“Shhh. I think his identity’s a secret.”
“Kid, nothing’s a secret when you broadcast it on AM radio. Tell him—tell him I want to help him.”
“Are you sure?” Pete asked. “That sounds suspiciously like a nice thing to do, which doesn’t sound like you.”
“Look, there’s your funny bone; I thought you’d lost it. Tell him I want to see his script for tonight. Tell him who I am.”
“I thought that was a secret. Like Diablo Diablo.”
Tony pulled his head out of the truck to face Pete with all of his height. Pete could not know it, because he had never known him before he had gotten burned out at the radio station, but Tony currently looked more like his normal self than he had in years, even at twenty feet tall. The life had returned to his eyes. “Are you going to do it, or not?”
Of course Pete was going to do it. He agreed under the condition that Tony cease and desist his trespassing, and then he returned to work.
By then, the rest of Bicho Raro had woken. Everyone, pilgrims and Sorias alike, heard Jennie enthusiastically practicing her new skill. As the radio blared from her bedroom, she spoke loudly and independently in fragments of lyrics heard minutes before.
“Oh, what a beautiful morning!” she greeted Padre Jiminez.
“Life is sweet! It may sound silly, but I don’t care!” she told Robbie.
“I’m gonna fix this world today,” she told Pete as she marched past the little house.
“I’m glad to hear it,” Pete replied, and she merely grinned instead of repeating what he said.
Her enthusiasm was catching, and no one caught it harder than Joaquin. By midday, both he and Beatriz had found their way to Pete’s worksite and kept him company in their own way. Beatriz sat silently out of the way, constructing a dipole cage antenna, admiring how Pete had stripped off his T-shirt as the work grew harder. Joaquin paced on top of a beam, prattling endlessly with increasingly grandiose ideas. He was in bright spirits. For the first time in his young life, he felt he was doing what he was truly meant to do. He was proud of last night’s broadcast and hoped that Daniel really had been able to hear it. He was also more than willing to take credit for Jennie’s improvement. He was full of pride, too, that his audience had widened to include the pilgrims.
“Our broadcast could heal them all,” he said.
This was such a boastful statement that Beatriz finally broke her silence. “It may have been coincidence. She may have been just about to make a breakthrough anyway.” When Joaquin pouted, she added, “I’m not saying the radio wasn’t part of it. I’m merely saying it requires another trial.”
“What kind of trial would satisfy you?”
“Something very specifically directed with the intent of helping, so we could measure the results and know it was from us.”
“I don’t know what that means.”
Beatriz put down her antenna. “For instance, if you prepared a program specifically for the twins, highlighting what they needed to heal themselves. Then, if they improved quickly, that would be a result.”
Joaquin shivered where he sat, both with the thrill of having such a direct effect and with the residual fear of breaking a long-held taboo in such a dramatic way. “But with the purpose of it hidden,” he said. “No names mentioned. So no one would realize it was someone from Bicho Raro.”
Pete spoke from inside the half-finished house. “Also, if you don’t use any names, everyone who has a problem sort of like theirs will think you were talking straight to them.”
Joaquin was so overcome with the idea of it that he had to drink two of his bottles of water in a row to cure the sudden dryness of his mouth. This felt like the future to him. This felt like real radio.
“Show me the inside of the house,” Beatriz told Pete. She did not really want to see the interior, but she had been thinking hard as Joaquin spoke, and wanted to speak to Pete alone about these thoughts. As she suspected, Joaquin did not notice this strategy. He continued pacing on the beam, contemplating his grand show, as Pete joined Beatriz inside the little house.
The structure was more impressive than Beatriz had expected, considering its humble origins. Now that Pete knew the little house was going to be completed instead of torn down, he took its construction more seriously. It had to earn its place among all the other buildings here if it was going to stand for any length of time. He liked the sense of Soria history and memories he had heard so far, so he had begun to build as many Soria memories and feelings into it as he could manage. He used some of the optimism from the already scavenged barn to support the floorboards, and he tinted the windows with some of the handsomeness of thought from Francisco’s greenhouse, and he took some of the warm sentiment from Nana’s garden for the grout between the stones. He had not meant to add his own steadfastness, nor any of his new love, but those traits had also nonetheless joined the others. This is the way of our work: We cannot help but color it with the paint of our feelings, both good and bad.
Beatriz felt all of this inside the house. Her feet stood on memories and light streamed through memories onto her and dust drifted down from the memories in the roof supports. In a low voice, she said to him, “I have an idea and I’m afraid if I don’t say it to you, I might say it to Joaquin, and I think that would be very unwise.”
She was a little surprised at herself for even telling Pete, but she knew that to give words to Pete was to give them to a vault.
“Okay,” said Pete.
“I don’t think Joaquin is wrong that the radio can help the pilgrims. I think what they have always needed is someone to guide them through, even though we are not allowed. We’ve seen so many pilgrims come through and we’ve learned how they solve their problems, but we can’t share any of this knowledge with them. I don’t think this was the way it always was, but I don’t have any way of knowing that. Anyway, if it is true—if Joaquin’s program helped Jennie last night, and if it helps the twins tonight as I think it might, then”—Beatriz lowered her voice even further, and Pete leaned into her so that she could barely speak the words into his ear—“then we might also be able to reach Daniel and help him heal himself.”
Because while Joaquin had been discussing the radio show, he had been pacing beside the pilgrims’ lodge site and thus thinking about the pilgrims currently overflowing Bicho Raro. But Beatriz had been thinking about a different pilgrim: Daniel.
Pete straightened. “It’s all right to be upset,” he told her.
This frustrated Beatriz, who could not understand why he would say such a thing. “I’m not upset. I am telling you the facts.”
She did not realize that both of these things could be true.
“All right,” Pete said.
“I’m not.”
“I said, all right,” Pete repeated. He didn’t want to annoy her, so he hurried on. “Here’s what I think. I think you should tell Joaquin what you just told me.”