Night terrors. I could deal with that. At least he wasn’t dying … or making out with Star in the middle of the night. My heart couldn’t handle either situation, but a night terror we could figure out. “What do we do? How do we get him to snap out of it?”
“Waking someone up is bad when they’re in the midst of terror. It’s kind of like sleepwalking. We need to calm him down and get him back to sleep, but nothing I’ve done is working.”
Dash’s arms were shaking. Whatever horror he relived in his dreams, it was bad. “Maybe I should shock him.”
Star’s mouth dropped open. “I don’t think that is a good idea. Pain is the last thing Dash needs.”
Okay, so maybe offering to electrocute him wasn’t the greatest suggestion, but seeing him shaking made me desperate.
“He needs comfort. To feel secure,” Star said. “From you.”
“Me?” I squeaked, my eyes connecting with hers.
She nodded. “Yes, I think it might work. It’s at least worth a try.” She scooted back. “Wrap your arms around him and talk to him; let him know you’re here. The sound of your voice could help.”
This had better work, or I might rethink shocking him. As I sat next to Dash, my chest squeezed. The sheer terror in his eyes was heartbreaking. Sweat beaded at his brow line, strands of hair clinging to his face. With a gentle hand, I brushed the pieces of dark hair aside. “Dash, can you hear me?”
The shudders racking his body skipped for a second, and I took courage in that.
“There is nothing here that can hurt you,” I murmured close to his ear, his body stilling. I put my hand on his shoulder and gave him a little push, encouraging him to lie back down. “You’re safe. Now close your eyes. Go back to sleep.” My hand migrated to his chest, feeling his heartbeat under my touch slow to a steady rhythm.
His eyes fluttered shut, long lashes drifting over the tops of his cheeks, and his body relaxed, releasing the tension. I kept speaking softly to him as he lay down, slowly falling back into a calm sleep and leaving the nightmare.
“It’s working,” Star whispered.
I tried to inch away, but his arm looped around my waist as my name tumbled from his lips in a hushed sigh. “I’m here,” I whispered, resting my chin his shoulder. I settled in under his blanket, afraid to risk the terror starting all over again. It didn’t look like I would be going anywhere for a while.
And I wasn’t complaining.
Content to lie beside him, I found myself staring at the strong and stunning features of his face. Creepy? Maybe. But I couldn’t help myself.
For the second time, I awoke unexpectedly, but this time there was a flutter of heat in my belly. As my eyes blinked open, my cheeks flushed. I lay more or less on top of Dash, our legs woven together, my head resting inches from his and my hand still over his heart.
Glancing upward, I found myself caught prey to a pair of bright silver eyes. His earthy scent and warmth swirled around my senses, screwing with my common sense. Please don’t let this be a dream. Fire could have rained from the sky and I still wouldn’t have been able to pull my gaze away from Dash. I smiled. “Hey.”
One side of his full lips tipped up. “Hey, Sleeping Beauty. I was wondering how much longer I was going to have to wait for you to wake up.”
It felt good to rouse in his arms again. I missed him, missed this. But I was afraid the moment of happiness wouldn’t last. “Did you kiss me awake or is this a dream?”
His fingers tightened around me. “It wouldn’t be the first time.”
He was referring to my awakening in the safe house. According to Dash, he had kissed me awake. I’d like to think it was true. “Your lips definitely have magical powers.”
He chuckled lowly. “That’s what I’ve been telling you.” His eyes shifted to my lips, and I stopped breathing. “It’s why you couldn’t stay away.”
My heart started jumping in my chest. “Not exactly.”
Lifting a hand, he ran his fingers through the soft waves of my hair. My breath caught. If he kept touching me, looking at me, I was going to do something I couldn’t take back.
I wasn’t the only one who had that thought. “Just one more kiss,” he whispered, his breath tickling my lips. “I need to know if you taste as sweet as I remember, for the wondering is driving me crazy. I can’t look at you without thinking about your lips.” His mouth grazed my throat, my jaw, and my cheeks. It was a seductive exploration, and I soaked it up.
We suffered from the same condition. “What are you waiting for?” I murmured, trailing the tip of my nail down the side of his face. The stubble under his chin pricked my skin.
His eyes went hazy, and when I pressed my lips to his, my world exploded. In seconds, his tongue tangled with mine as my fingers dived into his hair. The feeling that flowed inside me was exhilarating and frightening. I was in love with him, and more than anything I wanted his love in return. His hand slipped up under my shirt, his fingers grazing over my stomach causing my muscles to jump, and every part of me wanted time to stop, to live in this moment over and over again.
We moved in perfect sync, and it would have been so easy to lose myself in him—forget the world, forget everything.
But we weren’t alone.
I slowly broke off the kiss, reality returning even when I’d rather it didn’t. “We need to stop.” I exhaled.
“I’m so glad you decided to join me,” he murmured against my throat before placing a kiss on the sensitive spot behind my ear.
My fingers pushed slightly on his chest. “Dash, you can’t keep doing this: turning me inside out. I don’t know where we stand … what you feel for me.”
“You know that I care for you. I can’t explain it, but what you make me feel is nothing I’ve ever felt before. You drive me crazy, and yet I would give my life to protect you. And I don’t know why.”
For me it was simple: I knew why. He loved me, but how long would it take for him to figure it out? How long was I willing to wait? I swallowed. “I’m going to make you choose soon. I know you want to get Star to safety, and I will help you get her there, but once we’re in Hurst, you must make a choice. I won’t be a toy in this game between Star and me. She is my friend, Dash. I can’t lose you both.”
“You would never lose me, Freckles.” The low growl in his voice sent shivers through me.
“Good. Then in case you’re uncertain of how I feel about you, let me make it clear.” I kissed him, needing that one last brush of physical connection with him before we returned to the real world. “We might not have a past, but I know who you are, Dash Darhk. I don’t want who you used to be. I want the guy you are now. Who do you want to be?”
He blinked and watched me stand up and walk away.
I needed a few moments to myself. As I tiptoed past Star, I leaned over to see if she still slept. She lay on her side, her hands gently under her chin, sleeping peacefully.