“Help yourself.”
A little while later, he gave me a hand up into the helicopter, which was too loud for conversation. I was glad. The flight to the airport was short. I waited in the lounge with Agent Munder for the flight to San Francisco, which was also short.
Conklin and Cindy met me at SFO, and they both hugged me to pieces. I sat in the backseat on the drive into the city, leaning toward them over the seat back so I could tell them about my fifteen hours with the CIA.
I fell asleep while I was talking.
Cindy walked with me upstairs to the apartment and sat with Mrs. Rose and Julie until I’d finished taking the best shower of my entire life. And then everyone left us alone.
I sat in Joe’s chair holding our child, and then I sobbed deeply until she started crying, too. Poor Martha was dumbfounded. She barked and yipped and circled until I was all cried out.
We napped. Then we went to the park, my girls and me.
We sat by the lake and watched ducks and people. I made small talk with Martha and Julie. But my mind was working hard.
As usual, I still had questions.
CHAPTER 98
THE PHONE RANG at seven the next morning while I was brushing my teeth. It was Brady.
“Hah-wo,” I said.
“Are you all right?”
I spat and rinsed. “Good as new.”
“Fine. There’s a car downstairs for you. Go to Mission and Cortland. Two officers are at the scene. They’ll fill you in. Conklin’s on the way.”
Brady hung up. I sang to my reflection, “It’s gonna be another bright, bright, sunshiny day.”
I finished my morning ablutions and welcomed Mrs. Rose, who asked, “How are you?”
Everyone wanted to know how I was. I must look like I’d been dragged up and down Filbert Street behind a garbage truck.
“I’m fine,” I said. “How are you?”
“A little tense. My daughter’s due anytime. She’s packed to go to the hospital. Do you think you’ll be home after work?”
“I’ll be home by six. Or call me and I will relieve you as speedily as the law allows.”
“That’s good enough for me,” she said.
I kissed Julie, ruffled Martha’s ears, tossed her a tennis ball, and grabbed a bottle of tea from the fridge. Then I ran down the stairs.
There was a fire-engine-red Camaro in front of my apartment building with gold hubcaps and matching chains around the plate guards. The envelope taped to the window had my name on it, and there was a set of keys inside, along with a note written in Brady’s block-letter handwriting.
“Merry Christmas from the motor pool.”
It was not Christmas, and this car’s previous owner had clearly been convicted of possession of narcotics with intent to sell. I hated the car on sight. But until Nationwide paid out for my deceased Explorer, it would have to do.
My drive to the Mission would have been a laugh riot if I’d been in a laughing mood. I got suggestive gestures and horn toots and more than one offer to race, but on the positive side, the car went from zero to sixty in a heartbeat, handled beautifully around curves, and braked on a bottle cap. The motor pool had tooled this crass beast into a first-class cop car.
When I got to the intersection of Mission and Cortland, Conklin was waiting outside a cheap variety store near the corner. He was not alone. Three squad cars were at the curb and a load of interested citizens stood behind the yellow tape. Broken glass glittered on the sidewalk.
Conklin met me at the car and took me over to talk to the first officer, saying, “Officer Dow spoke with the lady a few minutes ago. Dow, tell the sergeant what you told me.”
The uniformed cop was young and keyed up and clearly wanted to make his report.
He said, “Girl in there says she’s had enough of her old man. She shot him and yelled out to me that she doesn’t trust men at all and won’t be taken alive.”
“Father? Or husband?” I asked.
“Husband.”
“SWAT is on the way?”
Dow said, “She says if she sees men in black, she’s just going to blow her brains out. But she’ll talk to you, Sergeant. She saw your picture on the news after the Chinatown bust.”
I was back on the job, working a case that didn’t involve spies or orphaned children or multiple homicides. It wasn’t exactly blue skies with a side of roses, but it wasn’t bad. There was even a chance that I could do some good.
My vest was in the back of my Explorer, which was still undergoing a forensic postmortem at the crime lab, but I was wearing my lucky socks.
I asked Officer Dow, “What’s her name?”
CHAPTER 99
BY 2 P.M., I was home again with my shoes and cell phone off.
Mrs. Rose was at her daughter’s bedside. The victim of the variety store shooting was in stable condition, and the young female shooter had a lawyer and was under suicide watch.
Joe was with Alison Muller at some black site in DC or on foreign soil, and I didn’t know when he was coming back or if I would let him into my life again.