“I will feed your bones to the dogs,” Vaun snarled. “Jasadi filth.”
I pushed the dagger against the hard plane of Arin’s stomach, tearing through his black vest. Arin glanced at the blade, then at me. He pursed his lips, looking vaguely annoyed.
There are two dozen ways he could disarm you, Hanim said. Half of them involve your own blade buried in your body.
I spoke fast. “My magic responds in their presence when it responds to little else. They know about my abilities now. They might reveal my magic if you send them to Nizahl. Any confidence is easy to betray under the right pressure.”
“A sound argument for killing them,” Arin said. Sefa had her arms around Marek’s waist, holding him up. They watched us with the wariness of chickens on the butcher’s block.
“Or keeping them in the tunnels.”
Arin blinked, and I pressed my advantage. “It’s the most practical option. They are the sole clue we have to my magic, and they can hardly spread my secret from the tunnels.”
The fastest route to persuade Arin lay in logic, and from the furrow forming in his brow, I had him.
“Why lose a bargaining chip needlessly?” I pushed.
“And if they escape?”
“They won’t.”
Arin assessed the trembling Nizahlans. I held my breath, my palm slick around the dagger’s hilt. Essam was unnaturally quiet, waiting with me.
Though his voice was soft, the wind carried his words like ice falling from a seething sky. “Do not waste this mercy,” Arin said. “It will not be granted twice.”
He dropped his arm. Relief coursed through me. The argument for sparing their lives had triumphed. A tenuous victory. If Sefa and Marek proved too troublesome, Arin’s scale would shift in death’s favor.
“Vaun, escort them to the tunnels,” he said. “Remembering, of course, that they are our invited guests. No harm can come to them.”
Arin’s training was apparently worth its weight in gold, because Vaun managed to bow despite the protest lodged in his scowl. I nodded at Marek and Sefa. His flaws were many, but Vaun would not disobey a direct order from his Heir.
“Your Highness,” Vaun said. He motioned at the dagger I still held to Arin’s abdomen.
“Oh,” Arin said, having deemed my threat inconsequential enough to forget. I scowled and slid the dagger back into the cloak’s pocket. Marek and Sefa walked ahead of Vaun, leaning on each other.
Arin turned. From the way his brows crawled up his forehead, he hadn’t taken a proper look at me until now.
“I lost my skirt in the river,” I said primly.
“You’re holding a cloak.”
I crossed my arms. “I’m certain it has never been a consideration of yours, but wool is a difficult material to launder. Sefa spent hours—” I cut myself off with a huff. It was unexplainable, how effectively he roused my ire. “I’m keeping it dry.”
He shrugged off his coat and held it toward me. I stared, uncomprehending.
“It’s cold, and you are shivering.” A touch of defensiveness crept into his tone. “Illness eats more time than I have to spare.”
I rolled my eyes. His precious time. I accepted the coat, pushing my arms through the long sleeves. Since Arin stood a head taller than me, the coat fell to my feet instead of my calves. Arin’s gaze lingered on my neck for longer than normal. When he reached forward, I cringed, tightening my grip on the dagger. I half expected him to close his hands around my throat. Instead, what he did was far more baffling.
He folded back my collar.
Fastidious to a fault, it seems, Hanim observed. We might use it to our advantage.
By the cursed tombs, I would never understand him. The man hardly stirred at a raised blade, but he couldn’t tolerate a single crooked collar.
“We will work on improving your assault strategy,” Arin said. He thumbed the ragged cut I had made in his vest with a frown. “You will need it when Ren fishes himself from Hirun.”
Everyone in the keep knew Marek and Sefa bickered. They bickered about the best way to light a fire, how many thumps you need to properly beat a rug, what kinds of fruit seed tasted better roasted. Any notions the other wards entertained about the nature of Marek and Sefa’s relationship were put to rest early on. Bickering was either an outlet for pent-up amorous frustrations or a consequence of prolonged exposure. The former resolved itself eventually, and the latter did not. Their bickering rarely escalated into full arguments. And before today, I had never seen Marek and Sefa shout at each other.
“We were willing to flee Mahair with her in tow and incur the Commander’s wrath, but staying in a shelter with food, water, and beds is too much for you?” Sefa yelled.
I sat on Sefa’s new bed, watching with a peculiar mixture of curiosity and regret. If Niyar and Palia hadn’t killed Emre, I imagined watching my parents argue might have provoked a similar feeling.
“He thinks we’re linked to her magic. He can use us against her!” Marek raked through his hair. “We can’t stay here!”
“How would trying to escape help?” Sefa pounded the dust off the quilt at the foot of the bed. She aggressively folded it into a rectangle. “He would be committed to finding us, and we would be granted far less leeway than we have now!”
Marek covered his face, sliding down the door. Sefa watched him mutinously for a long moment. I tried to make myself smaller, less like a voyeur spying on their private moments. With a drawn sigh, Sefa left the quilt and knelt by Marek, gently prying his wrists apart.
“It’s just until after the trials. What’s one more adventure?”
I felt compelled to speak. “He wouldn’t harm you as punishment for my disobedience.” At Marek’s fiery glare, I added, “Not out of compassion. Logically, hurting you two would ruin my goodwill and keep me from training efficiently. It might even motivate us to flee together. I am not denying that inflicting pain is another tool at his disposal. Just not one he’ll turn to with other available options. But if you run, if you tell anyone about the tunnels… once the Commander reaches a decision, he cannot be dissuaded.”
“You mean he’ll kill us.” Sefa giggled, snuffing the sound in her elbow. “What danger is there in a brute?” Sefa said, echoing the answer I gave her the night I killed the soldier. “I kept wondering what you could have possibly meant. You meant this, didn’t you? The Nizahl Heir is polite, brilliant, handsome. He is the opposite of a brute, and a thousand times more dangerous for it, because you cannot know from which direction he will strike.”
“You find that funny?” Marek peered at Sefa with concern. He pressed the back of his hand to her forehead.
Sefa toppled from her crouch, joining Marek against the door. She dropped her head on his shoulder. “No.”
We sat there until Sefa’s eyelids drooped and light snores vibrated in her chest.
Marek’s lips tightened. “He knows who we are.”
I smiled wanly. “Caleb is a nice name.”