“Yeah, she’s got a problem,” I said, and he gave me a sympathetic smile. “What the hell was that about?” I inclined my head back toward the rest area door as we stepped out into the brisk day. No snow on the ground, but the grass was all brown and the sky had clouded over.
“With the lady behind the counter?” he gave me a smile now. “I got her to focus on me, because if she’d looked at you for two more seconds, she would have recognized you and dropped a dime on us.”
“Oh.” I didn’t stop, just kept walking with Harry as he meandered slightly right, taking us across a stretch of brown, winter-dormant grass. “What about now?” I asked, wondering why we were wandering a strange circuit, currently heading away from the car.
“Oh, I just wanted to stretch my legs for a minute,” he said. I kept following him as we crested a very small hill and started back toward the sidewalk that ran the length of the parking lot and would, eventually, lead us back to our SUV. “Though I can’t pretend it doesn’t have an added benefit.”
“Which is?”
“There’s a man in a car over there who’d fawn all over you—quietly—if he recognizes you. Big supporter, big fan.” He nodded at a run-down station wagon with Illinois plates. I could see the guy he was talking about, dressed up in a fleece pullover and with close-cropped blond hair. “He doesn’t believe the media line about you.”
I stared at him, blissfully unaware that his hero—me, apparently—was watching him from less than twenty yards away. It was a weird feeling, knowing things about people that didn’t have the first clue that you knew of them. “He’s one of the few, I guess. Does that make him crazy?”
“Or at least a particular kind of ‘woke,’ maybe, in the parlance of our times,” Harry said.
“Figures you’d be a fan of The Big Lebowski,” I muttered.
“The wh—oh, it’s a movie,” Harry said. “Never seen it.”
“That’s a shame. You’d like it. The Dude abides.”
Harry paused, stared off into the distance. “Hm. I will like it.”
I frowned. “I thought you couldn’t read your own future?”
He kept walking slowly back toward the car. “You’re going to want to keep the speed at seventy or lower. Any higher and you’ll catch the wrong kind of attention.”
“Hey, Harry?” I asked, and he paused. “Should I, uh … do anything about Cassidy?”
He took a little breath, like even the guy who could see the future was uncertain. “Eventually,” he said. “You’ll know when to say something and when to do something.”
“That’s … super not helpful advice.”
“It’ll be helpful when you actually need the help, which you don’t yet,” Harry said, continuing his walk. “You ever hear the proverb about manna from heaven?”
“My mom wasn’t big on religion,” I said, falling in step next to him. “That may have come from being raised by the original Valkyrie, who actually knew gods.”
“Your view on religion is immaterial, it’s a good story,” Harry said, as we passed the car. I raised a hand to point, since Eilish and Cassidy were lingering outside, absorbing some of the not-so-lovely weather. Eilish shot me a questioning look as we went by; Cassidy was again buried in her laptop, on the hood of the SUV, humming something very quietly. I couldn’t tell for sure, but it sounded a lot like “The Girl From Ipanema.” But at a very high tempo.
“Oh, yeah?” I asked, trying to focus on what Harry was telling me.
“Yeah,” he said. “See, God provides food—manna—every day to the Israelites when they’re in the desert. It just appears, tons of it, enough to feed them for the day. The anxious among them would gather more, but it would rot by the morning. And the next day, boom, more manna on the ground.”
He stopped, and I stopped with him. “Lovely story,” I said. “I’m sure you told it for a reason.”
“My powers, the way I am … I’m like manna from heaven,” Harry said, with a grin that was nowhere in the ballpark of humble. “I’ll tell you what you need to know, when you need to know it. Let’s not overcomplicate this.”
I sighed. “Harry … admittedly I don’t know the background of that story, being only passingly familiar with it, but here’s what I see—those people were dependent on their god for food. Which is fine, if it’s your loving god who has led you out of slavery or whatever and is steering you toward—was it the promised land? I really don’t know. Anyway, you, I do not worship—”
“You could start any time, I won’t mind.” Damn, how he was grinning.
“You, I do not trust. Not to feed me—because I still haven’t gotten my waffle—”
“But you’re fed!”
“I can only eat so many Snickers bars before even my meta metabolism carb crashes, Harry. Anyway, forgive me for not, y’know, bowing and trusting you to dole out the information I need. Those people were not in charge of their own destiny, they were kept, because that’s what you do to dependents. You keep them in food, in clothing, in whatever they need.” I stared him down. “You control the supply of information so they make the choices you want them to make. You don’t give them any agency that way, and me, Harry? I make my own choices, okay? Have since—”
“Since the day you walked out the door of your own house, I know,” he said. “But you’ve had people controlling that flow of information the whole time.”
“Not by my choice,” I said.
“Yeah, by your choice,” he said. “By your choice to associate with them.” He leaned in a little. “If you hadn’t overheard where Reed was going next, do you believe for one minute he would have told you to go to Minneapolis?”
I started to reflexively say “yes” and then I bit my tongue.
Because the answer was not only “No,” it was “Hell no.” Reed would not have told me that trouble was heading to Minneapolis. He would have let me find that one out on the news whenever the clash happened.
“Even your brother controls the flow of information to you,” Harry said. “This is what we do as humans, we try and take care of those closest to us.”
“I’m not that close to you, Harry,” I said, and then I realized I was only about a foot away. “You know what I mean.”
“Yeah, I got it,” he said. “And you’re right. But—like I said before, I need your help, and part of the service rendered here is that you get my annoying insights whether you want them or not. And sometimes that means you get your information spoon fed, just like you would get it from any of your other friends. I’m just more honest and more informed than they are.”
I felt my forehead reach boiling. “Can’t you just treat me like an adult and tell me the whole truth? Just get it all out there—’Here’s what you’ll be facing this episode, better gird yourself, Sienna girl’?”
He chuckled. “The human mind is a funny thing. Maybe one person in a thousand could handle that kind of guidance. Probably less. You ever heard that old sod about ‘When the student is ready, the teacher will appear’?”
“Tell me you’re not casting yourself in the role of teacher as well as therapist, fight instructor, and—I dunno, client? What else would we call what we’re doing here?”