“No,” Emily shot back. “I don’t get scared. You’re scared all the time.”
Jameson knew an opening when he saw one. He dropped from the branch he was sitting on, catching it with his hands and swinging his body in through the tree house window. He landed rough but smiled. “I’m not.” Scared. He didn’t say the word, and Emily didn’t need him to.
“You’re not scared of anything,” she told him with a toss of her hair. “Even when you probably should be.”
Jameson looked at Grayson, then back at Emily. She and her sister, Rebecca, were the only two non-Hawthorne children allowed to spend any significant amount of time on this side of the gates. The Hawthorne brothers. The Laughlin sisters. It was a thing.
“I’ll kiss you,” Jameson offered boldly.
Emily stepped toward him. “Do it.”
He did. His first kiss—and hers. Emily smiled. And then she turned to Grayson. “Now you.”
Jameson felt his brother’s eyes dart to his, but they didn’t stay there long. “I can’t,” Grayson said.
“Can’t. Shouldn’t. Will anyway.” Emily placed a hand on the side of Grayson’s face, and Jameson watched as the girl he’d kissed a moment before brought her lips very close to his brother’s.
Jameson didn’t let himself turn away as Grayson kissed her, too. Their kiss seemed to last longer. A lot longer. When it was finally over, Emily stared at Grayson. Just stared at him. And then she threw her head back and laughed. “It’s like spin the bottle… without the bottle.” For a second, she looked like she might kiss Grayson again.
“Here you are, boys.” Tobias Hawthorne’s voice was deep and smooth as he climbed into the tree house. “The festivities weren’t to your liking?”
Jameson recovered first. “You rigged the carnival games,” he accused. That was why he’d taken to the tree house to begin with.
“Then rig them back,” the old man replied. His discerning gaze seemed to miss absolutely nothing as he raked it over first Jameson, then his brother, and Emily last.
“About what you just heard…” Grayson started to say.
Tobias Hawthorne held up a hand. “Emily.” He cast her a mild look. “Your grandfather is down below with a golf cart. Your mother is on the verge of calling in the National Guard.”
“Then I guess I should go. But don’t worry, Mr. Hawthorne.…” Emily looked at Jameson again, then Grayson, her gaze lingering there. “My heart and its defect are just fine.”
The old man didn’t say another word until Emily was long gone. The silence was uncomfortable. It was almost certainly meant to be uncomfortable, but Jameson and Grayson both knew better than to say a single word to break it.
Tobias Hawthorne reached one hand toward each of his grandsons, took them by their shoulders, and turned them toward the nearest tree house window.
“Look out there,” the old man instructed. Jameson watched as purple and gold exploded in the sky, points of light streaming downward, painting the air like a weeping willow. “Magic, isn’t it?” the old man whispered.
Jameson heard the words that went unspoken: I give you boys everything, and all I ask in return is focus.
“I didn’t have brothers,” Tobias Hawthorne commented, as another round of fireworks colored the sky red and white and blue. “Didn’t have what the four of you have.” The old man’s hands were still on their shoulders. “No one else will ever understand you the way that your brothers do. No one. It’s the four of you against the world, and it always will be.”
“Family first.” Grayson said the words, and Jameson knew, just by the way he’d said them, that he’d been told them before.
“Emily was right, you know,” Tobias Hawthorne said, suddenly dropping his hold on them. “You do look straight ahead when you’re scared, Grayson.”
He heard it all. Jameson didn’t have time to process that realization because their grandfather wasn’t done yet.
“Have I ever given you reason to fear me?” he asked—no, demanded. “Ever raised a hand to either of you?”
“No.” Jameson beat his brother to the answer.
“Would I?” the old man challenged. “Ever?”
Grayson answered this time. “No.”
“Why not?” Tobias Hawthorne posed that question like it was a riddle. “If it would push you to be what I need you to be, if it would make you better—why wouldn’t I get physical?”
Jameson felt like he had to answer first—and answer well. “Because it’s beneath you.”
“Because I love you.” The correction felt brutal, despite the sentiment being conveyed. “And Hawthornes protect those we love. Always.” He nodded to the window again. “Look out there. See it.” He wasn’t talking about the fireworks. “All of it. All we have, all we are, all I’ve built.”
Jameson looked. Beside him, Grayson did the same.
“It was just a kiss,” Grayson said stubbornly.
“Two kisses, I believe,” the old man replied. “You tread dangerous ground, boys. Some kisses are just kisses. A frivolity, really.”
Jameson thought of the moment he’d pressed his lips to Emily’s.
“You hardly have time for such things,” the old man scoffed. “A kiss is nothing. But love?” Tobias Hawthorne’s voice was quiet now. “When you’re old enough, when you’re ready, be warned: There is nothing frivolous about the way a Hawthorne man loves.”
Jameson thought suddenly of the grandmother he’d never even met, the woman who’d died before he was born.
“Men like us love only once,” the old man said quietly. “Fully. Wholeheartedly. It’s all-consuming and eternal. All these years your grandmother has been gone.…” Tobias Hawthorne’s eyes closed. “And there hasn’t been anyone else. There can’t and won’t be. Because when you love a woman or a man or anyone the way we love, there is no going back.”
That felt like a warning more than a promise.
“Anything less, and you’ll destroy her. And if she is the one…” The old man looked first at Jameson, then at Grayson, then back at Jameson again. “Someday, she’ll destroy you.”
He didn’t make that sound like a bad thing.
“What would she have thought of us?” Jameson asked the question on impulse, but he didn’t regret it. “Our grandmother?”
“You’re still works in progress,” the old man replied. “Let’s save my Alice’s judgment for when you’re done.”
With that, Tobias Hawthorne turned away from them, away from the window, away from the fireworks. When he spoke again, it was in a tone that Jameson recognized all too well. “There are thousands of boards in this tree house. I have weakened one. Find it.”
A test. A challenge. A game.
By the time they found the board, the fireworks were long over.
“Break the board,” the old man ordered.
Jameson wordlessly held it up. Grayson assumed the proper stance, then threw his body into the strike. The heel of his hand hit the board just above the crack, and it split.
“Now,” Tobias Hawthorne ordered, “find me a board that cannot be weakened. And when you find it,” the old man continued, leaning back against the tree house wall, his eyes narrowed but burning with a familiar kind of fire, “you can tell me: Which kind of board are the two of you?”
CHAPTER 65
JAMESON
As instructed by the inscription on the lock, Jameson and Avery went back to the start, to the room where Rohan had laid out the rules of the game.
Leave no stone unturned.
Of all the phrases that the Factotum had used, that was the one that most stuck in Jameson’s mind. “For the first key,” he said, thinking out loud, “there was a spoken clue—smuggle nothing out—and a physical clue in this room.”
“The book.” Avery was right there with him. “If the other keys follow the same pattern, then there are clues here pointing toward wherever those keys are hidden, and those clues—”
“—will tie in to something Rohan said,” Jameson finished. He turned his attention to the walls of the room. The stone walls.
Leave no stone unturned.
Avery laid her hand flat on one of the stones. “First person to find a stone that turns gets to choose the destination for our next trip?”
Jameson smiled. “You’ve got yourself a wager, Heiress.”