‘It’s lovely,’ I say, admiring the banner and balloons he has strung around the terrace. ‘Millie will love it.’
As if on cue, she and Janice appear, Millie radiant in her new dress and a ribbon in her hair.
‘What a beautiful young lady!’ Jack exclaims, making Millie blush with pleasure. I look at her anxiously, hoping that she isn’t going to start being taken in by Jack.
‘Thank you, Jack.’ She looks around at everything in awe. ‘It beautiful!’ she breathes.
‘You look lovely, Millie,’ I say going over to her.
She throws her arms around my neck. ‘I not forget he bad man,’ she whispers in my ear.
‘You’re right, Millie, Jack is a very nice man,’ I laugh, knowing that Jack will have seen the whisper.
She nods in agreement. ‘Jack nice.’ The doorbell peals. ‘Party start!’ she says delightedly.
Jack takes my hand in a gesture that is anything but affectionate and we go to open the door, leaving Janice and Millie on the terrace. We usher Esther and Rufus and their two children through the kitchen and make the necessary introductions. They’ve just finished telling Millie how pretty she looks when Moira and Giles arrive, followed soon after by Diane, Adam and their children.
‘We heard you out here, so we didn’t bother ringing at the door,’ Diane explains, kissing me.
There are so many people for Jack to greet, so many introductions to be made that he has no option but to take his eyes off me and it occurs to me that I have ample time to whisper ‘Help me, Jack’s a maniac’ into Diane’s ear. But, even with the note of urgency in my voice, she would think I was joking, or referring to the obvious expense Jack has gone to to give Millie a perfect party. He takes me with him into the kitchen to fetch champagne for the adults and colourful drinks for the children and, when I sit down at the table, the pressure of his hand in mine warns me that he is listening to everything I say while making conversation of his own, as only he can.
Millie begins to open her presents. I’ve no idea what we’ve bought Millie as I didn’t dare ask in case I upset the relative calm I’ve managed to achieve over the last two weeks. As usual, Jack has come up trumps, buying her a pretty silver locket engraved with an ‘M’.
‘Pretty!’ Millie beams, holding it up so everyone can see it.
‘It’s actually from me because Grace has her own special present for you,’ Jack says. Millie looks at me questioningly and I smile back at her, hoping he has chosen something nice. ‘She’s done some lovely paintings for your new bedroom, haven’t you, darling?’
I feel the colour wash from my face and grip the edge of the table hard.
Millie claps her hands excitedly. ‘I can see?’
‘Not just yet,’ Jack says apologetically. ‘But they’ll be hanging in your room by the time you move in, I promise.’
‘What sort of paintings are they?’ Rufus asks.
‘Portraits,’ Jack tells him. ‘And very realistic ones at that—Grace has a wonderful eye for detail.’
‘Are you all right, Grace?’ Esther looks at me in concern.
‘The heat,’ I manage. ‘I’m not used to it.’
Jack hands me a glass of water. ‘Have a drink, darling,’ he says solicitously. ‘It’ll make you feel better.’
Aware of Millie looking at me anxiously, I take a sip of water. ‘That’s better,’ I tell her. ‘Open your other presents, then you can play some games.’
There’s a silver bangle from Moira and Giles, and a silver trinket box from Diane and Adam, but I barely see them because it’s an effort to keep myself together. I sense Esther looking curiously at me, but for once I don’t care that she’s seen I’m upset.
‘Esther, aren’t you going to give Millie our present?’ Rufus asks.
‘Of course.’ Esther rallies herself and hands Millie a beautifully wrapped present. ‘I hope you like it,’ she says, smiling at her.
Millie opens it and finds a large red velvet box, its lid prettily decorated with sequins and glass beads. It’s exactly the sort of thing that Millie loves and, as she gasps in delight, I take a grip on myself and smile gratefully across at Esther.
‘It’s to keep things in,’ Esther tells her. ‘I bought it to match your new bedroom.’
Millie beams at her. ‘Is yellow,’ she says proudly. ‘My bedroom is yellow.’
Esther looks puzzled. ‘It’s red, isn’t it?’
Millie shakes her head. ‘Yellow. It my favourite colour.’
‘I thought your favourite colour was red.’
‘Yellow.’
Esther turns to Jack. ‘Didn’t you say that you were decorating Millie’s bedroom red because it was her favourite colour?’
‘No, I don’t think so.’
‘Yes, Jack, you did,’ Diane confirms. ‘At least, that’s what you told us that time you gatecrashed our lunch in town.’