Tugging and stroking it in my hand, Ryan’s kisses become deeper, more passionate, punctuated by grunts and moans. Even though he’s in control, both of us are acutely aware of who is truly in charge. If I wanted to take over, he’d gladly let me, and I love that dynamic. I choose to let him use me however he wants.
Ryan pulls my underwear off, quickly discarding them, and my legs automatically circle his, pulling him into me. I lie back as Ryan’s cock slides against me.
We both whimper.
He repeats the motion, staring as my arousal coats his dick. Skin to skin. Hard and soft. I want him bare and inside of me so much it hurts, but I’ll never say it. Not yet anyway.
“Fuck,” he exhales, running his length through me. “Look how good it looks with you all over me, Blue.”
His cock is stiff and hot, angry veins running the length. A simple slip and he’d be inside of me, filling me. I can see him thinking, watching with admiration. He doesn’t want to stop to grab a condom.
I stay as still as possible, letting him make the decision, but my arching back and heaving breaths make it hard to do so.
Pulling his hips back, he runs himself over me one more time before cursing under his breath, closing his eyes, and pulling away.
The condom is on him before I know it. I scoot back, hauling my head up to the pillows as Ryan crawls onto the mattress between my legs.
“Open these nice and wide for me, Ind.” Sitting up on his knees with his hands hooked under my thighs, he spreads me open. “Good girl. So fucking pretty on your back. Now put it in.”
“You don’t have to ask?”
His laugh is dark. “There’s not a world in which we exist that you want me to ask for permission once you’ve already given it. You act like I don’t know you, but I’ve learned you, Blue. I see how wet you get when I tell you what to do. You want me to boss you around and you want the praise when you meet the challenge. You don’t need me to beg for you out loud because you already know how fucking weak I am for you.”
He’s right. I don’t want polite. I want him to demand then tell me how well I’m doing.
“Now put my cock inside your pussy. I want to watch myself sink into you.”
I take him, rubbing him against me to coat the condom, and when I tap the head of his cock against my clit a couple of times, Ryan’s head falls back.
“Will you to look at me, Ryan?”
Without hesitation, dilated pupils meet mine. His chest heaves with heavy breaths and he keeps his intense stare right on me as I guide him inside.
Our mouths mirror each other, falling open.
He meets some resistance from my body because after only one time together, there’s no way I’m used to his size yet. Ryan thumbs my clit, relaxing me as he slowly pushes inside, letting my body adjust along the way.
“So fucking good,” he breathes, staring at our connection. “You take me so well, Ind. So tight, but so perfect.”
He feels amazing once I’m fully stretched around him. He threads his hands through mine, pushing them into the mattress. He takes my lips, and he doesn’t move until I adjust my hips, asking for it.
Pulling back, he thrusts into me, the headboard hitting the hotel wall behind it.
“Oh, fuck, Ryan.”
He moans and it’s the hottest sound I’ve ever heard. “You feel so good, Blue.”
Body rolling, he thrusts inside me again. The wall rattles with the movement, and part of me feels sorry for our neighbors, but most of me doesn’t have the capacity to feel much sympathy with how full I am of him.
Eyes never straying, we watch the effect we have on one another.
His hands leave mine, instead lifting the back of my thighs and pushing my knees to my chest. The slight change in angle has him driving deeper, and my eyes roll back when I swear I can’t take any more of him.
“You like that?” he asks with deep, punishing thrusts.
And Ryan wasn’t wrong when he said I wouldn’t be able to speak while he’s pounding into me. The words are caught in my throat from the overwhelming fullness of him hitting just the right spot. I can’t see straight. I can’t think straight. All I can do is feel. There’s so much of him.
Ryan eases back when I don’t respond, keeping his thrusts consistent, but less severe.
“Harder,” I beg, the heels of my feet digging into his shoulders. “Will you fuck me harder?”
He watches me for a moment, a slight gleam of sweat shining on his forehead. After a beat, a devilish grin spreads across his lips. “You have no idea what you just did.”
He pulls out of me, instantly flipping me onto my stomach. “Get on your knees.”
His palms wrap around my hips, pulling them up, and I find myself on all fours. Ryan doesn’t want that though, evident by the way he pushes between my shoulder blades until my head is buried in the bed and only my ass is in the air.
He circles my clit. “So wet, Ind. You like being thrown around?”
Turning my face into the mattress, I watch him from over my shoulder and nod.
His dark eyes soften, running an appreciative palm over my ass and spine. “You should see yourself, baby. Goddamn breathtaking.”
“Ryan?”
His eyes find mine.
“Will you fuck me now?”
He chuckles before the air shifts again and the untamed beast is back to play. Hand brushing over my hair he wraps it around his fist once. Twice.
Reaching underneath my legs, I take his cock and center him, guiding him inside.
His free hand grips my hip as he rams into me. He’s so deep at this angle, his pelvis bone smacks against my ass.
The room fills with the squeak of the mattress and mixed moans from us both. Sweat beads on my forehead and though Ryan is dominant and controlling in this position, the desperate sounds that come from his throat reminds us both that he has absolutely no control when it comes to me.
He pulls my hair, lifting my back to his chest. One arm wraps around my waist as his lips meet my ear. “I’m gone for you, Ind. I love you so fucking much.”
Our parted lips meet. “I love you too, baby.”
He whimpers at the name, forehead falling to mine.
His soft vulnerability has me clenching around him.
“Not yet. Don’t you dare come until I tell you to.”
“Ryan,” I cry when he changes his tempo.
He flips me over, keeping my legs wide as he fills me again. “Ask me, Blue. Ask me because I will give you everything you could ever want.”
Holding himself over me, every muscle in his chest and stomach contracts, rippling under his skin. He’s clearly on the verge of coming himself, but he’s attempting to keep his promise of making me come only after I ask.
I wrap my arms around him to pull him down, needing his skin on mine, wanting him as close as possible.
“Ryan, will you please make me come?”
He drives into me over and over again, and though he doesn’t say a word, when he circles my clit with the pad of his finger, I know that’s his silent permission.
“That’s my girl,” he praises. “There you go.”
Blinding euphoria flows through me, arching my back off the bed as he fucks me through it, and as soon as I can see straight again, he pulls out before he comes.
He switches us, him on his back and me on top. He takes both my hands in a single of his, holding them behind my back as he positions me to sit on his face.