Thron clears his throat, glancing toward the vast stretch of colk pastures at my back. “There’s your second-in-command. I’ll leave you be, but please join my family for a meal before you leave.”
I offer him a clipped nod, watching him move toward the shattered silo.
“Fuck,” I mutter, my gaze lifting to the hills, certain I’ll never look at them the same again. They used to be so picturesque, now they look like fucking tombstones.
Shaking my head, I turn, seeing Grihm standing by the stone fence that appears to be entirely repaired—spoken back into shape. When we’d arrived, the herd had scattered, many of them felled and now bloated in the streets, caught by the blow of dragonflame that poured all over the village.
The surviving members of the herd now graze on patches of shrub, long tongues wrapping around the stiff twigs and pulling them into their mouths. Young ones wobble about or punch their heads up at laden udders, stubby tails wagging as they drink.
I move down the ashen path and lean against the fence beside Grihm, planting my forearms on the stone. Silence prevails while we watch the herd graze on what little vegetation wasn’t razed by the flames, their large padded feet picking up a mixture of damp ash and mud.
“Something on your mind, Grihm?”
He clears his throat, like checking to see if it’ll work before he speaks in a voice rusty from misuse. “I would like to request leave.”
I look sidelong at him, taking in his pale hair streaked in ash, his black leathers smeared in the same orange dirt the soles of his boots are caked in.
“For?”
His eyes remain cast ahead. “It’s rumored the Great Silver Sabersythe has laid a trio of eggs.”
My heart stills, realization sinking through my skin, chilling me to the bone. “You want to go to Gondragh and raid the nest of the Great Silver Sabersythe?”
A single nod.
For a moment, all I can do is stare at the side of his face, trying to sort my thoughts into a manageable hand.
Failing.
So I go with the fiery facts.
“I stole one of her scales many phases ago. She almost ripped off my arm. For a scale.”
He turns his head, and I see fragments of his pale-blue eyes through the flop of his hair.
Silence.
I shake my head, laughing low, bringing my hand up to scrub my beard. “Fuck, Grihm.”
“I don’t wish to replace Inkah, but being bound to her grave has taken a toll.”
It’s an effort not to gape at him.
I’ve never heard the male thread so many emotionally bound words together in one sentence, and I’m all but certain I’m the only one he speaks to. He doesn’t even say Skripi when he’s ready to show hands. Just taps the fucking table with two fingers like he’s ordering a mead.
He’s never told me what happened to Inkah, and I’ll never ask. I know enough about his past to know it’s riddled with veins of pain that will forever throb.
“Did you inform the others about this decision?”
He shakes his head.
Course not.
He and Veya are cast from the same stone. I’m almost certain they’ll quietly dance around each other for eternity.
“And if you die there, will you have any regrets?”
“Perhaps.” He shrugs. “But I’d be dead.”
Right.
I sigh, scrubbing my face again. I was baffled by the size of his saddlebags. Makes a whole lot more sense now. Going to Gondragh, you need to be prepared.
Meaning he’s been planning this for a while.
A heaviness settles on my chest, and I hang my head, then nod and push off the wall. “I’ll take you there and drop you near the hatching hut,” I say, feeling his gaze on me as I stalk toward the village. “Least I can do since it’s probably the last time I’ll see your sorry ass again.”
The wind howls, nipping the tip of my nose numb.
Eight aurora cycles in and out of the air, sleeping beneath Zekhi’s wing or nudged next to sunburnt boulders—doing what we could to avoid civilization. It was pleasant until the sun lost its strength and The Fade swallowed us whole with its snow and endless buffeting wind.
I’m homesick already.
I’m sure Zekhi feels the same, nudged in an unfamiliar hutch he blew into a molten dribble before he tucked himself inside. Trying to keep warm until I return.
Another pushy gust, and the massive colk pulling Noeve’s cart trembles all the way to his thick fluffy hind, though he keeps his plodding pace along the frail Path of Daes, snorting milky plumes of air that tangle with his curly horns.
I lean my head over the side, looking down the sheer drop to our left, finding the below still hidden by a swirl of mist that creates a false sense of security.
Very false.
I’ve traveled this part of the wall on mistless cycles. We’re so high the plummet looks endless. Like falling into a pale, moonless sky.
Another howl of wind crams a flurry of snow into my hood, and the entire cart jolts right toward the equally brutal fall on the other side of the Path. My heart jolts with it, my hand whipping out to white-knuckle the side of the cart. Not sure why, we’re all fucked if this thing goes off. The cart, too.
I clear my throat, busying myself by brushing away some of the snow that’s gathered in my lap. “That was a bad one.”
Beside me, Noeve chuckles—the maniacal sound of an old crone who’s done this so many times she clearly believes she’s invincible. I sure hope so.
I intend to die doing something brilliant and heroic. Not free-falling to my doom.
“You’re out of practice,” Noeve says, her voice a husky rasp from all the smoke she’s inhaled over the phases. “A blow like that never used to ruffle your feathers.”
I look sidelong at the fae—a short, stumpy female who must be over a thousand phases old to have earned the dollop of gray hair she keeps coiled atop her head. Not that I’ve ever inquired about her age.
Seems rude.
“How are you not cold?” I ask, eyeing her simple gray tunic and pants, only embellished with a fluffy patchwork belt that knots around her waist and dangles to the floor, made from the hides of her favorite beasts from times past.
Or so she told me once.
She quirks a quizzical brow my way, the reins draped within the loose grasp of her bare hands.
“I’ve never seen you in a cloak,” I continue. “No matter the weather. How you haven’t frozen to death yet is well beyond me.”
She clicks her tongue. “Have to be tough to live east of the Path of Daes, my dear. Especially in times like these. You know as well as I do that it’s a hotspot for renegades and folk a few eggs short of a clutch. The cold is a cushion compared to some of the shit I’ve seen.”
I don’t doubt it, and I don’t particularly like going there myself. But flying into Gore’s hutch would publicly announce my arrival to my not-so-darling brother. Making use of one of the old, abandoned hutches in the east has always been my safest bet since I’d rather risk falling off this very sheer cliff than tempt a run-in with Cadok.
At least until I finally get the chance to meet him in a battle ring and cut off his head.
There’s a jingling sound from somewhere ahead, tolling through the din. Noeve pulls her own handheld bell from a compartment by her feet, rattling it, informing whoever’s waiting to move onto the frail Path that it’s currently occupied. That they need to wait until we pass before they move onto it themselves.
I tuck deeper into my fur-lined cloak. “Here I was thinking the Path would be quiet at this time.”
“Often times, others have the same thought,” Noeve says. “You can clamber into the back if you’re worried about being seen.”
I twist around and lift the flap of leather that saddles the deep wooden tray, frowning at the flock of goggin birds pecking at a scatter of seed, clucking away. One of them tilts its plump feathery ass, then paints the thick drape in a splash of white.
Gross.
“Think I’ll take my chances,” I mutter, dropping the leather, Noeve’s chortling laugh making it impossible to keep a straight face. “You’re terrible.”
“You missed me.”