“Tib-fib fracture in your right leg. They took you to surgery and placed several screws. You need to stay off the leg as much as possible for the first four weeks. No weight on it, so you’ll use crutches when you absolutely have to get up, like to use the bathroom. As long as everything goes well you can start putting weight on it at around four weeks and physical therapy will start. Hopefully you’ll be back to walking without a cast or crutches in two or three months.”
He had to stay off his leg for four weeks? He focused on taking steady breaths so he wouldn’t panic. There was no way he could live like that. He couldn’t stay in bed that long. It was impossible.
Maybe she’d heard wrong. The doctor would be back to talk to him at some point, right? Surely they could work out some sort of deal. Maybe two weeks would be enough? He was in excellent shape, and maybe his body would heal faster than others.
Four weeks wasn’t acceptable.
“The EMT intubated you in the ambulance. It’s rare, but you have a mild vocal cord injury from the procedure. Not only will it hurt if you try, but they said you probably won’t have a voice for a week or two until they heal. So no talking.” Her eyes flashed with something, and she swallowed. “I know that will be hard for you.”
Fuck. Graham closed his eyes. His brain spun, trying to keep up with the information. How much worse would this get?
He’d been so careless to not anchor himself at the top of that rock as soon as he got up there. He usually did, but the area seemed flat and steady, it wasn’t his first rodeo, and it had just slipped his mind.
A hint of overconfidence and here he was, unable to climb for who knows how long.
“Otherwise you’re just bruised up,” Claire continued, eyeing him carefully. How much of his inner turmoil showed on his face? Normally he’d be smiling and joking around to fend off further questions about what was going on in his head—his superpower, really—but his default response was impossible right now. Once the nurse got back with the damn meds maybe he’d reassess. “It could have been a lot worse, Graham. These first few weeks will be hard but you’ll get through it and be back outside before you know it.”
Hard? It sounded like a nightmare. He shifted his gaze to the phone he still held.
Does the fire department know?
He exhaled carefully and kept his gaze between the phone’s screen and Claire’s face, trying to focus on anything but the pain.
“Yes, Noah called them. Several of the guys have already asked when they can come see you. He called your dad, too, but had to leave a message.”
When can I leave?
“The hospital?”
He blinked the affirmative.
“They’re ready to discharge you as soon as your pain is controlled on oral meds. I was able to take a few days off to help once you get home.”
He cocked an eyebrow (good to know he had at least one cheeky move with functionality) and she looked away. Pam bustled back into the room and Graham’s attention shifted to the woman who had the power to reduce the throb in his jaw and the burning sensation in his leg.
“This is two milligrams of morphine. It should work pretty quickly.” She connected the syringe to his IV line. “I’ll be back in fifteen minutes to see how you feel.”
Pam remained in the room for a few more minutes to check his vitals and ask some questions, most of which Claire answered on his behalf.
When Pam left, his gaze caught on the clock over the door.
It was almost midnight, and Claire was still in her hospital scrubs.
Have you been here the entire time?
She nodded with a half shrug, like it wasn’t a big deal. “I was in the ER when they brought you. It seemed best for me to be the one to stay. I know how things work around here and can make sure nothing slips through the cracks.” She rested her forearms on the edge of the bed. “Chris was here for a while, and Noah and Mia stayed until visiting hours were over. I’m sure they’ll be back tomorrow.”
Graham swallowed thickly and his heart thudded with a foreign sensation, one he usually only felt after surviving some dangerous multipitch climb he probably shouldn’t have attempted in the first place.
He shifted his gaze to the wall straight ahead, blinking the sensation away. He lifted his hand in a thumbs-up and closed his eyes, waiting for the soothing drugs to lull him to sleep.
They discharged him two days later, though his bedroom at the condo didn’t feel any less like a prison.
The drive from the hospital to the condo had been almost cruel in its brevity. Claire had let him sit outside for a half hour while she got everything settled, then demanded he go inside to rest.
His ass had been in bed for less than an hour and it was already too long. He took stock of the room with a more critical eye, previously never having spent time in here except to sleep when he was alone and...not sleep when he had a guest.
Claire had done her best to prepare it for him, probably.
And when he was a little less pissed off about the situation, for which he had no one to blame but himself, he’d thank her for her efforts, maybe.
At the moment he didn’t have it in him to be gracious.
With Noah’s help, she’d rearranged the furniture so his bed faced the TV. His medications were lined up on the dresser and she’d set out several V-neck T-shirts and elastic-waist shorts to make dressing as easy as possible. She brought in the end table from the living room so he had more surface area beside him for his laptop, drinks, and...well, not food, because his throat hurt so much all he could tolerate was liquids.
He. Was. Starving.
She’d also brought in a chair from the kitchen table and put it next to his free weights. One of his first questions to the doctor had been how he was supposed to keep fit while staying off his leg. Dr. Mackey recommended maintaining upper body activities as much as possible, and once he was out of the large cast he could do push-ups, sit-ups, and possibly even ride an exercise bike.
Graham had immediately texted Chris and asked him to bring over a bike training stand from his outdoor store so Graham could convert his mountain bike into a stationary bike. He could set it up on the porch and ride outside. Even if it was nowhere near careening down a mountain on two wheels, he’d take what he could get.
She’d moved the framed photo of Graham and his parents closer, to the bedside table. Maybe she’d thought it might make him feel less alone. He loved his parents, but all it did was fill him with guilt. His mom was no stranger to being in bed like this, and his dad, the rock of their family, slid into the role of caretaker with ease whenever she needed him. Graham hated the thought of burdening his dad with what had happened. The man had enough to think about.
His dad was terrible about checking voice mail, and Graham assumed he hadn’t gotten Noah’s message yet. If he had, Graham’s phone would have been blowing up. He would at some point, though, so Graham knew he had to do something. He sent his dad a text, taking extreme care with his words to ensure his dad didn’t get concerned enough to call. Someone else—Claire, probably—would have to talk to him, and there was no way she’d say only what Graham instructed her to.
Hey, Dad. I had a minor climbing accident, and Noah left a message for you when I was in the hospital. I’m already out and doing great, so don’t worry. Just wanted to let you know and I’ll call soon to catch up.
He dropped his phone to the bed and Gertrude sidled up against his side. He rubbed her silky ears and wondered if his inability to speak was unsettling to her. His dog’s presence improved his mood a little, even though Claire had tried to convince him to board her for a few weeks.
“Do you want her to jostle your leg when she jumps on the bed?” she’d asked the second he’d settled in, and with the usual disdain when she spoke about Gertrude.
He’d texted back. If this cast can’t withstand a six-pound terrier, I’m concerned about its ability to protect me from anything else.
“Fine. But if she hurts you and you ask for your pain meds early, it’s not happening.”