She’d killed him.
She glanced at the dagger protruding from his neck, shivering at the sight. Lord Garrey wasn’t exactly dead yet. He was twitching and choking on blood.
“No!” she cried, looking around frantically, then down at her blood-drenched silver-and-white dress. “No, no.”
She grabbed her hair, pulling at the roots, trying to think. How had this happened?
Camilla dropped to her knees, reaching for the dagger, and was hauled back suddenly.
She fought and kicked and screamed.
“Shh. It’s all right.”
Synton’s voice was an instant balm.
His arms were gentle but firm, his heart pounding so hard she felt it through her back, a rhythm hers instantly slowed to follow.
“I’m going to take care of this, all right?” He was far too calm for the scene he’d come upon, holding her head soothingly in place under his chin. “I want you to tell me exactly what happened. Then we’re going to clean you up.”
After a moment, she gave a half nod.
He slowly released her and walked in a small circle to face her.
His gaze darkened when it dropped to her neck. “He did that?”
She nodded, wincing from the pain she was beginning to feel.
Synton glanced over at Lord Garrey, his expression one of pure loathing. He looked like he wanted to take the dagger out and shove it through him a few more times.
He motioned to someone—Alexei, Camilla thought, still dazed—and before she knew it, Lord Garrey’s twitching form was gone.
There was no sign of a skirmish.
No broken hedges or torn-up grass.
Maybe that wasn’t true. How could it be true? Maybe it was all there, and she was incapable of seeing it any longer.
She shook violently, unable to reconcile the deadly turn the night had taken.
Synton pulled her to him again, hugging her against his chest.
“You’re all right,” he said softly, stroking her hair. “Close your eyes. Breathe.”
Camilla did as he said, breath ragged as she tried to draw it in slowly.
His hands warmed as they gently passed over her neck, her arms, her gown. Like he was soothing away each injury.
There was nothing untoward about his actions. They offered only comfort and safety.
If Camilla hadn’t been in shock, she might have wondered at the odd sensation flowing over her. Her skin stopped aching, her breathing evened out. The metallic taste in her mouth faded away. Gently, without attracting notice, she slid her hand up to her breastbone, feeling that the locket still rested there. Then she let herself go, leaning into Synton, who just held her in the circle of his arms, waiting for the storm to pass.
NINETEEN
DEAR GOD, SYNTON. When Vexley suggested we all play hide-and-seek, he wasn’t talking about your—”
“Don’t finish that,” Envy warned, ready to lay waste to the whole of Waverly Green.
Lord Harrington, Envy recalled. The dolt was making sure his voice carried across the hedge maze, drawing a second man, Walters, to bear witness. They were too drunk to notice how still he’d gone, or how dangerous that was.
If Envy hadn’t been on the verge of whisking Camilla away, he would have heard the imbecile coming. Lord Garrey had proven himself to be a player, all right. And while Camilla had gotten to him first, Envy should have.
The bastard had nearly killed her on Envy’s own property. Envy had made a horribly wrong call. He’d summoned Alexei to follow a second lord who’d been curious about the Unseelie art, thinking Garrey was still in the ballroom, dancing with Widow Janelle.
Garrey must have left shortly after Camilla did, following her into the maze.
Alexei would ensure that Lord Garrey succumbed to the wounds Camilla had inflicted. Envy’s only regret was not being able to do the deed himself.
Camilla whimpered, hiding in his arms, and he jolted to their current dilemma. The lords moronic and idiotic were causing a scene.
“Are you giving it to that woman right there?” Harrington stepped closer and laughed. “Is that Miss Antonius? Vexley will have your balls.”
With the power of his sin instantly rushing through him, and the heat of Camilla’s body still lingering in his magic, it took enormous restraint not to murder the mortal right then. The last thing Envy needed was any other reason to attack him.
His restraint only grew more impressive as Walters swaggered over and called out too.
Camilla had already suffered enough. Envy was grateful he’d had the foresight to restore her gown along with her injuries with a bit of magic, and only felt marginally weakened from the use of it. No one would think anything violent had just occurred where they stood.
“Look what we have here!” Walters shouted. “Satire sheets will rejoice tonight!”
Camilla stiffened in his arms, finally breaking out of her shocked state.
Envy turned to further shield her from the loathsome lords and dropped his voice so only she could hear.
“Now would be a wonderful time to tell me if you accept the bargain or not.”
Incredulity laced her voice.
“Why bother? It’s too late—I’m ruined as we speak.”
Like hell she was.
If Camilla was already ruined, then the forgery wouldn’t matter, and Envy would no longer have a winning chip to cash in. He wouldn’t go down so easily as Garrey tonight.
He felt the crowd slowly growing larger behind him, knew time was running out.
They were already falling down a cliff to ruination. The more witnesses, the harder it would be to dig themselves out of the mess.
He racked his mind for a new strategy, something he could offer Camilla that would save them both. A solution came to him. It was one he’d wanted to avoid at all costs, but he saw no other way out now.
And he paused for another reason too. Once he opened his mouth, this would count as his third attempt to secure Camilla’s help. He had to hope this plan was the one to see him move forward.
“Camilla, look at me.” He stooped a bit, to bring her level to his eyes. “I promised to protect you. Let’s pretend we’re betrothed until this scandal passes.” She blinked. Did she understand? He tried again. “It’s a good deal and you know it. You’ll get what you desire and so will I.”
She was quiet for a strained second that had his cold, black heart pumping fast.
Please, he silently urged, don’t damn my court. Not now.
“You can’t be serious,” she finally whispered. “After what I just did…”
It wasn’t a no.
Envy tugged his mask free, allowing her to see how serious he was. The stakes couldn’t be higher for him. And now they couldn’t be higher for her.
“I assure you I am. Deadly so. The choice is yours, Miss Antonius. Salvation or ruination. Quickly now. What will it be?”
TWENTY
TIME SEEMED TO stand still as Camilla considered Synton’s offer.
It was the best option she had, she supposed, considering the circumstances. Although she couldn’t understand why he’d want anything to do with her after… what she’d just done.