly defenses. And then. Then! She’d just happened to notice the baseball bat of wood he was sporting in those tight uniform pants. Dear Josephine Baker in heaven. She couldn’t have been more hypnotized by that obscene length of dick if he’d taken it out and swung it back and forth in front of her eyes.
After he’d ditched her at the front door with a bag of meat, she’d indulged in a little fantasy where Brick had to take matters—matters meaning a monster of an erection—into his own hands and pleasure himself thinking about her.
It had to be her, right? What else would have riled him while they were alone in his house talking about natural light and macaroni and cheese?
The man had finally had a single moment of weakness. On one hand, it was a long sought-after triumph. On the other, it was an unnecessary complication. For years, she would have reveled in Brick’s attention and enjoyed torturing him. But right now? She just needed him to mind his own damn business so she could handle hers.
And speaking of handling her business, she’d also discovered the frustration of fantasizing about an old crush without the use of her good hand. She absolutely did not need to be sexually frustrated for an evening with Brick Man Mountain Callan.
“Why doesn’t Aunt Remi think Uncle Brick is family?” Ian asked from his perch in the breakfast nook where he was expertly folding cloth napkins.
“Aunt Remi and Uncle Brick don’t get along,” Kimber said wearily.
“Why not?” Ian wanted to know.
“We get along fine,” Remi insisted.
“You look flushed,” her father interjected. “Are you feeling okay?”
Her face burned.
“You do yell at him a lot,” Hadley piped up from over the pot of gravy.
“I yell at everyone a lot,” Remi said, feeling defensive.
“So does Mom,” Ian said.
“Ian!” Kimber snapped.
“See?” the boy said smugly.
“Let’s keep the yelling to a minimum tonight,” Gilbert suggested, precisely arranging his bartending paraphernalia on the counter.
“Kimber, you mind heating the corn?” Darlene asked. A pro at redirection, she hurled two bags of frozen veggies at her eldest daughter.
“So, what are we making tonight?” Remi asked her dad as she snooped through the ingredients on the counter.
“Manhattans. Brick said I can try my hand at some bar shifts this summer.”
“He did, did he?” Great. Her own family had replaced her with the man who’d chased her off the island in the first place.
“Remi Honey, we finally got that Bluetooth speaker thing you got us out of the box last night,” Darlene announced. “Why don’t you play some music for us?”
8
He stabbed at the doorbell as he’d done a thousand times before, knowing full well that Chief Ford would complain about his insistence on formalities. But he wasn’t the type to just stroll into his boss’s house on a Friday night.
“Get in and get out,” he reminded himself, shifting the paper bag to his other arm. “No need to linger. Don’t think about her naked.”
“Uncle Brick!” Ian threw open the door and launched himself at Brick’s right leg.
“Hey, kid,” Brick said. Reggae music, most likely Remi’s doing, poured out of the kitchen. He heard voices coming from the back of the house and smelled roast turkey. But the siren song that lured him inside was the promise of Remi’s presence.
Not that he’d be doing anything about it. After the earlier disaster, he’d recommitted himself to not being attracted to her.
He plopped his hat on top of Ian’s head then shed his coat, perversely hanging it on top of Remi’s parka.