“Tomorrow night. After the play. Meet me at the barn.”
I could hardly see his face through the spotlight. He moved forward slightly, revealing only the curve of his head, the rising of his chest and the uncertainty of his stance. Mirroring him, I took a step closer, feeling the kiss of the light touch my lips. It connected us, heated us.
“I can’t,” he said.
“You have to. You have to say goodbye.”
“It’s impossible. Don’t ask me to.”
The feet stopped outside the double doors and there was a muffled chant, a sonnet they’d all memorized to banish the evil I’d invoked.
“I’ll wait all night, Peter. All night for you.” I couldn’t hide the longing in my voice. “Come get your money and say goodbye.”
The doors burst open just as Peter turned away and the noise of everyone drowned out anything he might have said in reply.
DEL / Thursday, April 17, 2008
I CHARGED Peter Lund with the murder of Henrietta Sue Hoffman at 3:02 p.m. on the day of her funeral.
It didn’t sit right with me, him confessing right after Mary Beth came to visit. She went in to see her husband, then calmly gave us a sworn deposition that she’d followed Peter to the rendezvous, seen Peter and Hattie together, dropped the knife, and left. She described the dimensions of the murder weapon perfectly.
“Why did you keep this to yourself for six days?” I pressed. “Why didn’t you say anything when I was over at the farm?”
Mary Beth smoothed one hand over her stomach. “I had a lot to come to terms with, Sheriff. I’d just found out my husband was cheating on me and our unborn child. I hadn’t thought him capable of that, let alone murder.”
“You were talking murder with Winifred Erickson that day. Don’t tell me it was about chickens.”
She nodded, dropping her head. “You’re right. I’m sorry I lied to you about that. We were talking about abortion.”
“Why did you lie?”
“I was ashamed, I guess. I didn’t know if I should have this baby, considering.”
Jake and I exchanged a glance and I leaned in, waiting for Mary Beth to raise her head and meet my eyes. When she did, I took off the gloves.
“Maybe you did some considering on Friday night when you saw the two of them together. Maybe you took some revenge on your cheating husband.”
“I didn’t.” She hardly seemed bothered by the accusation, let alone surprised. “If I was going to kill anyone that night, it would have been him, not her.”
Jake’s eyes widened a bit.
“So what you’re saying is you’ve been thinking about killing your husband and your baby in the last week, but you didn’t have anything to do with Hattie’s death.”
“That’s right.”
I stared at her and she stared right back. Eventually she nodded her head a little, like she’d just told herself something important, and said, “If you’d had the week I’ve had, you would’ve thought the same things.”
“What did you do after you dropped the knife?”
“I ran home. I remember it was cold, but that’s about all. When I got back, I turned the lights off in the barn and went into the house. I thought about sitting up and confronting Peter when he got home, but in the end I didn’t even want to look at him. I slept on the cot in Mom’s room instead.”
“You went home and immediately fell asleep? After seeing what you saw?”
“Not right away. I cried for a while, soft, so Mom wouldn’t hear. I figured I’d be up all night, but the next thing I knew it was dawn. I guess the baby made me tired—I’ve even been napping in the afternoons lately. On Saturday I was trying to figure out how to confront him, whether I was going to kick him out right away or what, when Winifred came over to tell us about the body.”
“What was Peter’s reaction to the news?”
She shrugged. “He was already up at school for the Saturday performance.”
I went through the whole night with her again and her story didn’t waver. She was somber, dry-eyed, and pale, answering questions directly without fuss or too much explanation. Jake and I stepped out after another half hour.
“I don’t know, Del.” He wiped a hand over his mouth, avoiding the eyes of everyone else who’d come back to the station after the funeral. The phones were still ringing off the hooks.
I sighed. “We’ve got nothing to hold her with at the moment. Right now all we can prove is she supplied the murder weapon that we don’t have. We’ll have to wait until Lund’s DA shows up to get his story and go from there.”
I walked Mary Beth out myself to make sure the reporters kept their distance. Cameras flashed from the other side of the parking lot, but no one came up to harass her. They probably didn’t know she was our suspect’s wife.
“What’d you decide about the baby?” I asked as she opened her truck door.
She seemed distracted by the reporters, then shook herself and climbed up into the dusty cab. “Women use sperm donors all the time.”
“You know, Mary Beth, when your parents had you, it was like they’d gotten a second life.”