When was this challenge issued, I asked, and for what?
When you were in Rouen, of course, she said. As we rode into the woods, he reached over and struck the tenor with his riding gloves and issued the challenge there in front of witnesses.
The strangeness of the tenor in the carriage. Aristafeo’s assurance he would take care of it.
By the time he came to me in the woods, this had all happened.
It is to the death, she said.
Why are you here? I asked.
I am here . . . to beg you to end this. Yes, that is what we can call it. I am here to beg you, I who have never begged, not once. She said it coolly, levelly, her eyes averted at first.
He cannot fire a pistol quickly, she said, as she turned back to me. Not as an uninjured man would. For this reason, he never accompanies me on the hunts with weapons. He only rides. He will . . . he will die.
Does he have no second? I asked.
He will accept none. It is for your honor, she said. He is insisting, insisting he will prevail again.
Again? I asked.
Again, she said. He was the lover sent away after the duel with my late husband.
And he was also then . . .
The very same. I arranged for him to receive the Prix de Rome, she said. And so he was the lover I sent away, and the new one as well, on his return. Easy enough. No one had met him before that except the police. I couldn’t introduce him before.
What would you have of me? What brings you here? I asked. For I could not understand why she was not angrier, why she had come at all—it was an insult to her.
The duel is for the honor of your hand in marriage, she said. If you accept the tenor, it will be off. Accept the tenor and spare his life.
The tenor has not proposed to me, I said.
He has not but we both know he means to, she said. Please, I beg of you. Accept the tenor and spare Aristafeo’s life. I beg this of you. He will die.
She leaned forward. My husband was no match for him. I could have shot my husband. Your tenor friend is a former officer who has seen combat in Africa, has killed in battle. He will not hesitate the same as an aging aristocrat once did. Aristafeo will die.
She stood and pulled on her gloves. No, she said, I cannot marry again—this is true. He will never be my husband. But I do love him. I love his music. As I think you also do. And I have a hope of saving him, she said, and it begins here, asking this of you.
Good day, I said.
She left, showing herself out.
§
Name the hour you will accept, the tenor had asked.
So I did.
Three nights before the closing night, backstage at his dressing room, his door opened and Maxine exited angrily, coldly, as he laughed behind her.
As he came to his door to close it, he saw me standing there, having witnessed the scene, and gave me a little wave as though I were a child, as he smiled and closed the door.
I hesitated, then knocked on his closed door, and he opened it, a questioning look in his eye.
I have something important to tell you, I said. I am naming the hour. Dine with me after our final performance?
I’ll reserve a private room at the Café Anglais, he said.
§
A note came at last from Aristafeo via the oboist. He mentioned nothing of the duel; he only suggested a plan: that I leave at once after my last performance in Carmen and wait for him in Milan, and if he was delayed, to go to visit the Verdis in Italy in Sant’Agata. Their home there had recently been finished, and they could now have visitors. We could go together and receive their blessing, he said. We should leave after my final Carmen performance.
I imagined myself waiting in Milan for him, thinking he might be dead or receiving news of his death. The Verdi plan sounded to me like his sending me to the place I would go to be comforted for his loss.
I wrote back to Aristafeo and agreed, placing yet another note in the oboist’s hand before the curtain rose that night.
And then after the performance, I dressed in my finest new gown and waited for the tenor in the green room, wearing his emeralds.
He did not come.
His habit by now was to go with Maxine to her apartments after the performance and spend the evening. It was my guess that he would end their affair on the night of the last performance, given his instinct for cruelty. What I had not expected is that he would leave me to wait for him.
I waited just past an hour before asking one of the stagehands if he had seen the tenor leave, and when the answer was yes, I returned to my dressing room and put myself in my usual disguise and left as well.
I went first to the Café Anglais. When I held out his card, indicating I was to be brought to him, they said he was not there, so sorry, they had not expected him.
It was then I knew. He would not risk bargaining with me, not anymore. He meant to do this, to kill Aristafeo and be done. Perhaps he had guessed my reason for accepting. Perhaps he even planned to return to accept me only after killing him.