“We’ve lost… many of our remaining strongholds. We’re still fighting to defend those that remain, Highness. Fighting with all we’ve got. But—” A wrinkle of hatred flitted over her nose. “The Bloodborn are numerous and vicious. The Rishan we could handle. The Bloodborn are… challenging.”
That aligned with what I’d been seeing here. Raihn could wax philosophical about his dreams all he wanted. The ugly truth was that he had invited dogs into his kingdom and let them hide behind his crown while they murdered his own people. He was heavily reliant upon their forces.
Raihn had told me, once, that dreams counted for little. What counted was action.
Well, his actions were not enough. And mine had been severely lacking, too.
Jesmine’s face blurred again, her next words fractured. “Do you—orders?”
In a desperate attempt to save my connection to her, I pressed my thumb to the edge of the bowl and let more blood flow into it, but that just made her image ripple and made the headache at the back of my skull pound ferociously.
The sound of distant footsteps made me still. I peered over my shoulder at the door to my chambers—closed. The footsteps didn’t approach, then faded to an echo at the opposite end of the hall.
I turned back to the mirror. “I don’t have much time,” I whispered.
“Do you have orders?” she asked urgently.
Orders. Like I had any authority to be telling Jesmine what she should be doing.
“They’re coming after you at Misrada in two weeks,” I said, quickly and quietly. “It will be a big move. They’re stretching themselves thin—even the Bloodborn. They’ll be leaving the Sivrinaj armory unmanned in order to get enough forces there.”
Jesmine’s brow furrowed in thought.
“I don’t know if we could defend against that kind of manpower.”
“I don’t know if you could, either. But maybe you don’t have to.”
I hesitated here—standing on the precipice of a decision I couldn’t take back. The decision to fight.
I could feel Vincent’s presence like a hand resting on my shoulder.
This is your kingdom, he whispered to me. I taught you how to fight for a significant existence. I gave you teeth. Now use them.
“Evacuate Misrada,” I said. “Go after the armory while it’s unguarded. Raid it, or capture it, or destroy it—whatever is possible with what you have. Do you have the resources?”
Even through the foggy reflection, the steel in Jesmine’s stare was clear.
“It will be tight. But we have enough to try.”
I didn’t let myself waver, didn’t let my command falter, as I said, “Then do it. Enough running. Enough defending. We don’t have time for half measures.”
It was time to fucking fight.
INTERLUDE
There is nothing more dangerous than a bargain. No greater horrors than those you choose. No worse fate than one you beg for.
The man does not understand this yet.
There was little, actually, the man understands, though he doesn’t know that yet, either. He came from a small life in a small town, and spent most of his time trying to run from it. Of his limited options, he chose the one that gave him the most freedom. He loves freedom, the feeling of the sea wind through his hair. He loves it tonight, as his ship travels through the treacherous waters near Obitraes. They call it Nyaxia’s Hook—that little curved strip of land, given its name because it so often snagged unwitting human sailors like helpless fish on a line. The night is dark. The water is rough. The sky is stormy.
The sailors do not have a chance.
Most of them are killed immediately, when the ship—too small for such a perilous journey—smashes upon the unforgiving rocks of Nyaxia’s beckoning hand. They drown in the salty seas, bodies broken over the rocks or impaled on the remains of their own ship.
But this man, despite his unremarkable upbringing, knows one thing above all:
He knows how to fight.
He is thirty-two years old. He is not ready to die. His body has been mercilessly shattered in the violent impact of the ship. Still, he swims to shore, muscles straining against the churn of the surf. He drags himself onto the beach.
When, barely conscious, he forces his head up to look at the sight ahead of him—the silhouette of a city the likes of which he had never seen before, all ivory curves and moon-cold light—he thinks he has never witnessed anything so beautiful.
The man is so close to death that night.
The gods love to take credit for fate. Is it fate that saves him? Or is it the fickle hand of luck, rolling dice that land in just the right way? If it is the gods’ hands at work, then they are laughing to themselves tonight.
He crawls as far as he can, one inch after another, the sand beneath his hands turning to rock, then soil. He can feel death following him, can feel it bubbling in his every bloody breath. The man once thought himself brave. But no mortal is brave in the face of an untimely death.
Death would have taken him if fate, or luck, had not saved him—or damned him.
The king happens across him at just the right moment.
This king was in the habit of collecting souls, and the young man’s soul is exactly the kind he enjoys. He flips over the half-conscious man, assessing his beaten but well-formed face. Then he kneels beside him and asks him a question that the man will spend the rest of an endless life replaying:
Do you want to live?
The man thinks, What a stupid question.
Of course, he wants to live. He is young. He has a family waiting for him back home. He has decades ahead of him.
No mortal is brave in the face of an untimely death.
The man’s answer is a plea:
Yes. Please. Yes. Help me.
Later, he will hate himself for this—for begging so pathetically for his own damnation.
The king smiles, and lowers his mouth to the dying man’s throat.
8
RAIHN
From the first moment I had seen Septimus, I’d hated him.
I’d known exactly who he was, and even if I didn’t know him by reputation, his appearance—which screamed Untrustworthy Bloodborn Royalty in every way—would have given it away quickly.
When he’d sidled up to me during the Kejari, I’d wanted nothing to do with him. But he was like a virus, or an unpleasant odor. The fucker just kept coming back.
It was casual enough, at first. He would linger too long wherever Mische and I happened to be, in the days immediately preceding the Kejari. In the beginning, I’d thought he was doing what most Bloodborn nobles did during the tournament: taking advantage of the fact that they were actually allowed to interact with the other Houses, and figuring out where they could exert their influence.
Easy enough to dismiss.
But then, maybe the third or fourth time he cornered me, I began to get suspicious. And I’d already decided I didn’t like him by the time he had pulled me aside and told me, I know who you are.
That was enough to spook me. I’d ripped apart my own inner circle trying to figure out how he knew—still, to this day, I didn’t know how he had found out. But that was when the pressure began.
You can’t do this by yourself. The Rishan aren’t strong enough. Doesn’t matter if you win.
You’ll need help.