“Landon,” Jay said, then kissed him sweetly. “I want everything I can have with you while I can.”
Landon could have done without the last few words Jay’d added to that thought, but for now, he wanted this. He wanted Jay and Jay wanted him, and Landon couldn’t believe it because he’d really thought this moment was too much to hope for.
“Fuck. Jay, I didn’t exactly bring condoms with me. I hoped we’d eventually discuss doing this, but… I didn’t figure we would.”
Jay reached up and grabbed Landon’s face. “Are you clean?”
“What? Of course I am,” Landon said, a little offended. Then he got it, eyes going wide. “Jay, that’s… kinda big.”
Jay flexed, making his cock jump where Landon still held it. “Thanks for noticing.”
Landon laughed out loud. “Not that, you jackhole. I meant… going bare.”
“Landon, it’s us, just us. I know this is a little from being drunk on you, but I want all of you, if it’s safe. I know I am. I haven’t… with anyone… and my last stuff was all…” Jay seemed embarrassed to admit that. Landon realized that meant he would only be the second person Jay’d had sex with ever. Holy shit.
“Jay, I haven’t been with anyone in… well, it’s been a long time. I’m clean. But,” he looked at Jay carefully. “You’re sure?”
“We can just keep on with our hands if you want,” Jay said. “I don’t want to—”
“No, I guess I’m just surprised, is all.”
Jay smirked. “I like keeping you on your toes.”
Landon dropped down and devoured Jay’s smiling mouth, pinching his nipples. They rubbed against each other like that for a while until Landon reached between them and pushed Jay’s cock behind him, fitting it in the crack of his ass. He chuckled into the kiss when Jay groaned as Landon started rubbing his ass, his hole up and down Jay’s cock.
Shivers raced up and down his body with each pass of Jay’s fat cockhead over his entrance and Landon’s body craved having Jay inside him. This would, in fact, be his first time to ever go bare with a man. He’d only done anal a handful of times, always with guys he’d dated however briefly, but they’d never made it to the stage where he trusted them to go bare. This, this was a big fucking deal. But he did trust Jay. Even if it’d break his heart in the end, he wanted the same thing Jay did; he wanted all of Jay, and to give Jay all of him. Even if just for tonight.
Landon leaned up and instructed Jay to hold out his hand. Jay did as he was told and Landon puddled lube in his palm. “Now, cover your cock in it.” Jay’s eyes were glassy from the pleasure as he worked his own cock with the lube.
“Gimme your hand again, Jay.” Jay complied, and Landon poured more in his palm. “Now do the same thing, only make sure your fingers are good and slick, too.” Jay looked at him questioningly. “You’re gonna lube me up. Get me ready.”
Jay started trembling much like he did the first time Landon had blown him. He couldn’t believe it was only a week ago. He felt like he could tell you so much about the man, and he could certainly tell you every point on Jay’s body to get him off the fastest. Seemed impossible they’d covered that much sexual ground in so short a time. But honestly, the emotional side, that’d begun the first night they sat down and had a few beers at Woody’s.
Jay started circling Landon’s hole with his fingers, timidly pressing his shaking fingers against the ring. “God, so tight, Landon.”