“That looks good?” he mocked in my voice, and I turned my head toward him.
He was slouched back on the couch with his left arm tucked behind his head and his long, tight torso looking so smooth and beautiful. I once saw a girl straddle him as he sat like that, and I turned away, feeling the ever-present longing I wished would go away.
“You’ve already seen it, Rika,” he argued. “I saw you in here watching that movie back in high school. At least twice.”
Twenty-one times, actually.
I liked horror movies, but I also enjoyed sci-fi, so the Alien and Predator franchises were a big hit for me.
And then when they combined them and made Alien vs. Predator? Holy shit.
“Fine by me,” Michael allowed, clicking on the channel, the movie starting just as the team of archeologists had gotten to Antarctica.
The hair on my arms stood up, and my toes curled. I held the sandwich with both hands, taking small bites as I watched the screen. I could hear Michael biting into his sandwich and uncapping his water, and by the time the Alien queen had started laying eggs, I had spread out on my stomach, leaning up on my elbows as I held the sandwich and chewed.
My stomach tightened, hearing the alien queen’s heavy breathing. Her hissing echoed through the surround sound, and when the team of scientists entered the sacrificial chamber, unaware of all the alien eggs in the room that were about to hatch, I put down my sandwich and pushed it away. Grabbing a throw pillow, I crouched down behind it, peeking over the top.
And locking my ankles in the air, I winced as the eggs began to open.
Long legs crawled out of the opening, the music got faster, and the creature lurched, flying through the air toward a woman’s face.
I shot my head down, burying it in the pillow as the shot cut to a new scene.
I twisted my face to the side, laughing as I peeked over at him. “That part always freaks me out.”
But he wasn’t paying attention to the TV. His eyes were on my legs.
I immediately warmed. Had he been watching the movie at all?
He still sat back on the couch, relaxing, but his eyes were trained on my body, and I could only imagine what he was thinking.
And then, as if realizing I’d just spoken, he finally raised his eyes, meeting mine, and then shot his gaze back to the screen, ignoring me.
I slowly turned back, too, and even though I wondered if he was still looking at me, I made no move to sit up or grab a blanket.
Over the next hour I continued to hug my pillow as the Predators hunted the Aliens and slowly all of the archeologists became collateral damage. I felt Michael’s eyes on me from time to time, but I didn’t know if it was real or just my imagination.
But every time a Predator lurked in the dark or an alien crept out of a corner I could feel the heat of his stare, and I gripped the pillow tighter and tighter until, by the end of the movie, my fingers ached.
“You like to be scared, don’t you?” I heard his voice behind me. “That’s your kink.”
I twisted my head to the side, narrowing my eyes as the credits started to roll.
Like to be scared? I enjoyed scary movies, but it wasn’t kink.
He placed his palms on his thighs, leaning his head back and watching me. “Your toes curled every time the Aliens and Predators came on the screen.”
I dropped my eyes, lowering my legs and slowly sitting up.
All the movies that I enjoyed the most came to mind—the slasher flicks, like Halloween and Friday the 13th—and I noticed how tight my stomach muscles were. I took a deep breath, forcing them to relax.
Yeah, okay. I liked the way my heart pounded harder, and I loved the way my senses were sharper when I was scared. The way every simple tick-tock in the house became mysterious footsteps, or the way I was hyper-aware of empty space behind me as I sat on the couch, feeling like someone was lurking back there.
I enjoyed the fright of not knowing what was coming and from where.
“When we used to wear the masks,” Michael said, dropping his voice to a near whisper, “you liked it, didn’t you? It scared you, but it turned you on.”
I raised my hesitant eyes and tried not to let out a laugh. What was I supposed to say? That the fact that they’d looked like monsters got me hot?
I shook my head clear and stood up, saying in a quiet voice. “I’m going to bed.”
I grabbed my phone and took a step, but Michael’s voice stopped me.
“Come here,” he said softly.
I turned my head, narrowing my eyes. Come here?
He sat up, resting his forearms on his knees and waiting, while I shifted on my feet.
He was always playing games. I didn’t trust him.
But the temptation to engage was too great. He was right. I was getting good at it, and I kind of liked it, too.