—
He is sent to the crowded courthouse and presented to the district magistrate, the magistrate takes two minutes to send him to judicial custody with no consideration of bail. He is driven with the other prisoners on a bus to Tihar Jail. They are lined up for processing; they sit in sullen rows on wooden benches in the reception hall, surrounded by placards with rules hammered into the damp, pockmarked plaster of the walls. When his turn arrives, he’s taken into a cramped office where a clerk and a prison doctor with their typewriter and stethoscope await. His possessions are laid out once more: wallet, money clip containing twenty thousand rupees, the book of matches bearing the name Palace Grande, the empty shoulder holster. The money is counted.
The clerk takes his pencil and begins to fill out the form.
“Name?”
The prisoner stares at them.
“Name?”
“Ajay,” he says, barely audible.
“Father’s name?”
“Hari.”
“Age?”
“Twenty-two.”
“Occupation?”
“Driver.”
“Speak up.”
“Driver.”
“Who is your employer?”
The clerk looks over his glasses.
“What is the name of your employer?”
“Gautam Rathore.”
Ten thousand rupees are taken from his money, the rest is handed back to him.
“Put it in your sock,” the clerk says.
* * *
—
He is processed and sent to Jail No. 1, led through the courtyard to the barracks, taken along the dank corridor to a wide cell where nine other inmates live crowded and packed. Clothes hang from the cell bars like in a market stall, and the floor inside is covered with tattered mattresses, blankets, buckets, bundles, sacks. A small squatting latrine in the corner. Though there’s no room left, the warden orders a small space to be cleared out for him on the cold floor next to the latrine. But no mattress can be spared. Ajay lays the blanket he’s been given on the stone floor. He sits with his back to the wall, staring vacantly ahead. A few of his cellmates come and tell him their names, but he says nothing, acknowledges nothing. He curls into a ball and sleeps.
* * *
—
When he comes to, he sees a man standing over him. Old and missing teeth, with frantic eyes. More than sixty years on earth, he is saying. More than sixty years. He’s an autorickshaw driver from Bihar, or at least he was on the outside. He’s been here awaiting trial for six years. He’s innocent. It’s one of the first things he says. “I’m innocent. I’m supposed to be a drug peddler. But I’m innocent. I was caught in the wrong place. A peddler was in my rickshaw, but he ran and the cops took me.” He goes on to ask what Ajay is charged with, how much money he has hidden away with him. Ajay ignores him, turns in the opposite direction. “Suit yourself,” the old man cheerfully says, “but you should know, I can get things done around here. For one hundred rupees I can get you another blanket, for one hundred rupees I can get you a better meal.” “Let him be,” hollers another cellmate, a plump, dark boy from Aligarh, who is picking his teeth with a piece of neem. “Don’t you know who he is, he’s the Mercedes Killer.” The old man shuffles off. “I’m Arvind,” the fat boy says. “They say I killed my wife, but I’m innocent.”
* * *
—
Out into the courtyard, break time. Hundreds of inmates piling out of their cells to congregate. Men size him up. He’s something of a celebrity. They’ve all heard about the Mercedes Killer. They want a closer look, judge for themselves his innocence or guilt, see how tough he is, how scared, decide where he could belong. It only takes a minute to recognize he’s one of the innocent, a scapegoat for a wealthy boss. Men try to prize this truth from him. What was he promised to take the fall? Something sweet? Money, when he gets out? Or will his sons and daughters be sent through school? Or did it come from the other side? Was his family threatened? Was his life in danger? Or was he just loyal?
Representatives from the gangs that run the jail approach him in the yard, in the dining hall, in the corridors, canvass his support, present their pitch. The Chawanni gang, the Sissodia gang, the Beedi gang, the Haddi gang, the Atte gang. The dreaded Bawania gang. The Acharya gang, the Guptas. As an innocent man, as a man unaccustomed to the criminal life, he will need protection. He will soon become a target for extortion if he does not pick a gang; without a gang’s support, a man will rape him soon enough, a warden will have him transferred to a cell, alone with another cellmate, he will be his sport, no one will come when he screams. And they’ll take whatever money he has. They offer this as sage and neutral advice, as if they were not the threat. He is pulled this way and that. What money do you have? Join our gang. Join our gang and you’ll have security. You’ll have a mobile phone, pornography, chicken. You’ll be exempt from the “freshers party” coming your way. Join our gang and you can fuck, you can rape. Our gang is the strongest. You should join us before it’s too late. He ignores each pitch. By the time he returns to his cell, his blanket has been taken away.
* * *
—
He prefers to be alone and in pain anyway. The horror of the dead follows him inside, he mourns them as he breathes. He refuses all the gangs, snubs the emissaries and their overtures. So on the second day, outside the pharmacy, alone, just after he’s been called to visit the doctor, three men from another cell converge on him. They stick out their tongues and remove the razor blades they keep in their mouths; they set upon him, slashing at his face and chest and the forearms he raises to protect himself. He takes the cuts in penance, making no expression of pain. Then his patience finally snaps, breaks like a trapdoor. He shatters his first attacker’s nose with the heel of his palm, takes the second man’s arm at the elbow and snaps it at the joint. The third he sweeps down to the floor. He snatches one of their razors and takes it to this man’s tongue, slicing it down the middle, squeezing the squealing prisoner’s jaw open with his grip.
* * *
—
He’s found standing over them, splattered in blood, the prisoners howling in pain as he’s locked in solitary in a daze. They beat him, tell him he’ll be there for a very long time. Once the door shuts, he goes wild, snarling and slapping and kicking the walls. Screaming without language. Incomprehensible words. He cannot control his world.
* * *
—
He imagines the end. Everything he is and all he’s done. But no. The next morning, the door is opened, new guards enter. They tell him to come with them. He’ll shower first. He’s shivering naked and raw. When they approach, he curls his fists, back to the wall, to fight. They laugh and throw him fresh clothes.
* * *