Grace sighed. “Yeah, he’s a nice guy,” she commented dismissively.
A husky voice floated from the far end of the bar. “I’ll say he’s a nice guy. Hot as Hades, too. I can’t wait for round two with that man.”
The blonde woman Max had left Whiskey’s with propped herself against the bar, elbows bent, her lips painted a bright red that washed out her skin. She smiled at Grace in a way that was neither nice nor genuine. It was more like a sneer that made Grace’s spine straighten. Blondie pushed her boobs together, resting them on her forearms on the bar top, giving the other patrons an eyeful. In her tight vest top and even tighter jeans, she was all hard fucking and dirty passion with no limits. She was everything Grace would never be.
Deputy Yates scoffed. “Jesus, Fay, you don’t change. He ain’t a nice guy. I don’t trust him.”
But Grace wasn’t listening.
She was too busy trying to delete the vision of Max and Fay that slammed indiscriminately into her brain. Jealousy moved through her, clutching her stomach and shoving shame into her chest. She leaned against the sink behind the bar and breathed. It wasn’t that she was jealous of Fay being with Max that way. No, it wasn’t that. Grace was damned sure he’d had plenty of women in his time—the man couldn’t help being devastatingly attractive.
It was the thought of his being with a woman who could satisfy him, who could give him a night he wouldn’t forget, a woman who wouldn’t cry when he tried to touch her intimately, or freeze when he held her down. A woman who would ride him with abandon, take control, and allow him to do the same. She was envious of Fay and the unadulterated sex that burst from her and the way in which she embraced it without apology.
It was so unfair. It was unfair that one man, a man she’d trusted, loved, worshipped even, had stripped her of all the sexual confidence she’d ever had. He stole it from her violently, possessively, and beat her with it, leaving scars inside and out.
No.
Grace knew she could never match up to a woman like Fay.
And it hurt.
It hurt all over again.
Max knew there was something wrong with Grace even before they started their run the following morning. She seemed so far away, lost in her head, leaving her unnervingly quiet. He’d asked if she was okay as they stretched, and she’d answered that she was fine, but he wasn’t convinced. She looked . . . sad. The green of her eyes was less emerald as though dulled by her thoughts.
They ran their route the same as they always did, stopped for water, and carried on. There was no exclaiming about colors or the beauty of the forest, as there was ordinarily from Grace. She didn’t even rummage around in her bra and pull out her phone to take any pictures, which had become, arguably, the highlight of Max’s day.
Shit was not okay.
He slowed down to a quick walk, waiting for her to realize that and join him, which she did with a curious expression.
“Are you all right?” she asked, looking him over and trying to spot an injury.
“I’m good,” he answered. “I was just thinking, maybe we could change it up a little today. I know another way that we haven’t used yet.”
She glanced around and shrugged. “Okay.”
He set off, leaving the dirt path and heading farther into the forest, knowing the track he’d explored as a kid like the back of his hand, jumping over fallen trees, over puddles left from the overnight rain, and dodging the thick branches that tried to grab them as they ran. It was darker the deeper they ventured; the sun blocked by the canopy of leaves, making it cooler, more eerie.
“Max,” Grace panted at his side. “Where the hell are we going?”
“Just wait,” he called back. “Come on.”
They ran for a few more minutes before, with a yell, Grace came to a grinding halt, breathless and sweating, her eyes darting about the place.
“Where are you taking me, Max?” she demanded, shifting from foot to foot. “I have no idea where we are! This isn’t funny.”
With any other half-dressed, hot woman alone with him in the woods, Max would have made a joke about being a kidnapper eager to have his wicked way with her. But something in her tone, the anxious shake of her voice, warned him that that probably wasn’t a good idea.
He held up his palms. “It’s all right. We’re almost there. Look.”
He turned and pointed through the trees where sunlight and the faint sound of running water filtered through. Max watched Grace carefully. He saw the tension in her neck, the cautiousness in her face, and was immediately contrite. They were still only getting to know each other and here he was, a drug addict, leading her into the deep, dark forest. No wonder she was freaking out.
“Shit. I didn’t mean to alarm you or anything. I just wanted to show you something.”
Grace regarded him for a moment before she rubbed a hand down her face and exhaled noisily. “No. I’m sorry. I’m— It’s not you. I just . . . ignore me.”
Max nodded. “It’s just through there.”