“Fucking asshole,” Logan muttered under his breath.
I lifted my head. “Without another word, he took me home and ordered me to my room to take my dress off. Once I did, he took it and locked the door. He and my mother argued for a long while, but I don’t really remember what was said. What I do remember, though, is the next day my dress had been shredded like pieces of red silk ribbon and was laying all over my parents’ entire room. I vowed not to cry for that dress. And I didn’t. Instead, I vowed to be stronger and to not allow him to crush my spirit. Ever since that day, red has been my favorite color. He might have had a need to control everything in our house, but I knew I’d never let him control who I was.”
Logan pulled me to him and held me tightly, stroking my back with his fingers. “I can’t even tell you how sorry I am that you grew up with a man like him for a father. You’re beautiful, Elle, inside and out. Despite him.”
There was probably something more to say, something profound, like that my inner warrior blossomed under his tyranny, but exhaustion had taken hold of me and I closed my eyes.
His voice was soft when he spoke. “Hey, I have to leave early in the morning. Miles arranged for me to see Tommy, and then I need to run by Brighton House and check on my gramps. Do you want to drop me off at my old man’s first thing tomorrow, or can you wait until I get back and we can go pick up his car then?” he asked quietly.
My sleepy eyes had just begun to fall into slumber but now popped open. I turned to look at him. “Why are you going to see Tommy? Nothing has happened. Why can’t we just leave things alone?”
He swiped the hair from my face. “It doesn’t work that way. And I don’t want us looking over our shoulders, waiting for something to happen. I can’t live like that.”
With a sigh, I turned back and laced my hand in his. “I’ll wait until you get back.”
He squeezed me tightly. “It’ll be all right, Elle. I promise.”
I think I nodded.
“Good night,” he whispered.
I closed my eyes again and dreaded the coming of tomorrow for so many reasons.
DAY 17
LOGAN
The fucker was smiling like he’d just gotten a get out of jail free card.
His arms were tatted up, half-sleeves to his elbows. His eyebrow was missing a ring that the Suffolk County Sheriff’s Department must have confiscated. His dark blue eyes, mousey brown hair, and sharp jawline were staring at me, daring me to set foot inside.
No dare was necessary.
He had no idea.
I was more than ready for this.
Just seeing him unfurled a lifetime of hatred. I could feel my jaw clench and my fists ball at my sides.
Easy, I thought.
Control.
Focus.
Stick to the plan.
Don’t act like you did the last time.
Just get in, get what you need, do what you have to, and get out.
Fifteen minutes was all I had to get enough to make it look like he was a rat. And in doing so, set myself free. You see, a rat would be extricated from his power faster than lightning would strike a pole in a storm.
Tommy Flannigan might have thought he was untouchable, but he couldn’t be more wrong. His coveted status as the son of the Blue Hill Gang’s boss didn’t mean shit to me, and soon enough it wouldn’t mean shit to anyone else.
The number two, second in command, son of the boss—soon none of that would matter.
I couldn’t wait.
He was pure evil.
Vile.
Ruthless.
Scum of the earth.
No one was off-limits to him—but me.
And if that didn’t put a smile on my face.
He hated me.
It was mutual.
Blamed me for his unwed pregnant sister’s suicide.
I blamed him for so much more.
Unfortunately for me, he also held the key to my kingdom in his hand. He was everywhere, even locked up, and I knew it. That’s why I was doing this. I just hoped my plan worked.
The Nashua Street Jail was a maximum-security facility in Boston and it was no playground. But I wasn’t looking to play. That note. That note that read The letter E wasn’t meant for Emily was a threat. A threat I wasn’t going to push under the rug or cower down to. This time, I was going to fight, tooth and nail, with anything and everything I had.
“Ready?” the voice behind me asked.
Snapping out of my thoughts, I couldn’t help but admit, “Ready isn’t even close.”