The first thing I notice is how beautiful they are. Colors and patterns that defy the digital depictions we’ve been raised on in the Greenhouse. There’s the tufali—more than one actually—and their pastel blue coats, the silver undercoat. Their tusks are iridescent, pearly. There’s the gwabi, with its glistening coat of sable, the creamy markings that cover its body irregular but uniform across all three specimens. The hortov—deeply, richly green; a foliage dweller, the scattering of shimmering dots across its belly adapted to look like moisture hanging from branches. But I only glance at each of them quickly, where they all lie still in their white-clay cages, to see that they all actually exist as real creatures outside of the classroom projections. The room that contains them is long, several times as big as the sorting room or even the Greenhouse, their clay enclosures varying in size.
The second thing I notice is the noise. I keep my eyes on the ground, feeling suddenly guilty that these beautiful creatures are caged because of us, calling to get out. The din grows and grows: a buzzing of raucous sound, patterns of noise overlapping, interrupting, blending. It doesn’t sound like any particular animal’s call: it all flows together, almost like words. I can’t isolate any single noise. My mother leads us down the middle of the room, and I almost put my hands over my ears to blunt the clamor when I notice the third thing: my father.
He’s talking to another whitecoat, comparing the screens of their slates. They don’t appear to be raising their voices above the noise and I wonder how they can hear each other. I don’t look back at the animals, as much as I want to. Instead, I focus on my father. When he sees me, I want him to see my calm, my restraint. Scientist demeanor, I think. I’ve taken the oath and I’m here, unmoved.
He finally turns to look at our group, acknowledging my mother first. His face is the way it always looks: smooth, placid. There must be a sleep ward somewhere in the labs. He hasn’t been sleeping at home, but he looks rested.
“Good morning,” he says. “I’m glad to see you all here. If you’re in this room, you have taken the oath and entered the scientific community. This is the containment room. These specimens are animals that have yet to undergo any research or experimentation. We keep them in a separate holding area from those already involved in a project in order to prevent them from influencing one another.”
“Do you mean infecting each other?” Yaya asks. “The experiments are contagious?”
“No, no, nothing like that,” my father says. “We have not been working with illnesses. I mean influence. Thanks to Dr. English”—he nods at my mother—“we now know that animals on Faloiv are able to communicate in ways we don’t fully understand, and eventually we realized that communication was affecting the outcomes of experiments, so we’ve learned to separate them.”
“So . . . they were talking to each other about the experiments?” Alma says.
“Yes,” my father says without a smile.
Alma’s eyebrows knit together for an instant. Her face eventually relaxes, but a small furrow remains between her eyes. She has more questions, but my father—as usual—isn’t receptive. And my mother, I realize suddenly, is gone.
“Any other questions?” He stares at me even though he’s addressing the group.
I give a small shrug, trying to ignore my growing headache. “When do we start?” I say.
He smirks. I can’t tell if it means he’s pleased or displeased.
“Not today,” he says, and he enjoys the look of disappointment that appears on Alma’s, Jaquot’s, and Yaya’s faces. Rondo, I know, is indifferent. So am I, or at least my face is. Although the noise of this room is making me consider a career in shopkeeping in the relative quiet of the commune or the archives like Aiyana.
“You are off sorting duty,” my father continues, “but you won’t begin observing lab work until next week. First you must spend some time in collection.”
“Collection?” Yaya says, raising one eyebrow. I, too, imagine something distasteful: cleaning droppings from the animals’ cages or collecting urine for analysis. I brace myself for my father’s answer. But it’s Rondo’s voice I hear.
“Specimen collection,” he says. “With the finders. We’re going into the jungle?”
My father opens his mouth to reply, but a door at the far end of the containment room slams open and a whitecoat bursts through it.
“Dr. English!” he cries. “We need you with Tufali 8 immediately!”
“What’s happened?” my father says, taking a step toward the whitecoat, hesitant to leave us.
“The specimen was sedated and Dr. Sligo attempted to run a test. The specimen woke up and it’s out of control. We’re having . . . difficulty containing it.”
From the look on the whitecoat’s face, it sounds like more than “difficulty.” He looks almost on the verge of tears. I wonder if my father will call him emotional.
“Wait here,” my father says to us. They disappear through the door.
No one says anything for a moment. We all stare at one another. Alma looks embarrassed as she opens her mouth to speak. “Should we . . . ?”
“Yes,” Yaya says without waiting for her to finish, and they take off running across the containment room for the door at the end. Their feet echo slightly, even with the noise of the animals. Jaquot is on their tails. Rondo stands to my left looking slightly crestfallen.
“Well, I guess we go too,” he says.
“Yep.”
We run after them, and I find myself running faster than I need to, eager to escape the crushing din of this room. They’re afraid, the animals. I can tell. The feeling isn’t strong, but it’s real. Their fear is all around me; I can almost smell it, thick and pungent.
Outside, Alma and the others are already creeping down the hall by the time Rondo and I come out.
“I can hear them from all the way out here,” I say softly. “I don’t know how the whitecoats concentrate with all that noise.”
Rondo looks at me strangely. Ahead, Alma is creeping up to a research room that appears to be open.
“You can hear who?” Rondo asks.
“The animals.”
He looks confused.
“But . . .”
“Octavia!” Alma hisses.