“Why do you have a gun?”
Julia picked it up as if it were a toy. “It was a twenty-first birthday present from my father. Every Cole sister receives a gun on her twenty-first.”
“Do you carry that around with you?”
“Not to work anymore, since the metal detectors appeared. It’s a police state there and getting worse. Ever since Stanley Austen’s name appeared on that Penis Blacklist—ever since he became penis non grata—he’s been on a rampage.” She removed another mint from the roll. “You’re full of questions and I know why. You’re suspicious of me because of her.”
At last.
“I know you want to talk about her, but I already told you everything I know.” Julia stretched, appearing ready for a nap.
“You haven’t told me anything.”
“I didn’t come here to talk about Leeta. I need to ask you for a favor.”
“Forget it.”
“But—“
“Not interested.” I turned to my laptop. Three new messages from Kitty’s readers dropped into my inbox, announced with a ping. I read them, pretending Julia’s eyes weren’t burning into me. I’d been waiting to talk to her for so long, and now that she was here I was straining to ignore her.
“I see what’s happening,” she said. “You want me to woo you.”
I flashed her an irritated look. “I want you to stop being so full of shit and just talk to me for once. Leeta was important to me. I’m worried about her.”
“My, my, it’s not just your clothes that have changed. Love the tights and boots, by the way.” Julia sat cross-legged on the bed, the straps of her tank top slipping down her shoulders, revealing the roses and thorns tattooed on her chest. She made no move to pull up the straps, but pointed to my wall, where I’d pinned the newspaper photo of Leeta. “Take that down and we’ll talk. I don’t want her staring at me.”
I did what she asked, placing the clipping on the desk so that Leeta was only staring at me.
“I have many interns in the Beauty Closet, but only a couple special interns, if you know what I mean,” Julia began.
“Spies.”
Julia bristled at the word. “They’re interns.”
I tried not to look at her chest, at the lack of breasts. “I know all about the exposé you’re writing. That’s why you need spies.”
Julia didn’t appear to be upset that I knew at least one of her secrets. “I have to trust my interns completely. I trusted Leeta right from the start and look where it got me. This whole thing has been disastrous.”
“How did you meet Leeta, exactly?” I had never been clear on their origins.
“She was an intern at Glamour Bride. I knew she wasn’t one of them. She’d come down to the Beauty Closet to pick up supplies, and the way she talked and dressed, her whole attitude, gave her away.” Julia continued, explaining that Leeta confessed she was at Austen to spy. She’d moved to New York after finishing college in L.A. and was considering graduate work in women’s studies, focusing on the media. She thought an internship at Austen would give her firsthand insight. “She was sneaky and I liked that,” Julia said. “I told her what I was doing in the Beauty Closet, and when I invited her to be my intern, she said yes immediately. A person isn’t good at finding out secrets unless they have secrets of their own. She obviously had many.”
Julia crushed another mint with her molars. “I enjoyed working with her at first. I told her about Calliope House and she read Verena’s book and then Marlowe’s. I sent her to spy on you, but then things changed right after that.” She found Leeta sobbing in the concealer aisle. “She told me she just found out that a young girl she knew had been raped, that she had jumped in front of a train. It was a horrible story, but the names Luz and Soledad meant nothing to me then. She flew to L.A. for the funeral and I didn’t see her for a while.”
“You knew about Leeta’s connection to them all along?” I shouldn’t have been surprised. Julia had clearly been lying when she said she knew nothing about Leeta’s life outside the Beauty Closet. The rest of us had only recently learned about Leeta’s friendship with Luz and Soledad, but Julia had known for much longer.
“I didn’t know their connection was significant until later. When Leeta went out to L.A. for the funeral, this Jennifer stuff hadn’t even started yet. Weeks passed before Luz’s and Soledad’s names surfaced in the media in relation to the Dirty Dozen, and by that time Leeta wasn’t even working for me anymore.”