In the days immediately preceding their departure for the country, both Sir Henry and Lady Holmes made a number of appointments with tailors, milliners, modistes, haberdashers, and conveyers of other fine goods. They always regretted their splurges upon receipt of the accounts. But an entire Season surrounded by their wealthier peers and all the luxuries that poured into the heart of an empire never failed to eradicate memories of past regret.
This ill-considered frenzy of acquisition usually depressed Livia: another year without a proposal, another year closer to irreversible spinsterhood, and here were her parents, squandering the money that could be used to put a roof over Livia’s head in her old age, nudging her another step closer to that cabbage-eating, dingy boardinghouse-dwelling future that loomed ever over an unwanted woman without any means of support.
But at least today it meant that she, too, could be out of the house, browsing the shelves at Hatchards, dreaming of a collection of her own, so many books that the entire house would smell of leather, paper, and binding.
“Excuse me, miss, but is this yours?”
Livia spun around. Good heavens, it really was him, the young man from the park the other day, except he wasn’t holding anything out toward her.
He grinned, his brown eyes warm and crinkled at the corners. “Already looking for more books? Have you finished those two Collins novels?”
“Yes, I have, as a matter of fact.”
“And do you agree with me or my friend on their merits?”
“Your friend, most certainly. Moonstone is superior to The Woman in White.”
“No!” After that cry of mock horror, his smile was back in full force. “In that case, we must read something else in common and see if our opinions converge better the next time around.”
Her heart thudded. Was he implying that she would see him again? “Have you any titles to recommend? I intend to read more books along the lines of Moonstone and The Woman in White.”
“There is a German book from a while ago, Das Fr?ulein von Scuderi. Very dramatic stuff. There are also some stories by Mr. Poe, the American.”
“Oh, please don’t recommend ‘The Murders in the Rue Morgue.’”
“Never! Not the blasted orangutan. I was angry for days afterward.”
“Me, too!” concurred Livia wholeheartedly. “My sister had to listen to endless grumbling on my part. And if Mr. Poe weren’t already dead, I’d have written him a strongly worded letter—and paid for the transatlantic postage to make my displeasure known.”
He laughed. To her disbelief, Livia found herself laughing with him, unabashed glee coursing through her veins. Dear God, it felt good to finally speak to someone who understood the affront that was the blasted orangutan.
Their laughter subsided. For a moment, neither of them said anything. Then he asked, “If I may be so forward, miss, what inspired your interest in this genre of stories?”
Because she had nothing to lose, she told him the truth. “I hope to write a similar story, but better, of course.”
“Please do! Will you divulge a thing or two of the plot?”
“Well, I want it to be a revenge story. A spate of mysterious deaths, a genius who strides in to untangle the web, and then, the revelation of a terrible wrong from decades ago, now avenged.”
He gasped. “You mean, a variation on the Sackville case, with the involvement of that man. Now why can’t I remember his name?”
“Holmes.”
“Yes, Sherlock Holmes. You must write it. I will be the first one in line to buy a copy.”
Charlotte had said she believed Livia could write such a story. But Charlotte never voluntarily touched fiction. This young man, however, was a connoisseur. And he wanted to read her—as of yet nonexistent—work.
“And will you stay up all night reading?” she heard herself ask.
He gazed at her. “Not likely. I will finish reading by bedtime, so I will most likely go to sleep wishing I could read it again for the first time.”
She swallowed. She must be red; her face, her throat, and even her ears felt scalding hot.
He gazed at her another moment, then bowed and left.
Livia trudged up the stairs to her room, closed the door, and flopped down on the bed.
After her first meeting with the still-nameless young man, she had felt a secret excitement—ruthlessly tamped down, of course, exemplified by her midnight jaunt to retrieve the letter about him from Mott. Nevertheless, that excitement had lingered, as if she already knew, somehow, that she would run into him again.
But now she was only dejected, convinced that they had exhausted their lifetime allotment of chance encounters.
Why hadn’t she introduced herself? Well, because she had been taught from birth that it wasn’t proper to meet anyone, men or women, but especially men, except via a trusted mutual acquaintance who could vouch for everyone involved. She’d never minded the stricture before because she didn’t enjoy meeting people. But now her unthinking obedience had robbed her of any chance she might have at . . .
At what?
She stared at the ceiling and cursed under her breath. And then, louder. The house was silent. Her parents hadn’t returned yet. She could hear footsteps and some soft, muffled words from Bernadine’s room—one of the maids must be trying to coax her to eat.
Livia rubbed her face. Why did she do this? Why let her imagination run away on the merest hint of anything? A man spoke to her for two minutes and she was ready to rip London apart to present him with a proposal of marriage.
It was not going to happen. None of it was going to happen. She needed to forget her fanciful conjectures, get up, and check on Bernadine. But the thought of facing Bernadine’s own kind of despondency only made her wish she could sink deeper into the mattress.
The door to her room creaked. Charlotte entered in a striking white day dress with purple polka dots on the bodice and purple stripes down the sleeves, a peaked straw hat trimmed with a matching purple plume in her hand.
Livia sighed—she hated for Charlotte to see her like this.
The next moment she bolted upright. “Charlotte! What are you—wait, that was you with Bernadine? You can’t stay! Mamma and Papa will be back soon.”
“I’ll leave in a minute.”
Charlotte glanced around the room in her usual unhurried manner, before she looked back at Livia with a steady, attentive gaze.
No one would ever label Charlotte tender or loving, and yet Livia had always been at ease with her little sister. She used to believe it was because Charlotte was so peculiar that she herself felt normal. But she’d been dead wrong.
Charlotte knew everything about Livia—and Charlotte did not want Livia to be anything other than who she was. And Livia had not realized how much she needed it until she met the young man and was reminded of what it felt like to be accepted.
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