“It means that we have a serious behavioral problem with Wavy.”
“I don’t know what you mean when you write being disrespectful. She doesn’t smart off.”
“What am I to call it when she disobeys me every single day? I know the sort of young man you are. The sort of boy your brother was. You think defying authority is cool. I don’t see that it’s gotten you very far. I know it didn’t get your brother very far. How long has he been in prison?”
“A while now.” Kellen’s jaw got tight and he wasn’t looking at Mrs. Norton anymore.
Seeing how her eyes burned when she looked at his lucky tattoo, I put my hand on his arm to cover up as much of it as I could. I wanted to protect him, but he frowned.
“This ain’t got nothin’ to do with my brother,” he said.
“Ain’t got nothin’? Obviously you were never in my class, Mr. Barfoot. I would have cured you of that lamentable turn of phrase. One way or another.”
“I just don’t see why you made this whole list. You wrote down, Didn’t eat lunch like fifty times. She’s not doing it to disobey you. She just don’t like eating in front of folks.”
“She doesn’t eat lunch because she’s allowed to do as she pleases. She’s eleven years old and, from her behavior in my class, I suspect she’s allowed to rule the roost. Does anyone ever say no to her?”
“How can eating lunch get graded?”
“Because it represents a serious behavioral problem that you are indulging.”
Kellen’s voice got too big for the classroom. “Goddamn, that’s fucking bullshit.”
“Mr. Barfoot! Are you in the habit of speaking that way in front of Wavy?”
“It’s not like she’s gonna repeat it.”
“That is exactly what I mean. Perhaps she doesn’t talk because you think it’s funny.”
Kellen hauled himself up and I wished for him to smack Mrs. Norton, the way he once smacked Danny for smoking a joint in the shop bay. Kellen slapped the side of his head, knocking the joint on the floor. Then he ground it into the greasy concrete. I wanted to see Mrs. Norton ground into the concrete.
“It’s no use talking to you. You’re like every teacher I ever had,” Kellen said.
“Do you think Wavy will make anything of herself if you plant a hatred of school in her?”
“She doesn’t hate school. She just hates you. I don’t blame her.”
Mrs. Norton tsk-tsked at us while we walked away. Outside, Kellen swung his leg over the bike and sat down hard.
“I’m sorry I embarrassed you. I didn’t even think about that stupid tattoo. I should’ve covered it up like I did when I went to court. I was trying to make things better and all I did was make it worse.”
I shrugged. If I was already failing sixth grade, it couldn’t get much worse.
5
MISS DEGRASSI
December 1980
Lisa DeGrassi only went to the party because John Lennon was dead, and she was out of wine. Powell County was dry and she couldn’t face the night sober. The party was in a double-wide trailer out in the country, where Stacy’s Pinto rattled over ruts in the dirt road until Lisa thought her teeth would fall out.
Inside, the trailer was decorated like a penthouse: leather couches, glass coffee tables, and chandeliers. A trailer with chandeliers.
Walking into the party, Lisa expected the worst—bad music and people she knew. The Rolling Stones played at high volume, while people danced awkwardly. Stacy had been right about the refreshments on offer, though. There was a bar full of booze, free for the taking, and a coffee table cluttered with bongs and pipes and pills. The kind of party Lisa never went to, because she was always afraid of running into a student’s parents.
“It’s not even in Powell County. It’s in Belton County,” Stacy had said, like that made all the difference in the world. She came from a nearby town even smaller than Powell.
Lisa stood in the middle of the pounding music, downing free drinks, and when someone offered her a lit joint, she accepted. Later, when someone offered her a line of coke to snort, she thought, Who cares if someone sees me? Who fucking cares?
“Oops, watch that sleeve or you’ll make a mess,” said the man who’d cut the line of coke. He leaned over her, catching the loose sleeve of her peasant blouse so she wouldn’t drag it through the fine white dust. Then he said, “You wanna go easy. That’s meth, not coke.”
Lisa hesitated, and instead of snorting the line, she let the rolled bill slip out of her hand onto the coffee table. She stood up, confused, to find the man smiling at her. He was blond and tanned, with bright blue eyes and perfect white teeth. Powell County’s own Bo Duke. Or Belton County’s?
“Hi,” she said.
“Hi. I don’t think I’ve seen you around before.”
“No, I don’t go out much.”
“You should.” He slipped his hand inside her sleeve to touch her bare arm. His fingers were warm, tracing hypnotic patterns.
She felt dizzy and nauseated. The bass line thundered in the bottom of her stomach.