Everything You Want Me to Be

He held up a picture of Hattie clutching a shawl and staring at a man in an overcoat and hat.

“She was thin, so she could pull off that gaunt look, but there was a fire in her—something always unspoken—which gave her a beautiful stage presence. The audience fell in love with her as much as Mr. Rochester did every night.”

“Mr. Rochester, he this guy?”

“Yes.”

“Anything going on between them backstage?”

He was genuinely surprised by the question. “No. God, no. Mack’s happily married with two kids.”

“But you just said he was in love with her.”

“His character was in love with her character.” Now he sounded as if he was talking to a small child.

I worked out the last bit of orange pulp caught in my teeth and flicked the pictures around on his desk. “And how about your character? Did you have any feelings for Holly?”

“Jane.” He sounded out each letter in the word, slowly, like he’d downgraded me from a child to an idiot dog. “The character’s name was Jane. And no, I didn’t have any feelings for her. What are you trying to get at?”

“Maybe you were feeling cozy with your new star. Looking to squeeze some of that unformed clay.”

He gave a quick bark of laughter. “I don’t think my partner, Michael, would appreciate the insinuation.”

The way he said “partner” cleared things up quick.

“Hmm.” I looked away, clearing my throat. “Right.”

Jones clearly wasn’t L.G. Even if he didn’t bat for the other team, he had zero reaction to Hattie’s screen name. I sighed.

“Why did you think I had a relationship with Hattie?”

“We found her purse in the bottom of the lake. The murderer had thrown it in the water after he hacked her up. You want to tell me why your business card was one of the only things she was carrying?”

“Oh.” His smug superiority dried up and it finally seemed to register that Hattie was dead. He sat down in front of his pictures and stared blankly at them.

“I hadn’t talked to her in months. I gave her my card after the play ended, to help her out. She was set on New York, you know, and I still have some contacts there. I told her to call me when she was moving.”

“Did she say when that would be?”

“After she graduated, I thought.”

“When’s the last time you talked to her?”

“Christmas. I sent her one of my old camcorders and she called to thank me.”

“Video camera?” There hadn’t been anything like that in Hattie’s room. “What for?”

“It helps some actors rehearse. To record and review their takes. Hattie had talent and I wanted to help her refine it.” Then he smiled ruefully. “Also, I’d just bought myself a new one and Michael had forbidden me to bring any more equipment into the house without getting rid of some of the old.”

“Right. Can you think of anyone else she might have been close to during the play? Anyone she maybe met while doing it?”

“Not that I ever saw. She was always so busy, between her classes and work schedule. She was in and out of rehearsals without talking to much of anyone, and she even did her homework during the few scenes she wasn’t in.”

“Do you have records of who bought tickets to come see the play?”

It turned out he did and after a little finagling he let me go through the sales slips on site without having to get a warrant. It was grunt work, something I should have sent Shel to do, but I needed to be on the front lines of this. Sitting back in the office signing payroll or doing a press conference while someone else looked for Hattie’s killer would have driven me mad. I sat on the visitor side of Jones’s desk, pulling all the receipts for male customers to scan back to Jake. There were a lot. Who knew this many people went to plays?

Jones grabbed some coffee for both of us and watched me work. After a while, he quietly commented, “This wasn’t the play that killed Hattie.”

“Save it.” I kept flipping through receipts.

“You don’t believe in the curse.”

“No. I don’t believe a spook story can murder someone.”

“Then you’ve never heard of the Astor Place riots.”

He went to a file cabinet and rustled around, pulling out two pieces of paper.

“William Macready was one of the finest British actors in the early eighteen hundreds. Here he is.” I glanced up at a drawing of a little guy with a wig, tossing his head back and smiling at something outside the frame. Looked like the tax-evasion type.

“Great.” I went back to work.

“At the same time in the US, Edwin Forrest was making a name for himself in the New York theaters.”

He showed me the other picture. This one was a stocky, ruddy-looking guy with black hair sticking straight up. A brawler.

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