Otherwise, why would Kira have wasted all this time searching for the location? It was because Odin couldn't find their way back.
"That's why you were working as a scavenger. You were looking for star maps."
"I found them too."
Countless hours of searching. Dozens of near death escapes. But in the end, Kira located a set of intact maps that she'd hoped would lead her to the home world. The only problem—they couldn't read them.
"Let me guess—you're still having trouble."
Kira's smile was gentle. "You obviously understand our dilemma."
Aeron tipped his head back to stare at the ceiling. "Yes, our masters do like to make things notoriously difficult." He frowned at her. "The Tuann are known for their paranoia—and their star maps."
"I'm aware."
That's why she didn't put up much of a fight when Himoto and Jace had ordered her to return to her mother's people on Ta Da'An. For a chance at their maps.
"Don't tell me. You stole Luatha's maps," Aeron guessed with a sly smile.
Wren, Finn and Graydon looked at her in surprise.
Kira maintained her composure, pretending not to see their question as she mentally cursed every one of Aeron's ancestors. She'd have preferred to keep that piece of information to herself. For safety reasons.
Her cousin, Liara, might care about her now, but that would change if she ever realized Kira was a thief. Houses considered their star maps some of their most highly guarded treasures. If they knew she'd copied them, she'd be in a world of trouble.
Graydon stirred, looking at Kira askance. "Coli, I thought we had no more secrets between us."
Kira flinched at the slightly chiding note in his voice, unable to help the way she tensed. Especially when Graydon lowered his voice to a level only meant for her.
"We will discuss the ramifications of this later."
Kira's nod was faint. She supposed that was fair.
"Lothos always did say you were a master of turning any situation to your advantage," Aeron said with a hint of admiration.
"Lothos?" Finn asked.
"The other general present during Ta Da'An's invasion," Kira answered.
Aeron nodded. "My seon'yer, as the Tuann would say."
Raider made a disgusted sound. "Adorable."
"We're not so different from the Tuann," Aeron declared, ignoring Raider's sarcasm.
"Except you're working with megalomaniacs who want to conquer the galaxy and massacre everyone in their way. Oh—and you killed our friends," Raider finished with a dark edge in his voice.
"Just like you've killed several of my brothers."
"Is Lothos the one who turned Elise?" Kira asked.
"No, that's someone else." Aeron's smile was mocking. "Someone on your side of the fence."
"What does that mean?" Raider asked with a glare.
"It means she's not responsible for Rothchild," Kira answered.
Raider’s glance held horror. "Did you ever think she was?"
"I considered it."
Just as he had. Whether subconsciously or not.
"As for Luatha's star maps—Odin is processing them and comparing them to what I've uncovered," Kira continued. "The data is massive. It's taking too long."
"That's why you need me," Aeron guessed.
Kira lifted her chin in acknowledgment.
"Why should I help you?" Aeron asked.
There was a tight feeling in her chest that made it hard to breathe. A band wrapping around her forehead as a dull headache started.
Kira passed it off as nerves and focused on Aeron. "Don't you want freedom?"
"What good is freedom if everyone I care about dies?" Aeron challenged.
Finn frowned; his gaze thoughtful as it shifted to rest on Kira.
Her gaze dropped to the table as she contemplated the pattern of the wood grain.
"Come on, Phoenix. You know what I want," Aeron hissed.
Yes, she did. The question was whether she was willing to give it to him.
"Alright, you win," Kira said, feeling like she'd been hurtling toward this outcome for decades. Every challenge she'd faced. Liberating herself and Jin from the camp. Raiding camps just like it to rescue the children she found there. All so she could arrive at this moment in time. "I'll free your young. All of them."
"Swear it. Swear it on your Mea'Ave," Aeron urged.
"Don't," Raider warned.
Kira shook her head at him. "You know I have to."
If this was the only way to save Elise, Elena, and Jin, she'd do it. She wouldn't think twice.
Even if they weren't in the mix, Kira wasn't sure she could have walked away. They were children. Innocent. The same way Jin and the rest had once been.
It was telling that Graydon made no move to stop her as Kira rose. Confirmation that she was in the right.
"I, Kira Forrest, so named Layana by my parents, daughter of House Roake and the Phoenix of the Consortium, do hereby swear on the Mea'Ave to do everything in my power to remove your young from the influence of the Tsavitee's masters. I won't stop until I'm dead—or they are."
An invisible force wrapped around Kira, squeezing once before it was gone. The universe seemed to blink, resuming a second later as if nothing had happened.
Except Kira and Aeron knew that it had. Her vow was witnessed and accepted. Whatever came next, she was committed to this course.
"You fucking idiot," Raider said with a regretful shake of his head.
Although he wouldn't have felt the Mea'Ave's presence as a human, he was acquainted with her personality. He knew that she'd never make a promise she didn't intend to keep.
Graydon leaned his chin on his fist, seeming entertained. "How very interesting this all is."
Raider ignored him. "You realize he's a general. Our enemy."
Kira did, in fact, realize that.
"It's not much different than what Jin and I have been doing anyway."
Ferreting out the camps and rescuing the children she found within. At least this time she'd have help.
Finn was the only one in the room who looked like he knew what Kira was talking about. He'd met some of the children she'd saved.
Graydon glanced at her in curiosity. "More secrets. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get to the bottom of you."
He didn't sound upset by that prospect. Instead, he seemed almost delighted.
Kira pretended she didn't hear as she focused on Aeron. "I did what you wanted. Your turn."
"About that—I don't rightly know."
Kira went very still. "What do you mean you don't know?"
"As I said before, I can't give you the answer you seek. Not because I don't want to. But because I don't know it. The location of the home world is one of the most closely guarded secrets we have. A fact I'm sure you're aware of given the difficulty you had procuring the stars maps in your possession."
He wasn't exaggerating about that. It had taken Kira years of searching. Every Tsavitee wreck she'd come across had led to one disappointment after another.
"Even we aren't trusted with that information," Aeron said.
"How is that possible?" Wren asked.