The moment in the plumeria grove hung uneasily between them. He stiffly offered his arm out to her, and Talasyn turned just the slightest bit pink. It was fetching. Alaric briefly considered punching himself in the face.
Compliment her, he remembered Sevraim’s advice from the other day. Now seemed like a good time for it, but Alaric couldn’t force the words past his throat. What if she punched him in the face?
Talasyn took his arm while he stood frozen in indecision, tucking her hand into the crook of his elbow. “Ready?” was all that Alaric could say rather hoarsely in the end, as the guards pushed the doors open.
She nodded, and he led her forward. Into a swell of light and music and glittering people.
Alaric didn’t think it was an exaggeration to presume that he’d seen city streets shorter than the table, which ran down the middle of the banquet hall. It was draped with woven cloths in a dizzying patchwork of different patterns and colors and set with an array of crystal centerpieces and jewel-encrusted plates and goblets. The red-lacquered chairs blazed bright with gilded lotus scrollwork beside it, and the people occupying them rose to their feet as one at the Night Emperor and the Lachis’ka’s entrance—with the exception of Queen Urduja. She watched cannily from the head of the table as the obsequious steward led him and Talasyn to two empty chairs, which he noted with some mild alarm were right next to each other and smack-dab in the middle of the table. He would be surrounded by Nenavarene all throughout supper, effectively cut off from Sevraim and Mathire.
Attending this feast already felt like a mistake.
Talasyn’s slim fingers dug into Alaric’s arm as they followed the steward. She’s nervous, he realized, glancing down to see her bottom lip trembling. Whoever applied her cosmetics had done an expert job in rendering dewy skin and rosy cheeks, but no amount of soot and beeswax on the lashes or champagne-hued pigments on the lids could disguise the apprehension in her brown eyes. Not when she was this close to him.
“It’s not too late to make a run for it,” he quipped.
“I’m in pointy shoes,” she shot back. “With heels.”
“So that’s why you seem taller. Not by much, though.”
“We can’t all be overgrown trees, my lord,” she retorted, and she was so oddly adorable in that moment, in her defiance layered over the nerves that she was trying to hide, that the line of his mouth softened with the beginnings of a genuine smile.
“My lord,” Alaric repeated. His tone was not as mocking as he would have liked. “I certainly prefer that to all the other names that you’ve called me throughout our fractured acquaintance.”
“Shut up,” Talasyn hissed. “It’s all those etiquette lessons. It won’t happen again.”
Her hand dropped back to her side as she took her appointed seat. The other diners followed suit, along with Alaric, whose arm, he firmly told himself, did not—did not—suddenly feel bereft of her touch.
Cuisine was the one aspect of Dominion culture that Talasyn had had no problem wholeheartedly embracing thus far. To someone who’d subsisted on scraps until she was fifteen and then on bland rations served in Sardovian mess halls for five more years, Nenavarene dishes were a rainbow of delights with their complex spices, enticing aromas, and scrumptious textures.
Sadly, tonight’s peculiar circumstances ensured that she was unable to pay as much attention to the food as she usually did. A selection of small plates was paraded out first: slices of fermented pork and chili peppers wrapped in banana leaves; tiny, chargrilled squid served whole on the skewer brushed with garlic and lime juice; pickled greens resting on beds of glass noodles. It all tasted like dust in her mouth.
She was too conscious of Alaric’s presence beside her. She felt as though she couldn’t breathe properly. Her every nerve ending sparked at his nearness, sandalwood-and-juniper-scented and imposing.
Earlier, out in the corridor, she’d nearly been brought up short by the sight of him in formal attire. His high-collared black coat, embellished with the Kesathese chimera in dusky gold brocade, clung to his broad shoulders and added a lean elegance to his silhouette. The slim fit of his black trousers flattered his rangy hips, his muscular thighs, and the athletic length of his legs. With his naturally haughty expression only slightly softened by the thick black hair that fell about his face in casual waves, he looked every inch the young emperor, radiating power and self-assurance.
It did—something—to her. It made her heartbeat stutter over some peculiar cliff’s edge between her midsection and her throat. And, to make matters worse, Jie had called attention to Alaric’s lips earlier and now Talasyn couldn’t stop glancing at them. The sensual fullness of them. The wickedness. How they had come so close to touching hers hours ago. She was sure she’d even caught the beginnings of a smile earlier, but she was likely mistaken. She wholeheartedly blamed her lady-in-waiting for this dire state of affairs.
It also didn’t help that it fell upon Talasyn to make the necessary introductions between Alaric and the people seated near them, and those lords and ladies eventually began lobbing pointed conversational volleys designed to not quite hide their displeasure with the betrothal.
“I believe, Your Majesty, that you and Her Grace knew each other prior to her return to Nenavar,” purred Ralya Musal, the feather-clad Daya of Tepi Resok, a smattering of hilly islands that comprised almost half of the Dominion’s southernmost border. “Would you care to enlighten us as to the nature of that acquaintance?”
Talasyn held her breath. Everyone at the table already knew what had transpired—if not the nitty-gritty details, then the vague and overarching shape of it. They just wanted to trip Alaric up.
There was a brief silence as he picked at his plate, obviously buying time while he formulated a diplomatic answer. “Several months ago I was made aware of the existence of a Lightweaver among the ranks of the Sardovian Allfold. As Master of the Shadowforged Legion, I attempted to neutralize her, but I was ultimately unsuccessful. Now that the aforementioned Sardovian Allfold has been dealt with, I look forward to working with Her Grace to ensure an era of peace.”
Talasyn would have snorted at Alaric’s wry summary of their shared war-torn past, but something else drew her focus; at his mention of the Lightweave and the Shadowgate, several gazes subtly flickered to the sariman cages hung on the walls before swiveling back to him. They fear it, she thought, remembering her early days in the palace when Urduja had advised her to refrain from using her abilities so as not to attract undue attention. They fear us.
She caught herself with a frown. There was no us when it came to her and Alaric Ossinast. She might be marrying him, but she was not on his side.
By the holes on the World-Father’s shirt, I’m marrying him.