“Sure are.” Al settles into his rocker, pulling out his pipe and tobacco. He starts tamping and lighting, both of us spying on Betsy and the boy out the window and trying to act like we aren’t.
After a while the boy climbs down and sets his pad of paper on the hood of the car. He offers his hand to Betsy, who slides down into his embrace. Even from this distance I can feel the heat between them. They stand there talking for a minute, and then Betsy tugs on his hand, pulling him toward—oh Lord, she’s bringing him up to the house. I feel a momentary panic: the floor is dusty, my dress soiled, my hair unkempt. Al’s overalls are splashed with mud. It’s been a long time since I’ve worried about being seen through the eyes of a stranger. As they walk toward the house, though, I see the boy gazing at Betsy and realize I don’t need to worry. She is all he sees.
He’s at the screen, now, on the threshold. Lanky, smiling, quivering with energy, he fills the entire doorway. “What a marvelous house,” he murmurs as he opens the screen, craning his neck to look up and around the room. “The light in here is extraordinary.”
“Christina, Alvaro, this is Andrew,” Betsy says, coming in behind him.
He inclines his head. “Hope you don’t mind my crashing in uninvited. Betsy swore it was okay.”
“We don’t stand on ceremony,” my brother says. “I’m Al.”
“People after my own heart. And call me Andy, please.”
“Well, I’m Christina,” I say.
“I call her Christie, but no one else does,” Al adds.
“Christina, then,” Andy says, settling his gaze on me. I detect no judgment in it, only a kind of anthropological curiosity. Still, his keen attention makes me blush.
Turning to Al, I say quickly, “Remember that book Treasure Island? His father did the paintings for it, Betsy said.”
“Did he now?” Al’s face lights up. “You can’t forget those pictures. I probably read that book a dozen times. Might be the only book I ever actually finished, now that I think about it. I wanted to be a pirate.”
Andy breaks into a grin. His teeth are large and white, like a movie star’s. “So did I. Still do, in fact.”
Betsy’s holding the oversized drawing pad. As proud as a new mother, she brings it over to show me. “Look what Andy did, Christina, in that short amount of time.”
The paper is still damp. In bold strokes Andy reduced the house to a white box with two gables facing the sea. The fields are green and yellow, with bristly blades of grass poking up here and there. Near-black firs, a purple swipe of mountains, watery clouds. Though the watercolor has been done quickly—there’s movement in the brushstrokes, as if the wind is blowing through—it’s clear this boy knows what he’s doing. The windows are mere suggestions, but you have the peculiar sense that you can see inside. The house seems rooted in the earth.
“It’s just a sketch,” Andy says, coming up beside me. “I’ll keep working at it.”
“Looks like a nice place to live,” I say. The house is snug and cozy, a fairy-tale version of the one Al and I actually live in, the only hint of its decay in smudges of blue and brown.
Andy laughs. “You tell me.” Running two fingers over the paper, he says, “Such stark lines. There’s something about this place . . . You’ve lived here a long time?”
I nod.
“I sense that. That it’s a place filled with stories. I’ll bet I could paint it for a hundred years and never get tired of it.”
“Oh, you’d get tired of it,” Al says.
We all laugh.
Andy claps his hands together. “Hey, guess what? Today is my birthday.”
“Is it really?” Betsy asks. “You didn’t tell me.”
He puts his arm around her and tugs her toward him. “Didn’t I? I feel like you know everything about me already.”
“Not yet,” she says.
“What’s your age?” I ask him.
“Twenty-two.”
“Twenty-two! Betsy’s only seventeen.”
“A mature seventeen,” Betsy blurts, color rising to her cheeks.
Andy seems amused. “Well, I’ve never cared much about age. Or maturity.”
“How are you going to celebrate?” I ask.
He raises an eyebrow at Betsy. “I’d say I’m celebrating right now.”
BETSY DOESN’T SHOW up again until several weeks later, when she bursts into the kitchen and practically dances across the floor. “Christina, we are engaged,” she says breathlessly, clasping my hand.
“Engaged?!”
She nods. “Can you believe it?”
You’re so young, I start to say; it’s too quick, you hardly know each other . . .
Then I think of my own life. All the years, all the waiting that led to nothing. I saw how the two of them were together. The spark between them. I feel like you know everything about me already. “Of course I can,” I say.
Ten months later, a postcard arrives. Betsy and Andy are married. When they return to Maine for the summer, I hand Betsy a wedding gift: two pillowcases I made and embroidered with flowers. It took me four days to make the French knots for the daisies and the tiny buttonhole-stitch leaves; my hands, stiff and gnarled, don’t work the way they used to.
Betsy looks closely at the embroidery and holds the pillowcases to her chest. “I will treasure these. They’re perfect.”
I give her a smile. They’re not perfect. The lines are uneven, the flower petals spiky and overlarge; the cotton is marked faintly with the residue of ripped stitches.
Betsy has always been kind.
She shows me photographs from their upstate New York wedding ceremony: Andy in a tuxedo, Betsy in white with gardenias in her hair, both beaming with joy. After their five-day honeymoon, she tells me, she’d assumed they would drive to Canada for the wedding of a close friend, but Andy said he had to get back to work. “He’d told me before we were married that was how it would be,” she says. “But I didn’t quite believe it until that moment.”
“So did you go by yourself?”
She shakes her head. “I stayed with him. This is what I signed up for. The work is everything.”
OUT THE KITCHEN window I see Andy trudging up the field toward the house, hitching one leg forward, dragging the other, his gait uneven. Strange that I didn’t notice that before. Here he is at the door in paint-flecked boots, a white cotton shirt rolled to the elbow, a sketch pad under his arm. He knocks, two firm raps, and pulls open the screen. “Betsy has some errands to do. Is it okay if I hang around?”
I try to act nonchalant, but my heart is racing. I can’t remember the last time I was alone with a man other than Al. “Suit yourself.”
He steps inside.