“What if I hear shots?”
“If it’s me, and I’m okay, I’ll honk the horn of Library Al’s car. Two quick beeps. If you don’t hear that, drive the rest of the way to the other camp, Big Bob’s Whatsit. Break in, find somewhere to hide, call Thurston.”
Hodges leans across the center console, and for the first time since he’s known her, kisses her lips. She’s too startled to kiss him back, but she doesn’t pull away. When he does, she looks down in confusion and says the first thing that comes into her mind. “Bill, you’re in shoes! You’ll freeze!”
“There’s not so much snow in the trees, only a couple of inches.” And really, cold feet are the least of his worries at this point.
He finds the toggle switch that kills the interior lights. As he leaves the Expedition, grunting with suppressed pain, she can hear the rising whisper of the wind in the fir trees. If it were a voice, it would be mourning. Then the door shuts.
Holly sits where she is, watching his dark shape merge with the dark shapes of the trees, and when she can no longer tell which is which, she gets out and follows his tracks. The Victory .38 that Hodges’s father once carried as a beat cop back in the fifties, when Sugar Heights was still woodland, is in her coat pocket.
30
Hodges makes his way toward the lights of Heads and Skins one plodding step at a time. Snow flicks his face and coats his eyelids. That burning arrow is back, lighting him up inside. Frying him. His face is running with sweat.
At least my feet aren’t hot, he thinks, and that’s when he stumbles over a snow-covered log and goes sprawling. He lands squarely on his left side and buries his face in the arm of his coat to keep from screaming. Hot liquid spills into his crotch.
Wet my pants, he thinks. Wet my pants just like a baby.
When the pain recedes a little, he gathers his legs under him and tries to stand. He can’t do it. The wetness is turning cold. He can actually feel his dick shriveling to get away from it. He grabs a low-hanging branch and tries again to get up. It snaps off. He looks at it stupidly, feeling like a cartoon character—Wile E. Coyote, maybe—and tosses it aside. As he does, a hand hooks into his armpit.
His surprise is so great he almost screams. Then Holly is whispering in his ear. “Upsa-daisy, Bill. Come on.”
With her help, he’s finally able to make it to his feet. The lights are close now, no more than forty yards through the -screening trees. He can see the snow frosting her hair and lighting on her cheeks. All at once he finds himself remembering the office of an antique bookdealer named Andrew Halliday, and how he, Holly, and Jerome had discovered Halliday lying dead on the floor. He told them to stay back, but—
“Holly. If I told you to go back, would you do it?”
“No.” She’s whispering. They both are. “You’ll probably have to shoot him, and you can’t get there without help.”
“You’re supposed to be my backup, Holly. My insurance policy.” The sweat is pouring off him like oil. Thank God his coat is a long one. He doesn’t want Holly to know he pissed himself.
“Jerome is your insurance policy,” she says. “I’m your partner. That’s why you brought me, whether you know it or not. And it’s what I want. It’s all I ever wanted. Now come on. Lean on me. Let’s finish this.”
They move slowly through the remaining trees. Hodges can’t believe how much of his weight she’s taking. They pause at the edge of the clearing that surrounds the house. There are two lighted rooms. Judging by the subdued glow coming from the one closest to them, Hodges thinks it must be the kitchen. A single light on in there, maybe the one over the stove. Coming from the other window he can make out an unsteady flicker that probably means a fireplace.
“That’s where we’re going,” he says, pointing, “and from here on we’re soldiers on night patrol. Which means we crawl.”
“Can you?”
“Yeah.” It might actually be easier than walking. “See the chandelier?”
“Yes. It looks all bony. Oough.”
“That’s the living room, and that’s where he’ll probably be. If he’s not, we’ll wait until he shows. If he’s got one of those -Zappits, I intend to shoot him. No hands up, no lie down and put your hands behind your back. Do you have a problem with that?”
“Absolutely not.”
They drop to their hands and knees. Hodges leaves the Glock in his coat pocket, not wanting to dunk it in the snow.
“Bill.” Her whisper so low he can barely hear it over the rising wind.
He turns to look at her. She’s holding out one of her gloves.
“Too small,” he says, and thinks of Johnnie Cochran saying, If the glove doesn’t fit, you must acquit. Crazy what goes through a person’s mind at times like this. Only has there ever in his life been a time like this?