I do. So I just walk off and make my way down the hallway, taking a left at the end and slip inside, locking the door behind me.
I can hear them whisper so I turn on the faucet to drown out the hum of gossip and splash water on my face. When I look in the mirror there sure as shit is a red mark on my cheek. I touch it with my fingertips and will it to go away, but it doesn’t. It practically darkens as I watch, my hands propping me up on each side of the small, white, pedestal sink.
“Shannon?” Sunday’s soft voice is accompanied by a knock. “You OK?”
Silence from me. I feel a little paralyzed. I’m so not OK. “Yeah,” I say, clearing my throat. “Be right out.”
“You want a dry t-shirt? I have a clean one if you want it.”
“Um.”
“It’s outside the door.”
I turn the faucet off and listen to his retreating footsteps, and then open the door as quietly as I can and grab the shirt. It’s another black concert shirt, but this one says My Chemical Romance.
I take my shirt off and drape it over the towel rack to dry, and then slip the new one on. It’s way too big, but it feels nice. I stare at myself for another few minutes, desperate to find a way out of this day. But I’m not a coward and I’m done hiding in here, so I gather myself and walk back out to the living room.
It’s empty.
Except Sunday.
“Where’d everyone go?”
He smiles at me. “You look like…”
“Hell?”
That gets a small laugh out of him. But he shakes his head. “Nah, just tired. And like you’re not in the mood for company.”
“Yeah, I should go.”
“You don’t have to,” he says, pointing to the TV. “You can stay and watch a movie if you want.”
And because he seems nice and I have nowhere to go but home, I plop down on the couch and stare at the screen.
He doesn’t say another word. Not one question, not one comment, not one attempt at conversation.
And I am so fucking grateful for my invisibility, I fall asleep on the couch exhausted at the end of a very bad day that I will never be able to forget.
Because it’s a milestone.
The first day of my adult life was filled with disappointments, admonishments, and a hit to the face.
But also an opportunity and this guy, Sunday, who does not even know me, but who knew just what to do to make it better.
Just call me an optimist. Always looking for that silver lining.
Chapter Seven
The next morning I’m so disoriented, it takes me whole minutes to come to terms with the realization that I’m not in my own bed, that Rocky girl is talking to me, and Sunday is cooking something that smells delicious.
“What?” I say, looking up at Rocky.
“Your bruise,” she says, pointing to my face.
I touch it and wince. “What about it?”
“Do you want me to cover it?” She holds up a clear bag of makeup. “It’s not too bad.”
“Done this before, huh?”
She smiles with a shrug.
“Sure.”
I use the bathroom, smile back at Sunday when he smiles at me, and then plop down at the small kitchen table and look longingly at the food in front of me as Rocky makes me pretty.
Sunday watches. I can’t figure out if I like that he’s watching or if I don’t.
“Are you going to school today?” he asks.
I check my face with a compact mirror and then hand it back to Rocky with a thank you. “I think I have to.”
“Graduation and shit, right?” He has a great smile, I realize. Friendly. His hair is very dark, but he’s not Hispanic. Ditto for Rocky. They both have very dark eyes and when I look directly into Sunday’s, he’s staring at me.
“Hey, are you two related?”
“Twins,” they say together.
“Obviously not identical,” Sunday says. “I’m so much better-looking.”
Rocky halfheartedly punches him and then gets up to grab some more bacon from the counter before snatching her backpack from the coffee table and walking to the door. “I’ll see you there, Danny. Gotta meet Tim.”
“Yeah, bye,” Sunday absently says. His eyes never leave mine. “You need a ride to school then? I live back there,” he says, thumbing behind his shoulder to indicate behind us.
“Oh,” I say. “I was wondering where you got this shirt from.”
“Phil’s my cousin,” he says. “Rocky and I have lived in the apartment above the garage since last summer when we turned eighteen.”
I wince at the word.
He stays silent for a long second. “I get it, you know.”
“Get what?” I ask through a mouthful of bacon.
“The bad day.”
“Oh, that.” I chew and swallow. “Yeah, well, it’s behind me now, so bygones and all that good shit.”
“You’re gonna go far with that attitude, Daydreams.”
“Daydreams?” I ask.
“You called me Sunday last night.”
“I did not.”
“You woke up about three am asking for water. And you said, Thanks, Sunday. And I said, Who the fuck is Sunday? And you said, You, dumbass. And then you grabbed my t-shirt and pulled me down, close to your face, and said—”
“I did not do any of that,” I say, laughing.